Hi everyone, this will be my intro post 🌸
I’m a 19 year old girl and from the uk. For as long as I can remember I was struggling with my body image.
I often got bullied and mean remarks in primary and secondary school, for many things but sometimes about my body. That didn’t help
Now I’m in university and I’ve gone back to a phase that “I wish I wasn’t the weird kid at school” “I wish I was normal at school” “I wish I had friends when I was in school”
I won’t divulge much but I’ll say that I’m doing a law course and many of the girls there are the type I’d love to become like.
I have a series of other traumas that I don’t think helped my situation at all 😭 but I won’t go into them in detail.
The reason why I’m making this blog is because recently, I found out I was at my HW ever of my whole entire life and was totally disgusted with myself. The stress of my degree, assignments and whatnot have really got to me and all my progress has been thrown out the window. I got good grades but at what cost?
What’s with my blog title you may ask? Well this will sound incredibly stupid and vain but lately I’ve developed somewhat of an obsession with fitting into brandy. I have a few of their clothes that fit…. But not as well as I would like them too. And plenty of their clothes don’t fit actually. I remember the first time I went to the Covent Garden store and tried on a pair of shorts that wouldn’t fit me. I was so upset and then I heard a girl who was in the changing room next to mine say “oh my god guys these trousers fit so well”
Also just my clothes in general that fit me a couple years ago or even months ago I struggle to button up now. So I might as well stop lazing around and do something about it.
‼️ If you find the content of my blog triggering, please just ignore or block me. I don’t want to upset anybody. I also won’t (deliberately) infringe on anybody’s DNI list as I know a lot of people aren’t comfortable with 3d blogs following them.
Note: I don’t make meanspo, or fatspo type posts. I don’t think it’s fair to insult someone else who did nothing wrong to me
TW: the next section will talk about my stats, please click off now if you don’t want to read it!
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Height: 5’8”/172(?)cm
HW: 78.4 kg
CW: 76 kg
GW 1: 65 kg
GW 2: 60 kg
UGW: 55 kg