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I can feel your heartbeat and you didn’t even say a word

Crater Lake, Oregon

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Live art making for Sketch Tuesdays at the 111 Minna Gallery in San Francisco, California.

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Berlin, 2016

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I am beautiful and don't want to be burdened with an eating disorder anymore!!!! I don't want to feel like this all the time!!!! I don't want to be consumed by thoughts of food, calories, weight loss, self-consciousness!!! It's evil and horrible!!!! I hate myself for hating myself!!!

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Spanish Springs, Nevada

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Spanish Springs, Nevada

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I am not myself. I am not important.

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I graduated with two bachelor's degrees: biology and German. I love biology and science and the science community. I love speaking, hearing, reading, and writing German. Both are a big part of me, who I am and what I am. I work at Starbucks and get yelled at by rich people for charging $0.25 for water cups. I also work at a hardware store where old men call all of the (cute female) cashiers "sweetheart" and "darling" all day. I spent five years of my life working my ass off trying to make the most out of my education in order to acquire a great job and get into an amazing phD or masters program for conservation biology. I feel like I failed. I can't even wear my own clothes or piercings at my jobs. Everyday my hair is in a ponytail and I just smile and nod as I take people's money. I work minimum wage and commute almost 2 hours, 7 days a week, to and from either of my jobs. No days off. This is not what I wanted. Not what I signed up for. I feel useless and dreadful. Not myself at all. I am a scientist. I want to do biology.

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I miss your occasional but always super inspiring body posts. :(

I miss it too. I don't feel the same about my body as I used to. I don't know what happened.