STOP. {spelled backwards}

My name is Kinzie. I'm a girl who loves to read and is very creative. I'm stubborn and fun at best. Beware, I am very emotional when it comes to pain. I may hide it most days, but you are a true friend when I show you my tears. 

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Angry at COVID

To everyone who has lost someone from covid, I am sorry. I didn’t understand until Saturday. I had no idea my cousin was positive with covid. My dad called me 15 minutes before husband and I were set to get our vaccine. I feel to my knees when he told me my cousin passed. I was so confused and upset. I realized I wanted more time with him and for his children. I wanted him to meet his grandkids. I wanted him to walk his daughter down the aisle on her wedding day. I wanted him to find his true love. I wanted better for him. I wanted more time for him to live. 

A light has truly been lost in this world. He brought so much joy and made everyone feel like they were the most important person in the room. He was never cruel and protective when needed. He was the person who could make you smile no matter the situation, no matter how bad you felt in your life. Always giving love and affection in anyway you needed it. 

Truly, I will miss you and am grateful for all the memories you have shared with me. I hope to see you again someday. For now, please look down upon your children, protect them, and guide them in any way you can. 

Thank you John. 

[8funnykinz8forever]

This song is what got me throug all the pain done by my ex-boyfriend.

Forcing me to have intercourse with him.

Believing he would harm my sisters.

Ultimately, being controlled and used.

I am stronger three years later and barely can recall my time with him!

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Its amazing how you can forget everything about someone after a few years. Honestly, I can't remember his birthday or how broken he had made me feel. I found someone who fixed me and brings me so much happiness.

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Me: I haven't been here for a while...

*re-reads every posts*

Me: I am at a very different mindset than I once was.

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Faded

Those memories, Fade with every passing day. Unable to recollect, What you did to me. The pain, You forced upon me. It doesn't exist. It did, But its no longer here. Where'd it go? I can't find it, Under my bed, In my body, In my soul. Its no where, Faded until I can hardly remember.

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All you did to me, all the pain you caused, I can't remember how it felt. I know it hurt, and I know you violated me. I know what you did, even if you will never know. I've begun to forget it all, like you never existed. It still hurts, but not as often. Only on late nights, like these.

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Game Of Thrones

One third through A Clash Of Kings!!!! 😱

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10 subscribers!!! Woo!!

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I hate when you have completely forgotten about your ex and you are extremely happy with someone else when your ex messages you out of the blue. I wanted to throw my phone at the kitchen cabinet so bad...

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They say, "Marry your best friend." Rather you are heterosexual, bisexual, or homosexual, marry your best friend, because your best friend is always there for you. No matter what life throws at you.

[iglovequotes]

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I was someone's first choice. I was two men's first choice. The question was: Who was my first choice?

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I'm in this for the long run. I may not run very fast and I'll need extra breaks, but I'm in for the long run. I want to be first in the end, especially when you are the trophy. I want to finish this race by your side. I want us to do this together as a team.

[8funnykinz8forever]

Whenever you do stuff with your best friend, its always the greatest time possible. When your best friend is also your lover, its an incredible feeling.

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I love you. There. I said it and I'm going to continue saying it. So get damn well used to it.

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I had no idea I would mean this much to you, but I had no clue you would mean this much to me.

[cfs-anonymous]

When someone is like 'hey do you want to go (insert activity)'...

I’m like:

But my body is like:

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This was me when I decided to play catch with my boyfriend and a softball. Five minutes later, I got smacked in the forehead, got dizzy and then decided to play again. Until, the ball got in the neighbors yard, who has dogs. Game over then!!