I didn't witness much about what happened last night and I'm glad I didn't. My friends here are refusing to tell me the extent because they know how massively it could effect me having spoke to me ove the last year in some of the worst states I've been in regarding the topic that was brought up.
And the more I think about it the more I know I can't be in a group like this I thought I could stick it out with my other two celebrities other than Cole but honestly I can't risk any triggering that may come if I stay.
I have personally been battling before now after finding out there is a player here who actually has been asking other players to not rp with me something I only found out this week and have been trying to process.
With everything in mind I can't let myself be part of a group like this. I need a safe escape and this doesn't feel like one anymore.
To those I speak to here message me on @ole-cole who I'm still logged in on for a couple days if you want a way to contact me to those I'm already staying in contact with you know who you are. I've only been here a year but for parts of it its been a good year. Most of all I've met some incredible people I don't intend to loose contact with thanks guys
Bella.
