doomsday

bruises on both my knees for you. don't say thank you or please, i do what i want when i'm wanting to. my soul - so cynical.

[datable]

[shamonhoon-deactivated20190815]

𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐖𝐞𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐲. ♡

ig: wesleyskies

[huthor]

Meghan @ etro ss19

[xochitlmetall]

The same sweater…i think

[rawtotherapinee]

Euronymous and Dead (who is holding a dead animal)

[the-elven-nymph]

Mayhem

[ovrlord]

tag yourself i’m fenny wap

[rawtotherapinee]

An anti-Burzum poster made by Euronymous supporters

[electricbloodmoon]

Mayhem live in Leipzing 26 November 1990

[themaiajae]

📸:tianaparkr

[distantvoices]

@hmnalns on Instagram

[tinaseh]

Edgecliff Rd Residence by Tamsin Johnson

[chrlelosangeles]

[indicresources]

[vssfu]

[91031]

because of the examples of my father and grandfather, i am almost 20 years old and have never been able to let any man get close to me ever. never been in a relationship with a man and still find myself surprised when men show affection or try to physically hold me in a caring and protective way. it is so unfair that so many young girls grow up to be this way from being conditioned by something that they have no control over - other people's actions. it is unfair that we miss out on so many good experiences in love because of trauma and trust issues. seeing my mother go through what she went through made me decide: it's better to never give yourself to someone, than to do so and see yourself stuck for years in a bad situation. so that's what i did.

it hurts more and more everyday, now that i value love in all forms more than anything, to know that i've passed by so much of it because i couldn't find the strength within myself to let someone in.

and now i'm left to deal with an emotional baggage that shouldn't even be mine to deal with in the first place.

[ihateiu]