みち:)

[97-soul]

I am trying my best to overcome depression from bipolar disorder, but is hard when the only person you live with takes your progress as a sing to be down themselves, is like “You are fine so now I can get sick”

[iamnmbr3]

JK Rowling: I hate drarry shippers

JK Rowling: I wanted Harry to end up in a relationship that paralleled jily

JK Rowling: anyway here’s the scene I wrote of lily meeting james for the first time which parallels harry meeting draco for the first time and during which James repeats some of draco's dialogue nearly verbatim in a presumably intentional callback

[paradoxical-plutonian]

"Weeping Willow", July 4, 2023

[ooppo]

I see so many memes for other mental disorders so I decided to make some for my bipolar besties <3

[l0sing-mymind]

i wish the things that happened to me never happened

6/12/23

[ooppo]

Don't forget us this disability awareness month!

[97-soul]

I'm angry, because I treated myself bad as first reaction, I was so sure that was somewhat my fault, then I understood that isn't my fault, I've been taking care of her emotions all my life, since I was able to speak, and it isn't my task to do, never was, is hers, she should be doing the self reflection work, she should apologize when it's necessary, she should speak with calm when she needs something, not just throw tantrums at me and pretend that I'm the one responsible for everything, she is very very capable of doing her own things, I just like to help her so she could have more free time, but now I just accepted that she is egocentric, that she only cares about herself, she gets mad when things don't go according to what she desires, she is cruel and like to hurt her daughter and son, and likes to remind them how she suffered a lot on her young years so they shouldn't complain when affront hardships, she likes to make people upset when is happy, likes to make everything about her, likes to think that everyone thinks only about her, that everything that happens is related to her in some form

[97-soul]

i was happy on Sunday morning, then I returned to sleep, I had nothing planned for the day, then my grandma went mad about it, she made herself sick on purpose, accused me of not having nothing to eat, then I reminded her the money, the accessibility she has to stores nearby, and in the fridge I found food, perfectly fine, so what's wrong with her?

I went to the market and bought more food, I prepared and gave it to her, then she didn't ate it because she was sulking, and then she cried because I'm treating her so bad, and want her to die.

I'm sick of this, she is just pure evil, I've been dealing with her tantrums all my life, because she always behave like a child with no control over her emotions and feelings, and I understand she was neglected as a kid, but now she is 64 yo, she goes to a psychologist, to a psychiatrist and to a thanatologist, I always try my best so she could improve and have a better life, but she just refuses to grow.

[quinnrants]

the feeling when you just wanna be alone and push everyone away so you could quietly kill yourself vrs the feeling of never wanting to be alone and just wanting to be held and told itll be okay even when it wont.

[mossyboy98]

Should I just disappear? It would make people's lives so much better.

[flosslikeaboss200]

bro being forced into recovery is gen the worse

[hiraethdreamworld]

why should i keep fighting to live in a world that's falling apart anyway?

[rotting-bitch]

I usually get addicted to literally anything that distracts me from the fact that I exist

[vixen-angel]

purposely putting yourself in danger, or being visibly sad so maybe someone might ask if youre doin alright.. but then nobody bats an eye.

[ima-end-itt]

I think it's unfair, people die that don't wanna die

Yet I am here, alive, when I'd rather be dead

Can't I just exchange my life for somebody that wants it?

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

[borderline-nugget]

I hate being in between. Not actively suicidal, but hell how I want to die… I just want to vanish, disappear into thin air, I’m not strong enough to attempt… I wish I had though…