#neglected kid

[mimizzzwacky02]

I hope angels look like all the fictional characters I always wanted to come save me

[feralfuckingwolf]

Tw: Neglect, food :readmore:

Omg i just listened Jack Stauber's OPAL and as a neglected kid who had always daydreamed to escape from the reality, it hits so fucking hard. Especially when the fake family was clapping ''Opal'' when she was dancing with the burger. She might not know what to do with the burger, but her imaginary family still subborts and cheers for her no matter what.

[feralfuckingwolf]

I love how God and my dad are similar to each other.

Both of them barely existed in my entire life.

Yet both of them made everything worse when they did.

And people are waiting for me to "give them a second chance".

Nope. My dad, nor God deserves to be forgiven after all of these trauma.

[mimizzzwacky02]

I hope heaven is all the fictional places I always wanted to go

[97-soul]

i was happy on Sunday morning, then I returned to sleep, I had nothing planned for the day, then my grandma went mad about it, she made herself sick on purpose, accused me of not having nothing to eat, then I reminded her the money, the accessibility she has to stores nearby, and in the fridge I found food, perfectly fine, so what's wrong with her?

I went to the market and bought more food, I prepared and gave it to her, then she didn't ate it because she was sulking, and then she cried because I'm treating her so bad, and want her to die.

I'm sick of this, she is just pure evil, I've been dealing with her tantrums all my life, because she always behave like a child with no control over her emotions and feelings, and I understand she was neglected as a kid, but now she is 64 yo, she goes to a psychologist, to a psychiatrist and to a thanatologist, I always try my best so she could improve and have a better life, but she just refuses to grow.