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[98oceans]

indefinite hiatus

This has been weighing on me for a while, and at first I didn’t want to pursue it or even think of pursuing this decision, trying my best to just keep pushing through in hopes that I’ll one day find the spark that I used to have for this corner of the internet—but it’s just not working.

I haven’t felt anything for any of my writings in a long while, and it’s safe to say i’ve lost all my spark for katseye, too. It’s unfortunate because this fandom is the first one where I ever truly felt seen, and the first one where I was able to meet such incredible people. But alas, I guess everything does have an end, and mine just came quicker than I’d initially anticipated.

Adding onto that, my mental health has been deteriorating, and it’s already began to bleed into my physical wellbeing.

It’s hard for me to balance my personal matters with writing and just being online in general, you can see it clearly in my inconsistent posting schedule. I hated how I always made you all wait, feeling like I needed to get something out as quick as I can because I’m afraid that I’ll be forgotten. Clearly, this mindset had done nothing but burn me out, and only quicken the erosion that I was withholding from this community.

I don’t wanna say this is permanent, or that i’m never returning, or that you’ll never hear from me again. I wanna keep that door open, just in case I ever want to make a return, though I have my doubts that I ever will. I won’t delete this account, or my works, because I’d done that before and a part of me still regrets that careless decision to this day.

I’ll be leaving it up just in case anyone wants to scroll through, read my works for nostalgia’s sake, or if they think my writing is interesting. Adding onto that, I’ll do my best to republish whatever little fics I do have still lying around.

I’m sorry if this comes off as abrupt, knowing that some of you only found this now, but I need to put me, and work on my issues first for once.

Thank you for reading, thank you for staying with me throughout my journey, thank you for giving me the time of day, and thank you for caring. I’m sorry if this is incoherent. Have a lovely day, afternoon, or night.

( so sorry for the tags ) @meirries @sacredgene @bannerwoman ( ♡⃘ ) @uchuhzini @miagamegirl @lovelee4u @fein4lararaj @manonsdoe + everyone else.

Thank you all for giving me a place in this community, please take care of yourself, and know that you’re never ever going to be alone, even if it feels like you are, even if it feels like the world is pressing down on you. You matter, you’re amazing, and I care for you deeply.

[98oceans]

Greetings and salutations to everyone on katsblr!

This place has become a cesspool of drama and stupidity, a part of me is glad that i’d left when i did, and another is just so incredibly disappointed in how this community had turned out.

I stated once on my old blog, if you recall, that I am a firm believer in never ever lying about your age to get into adult spaces. The fact that some people who’d liked, agreed, and gave bravos on that post, were actively deceiving individuals, is nothing short of ridiculous.

And as you may recall, I also made another post talking about boundaries. Minors do not interact is a boundary created by adults who do not wish for minors to be interacting with them—perhaps because they write and produce explicit content, those of which, minors should not be exposed to; or because they are simply uncomfortable with children interacting with them—I still stand by what I said, respecting this boundary and the individual who’d placed it, and I always will.

I was informed by a certain individual whom I will not name, though I am sure you’ve heard of considering the tirade that she’d been on for the past month or so, that certain adults have been bending their own rules to accommodate individuals under a certain age. Hypocritical, bewildering, and if I may say ever so bluntly, pathetic.

If you set up those boundaries, stick to them. You cannot create a rule for your space that is to involve all individuals from a certain group, only to then create exceptions “just because.” Even if you have a reason, it’s still dissembling. If you are to enforce a boundary, ensure that you yourself, are able to follow said boundary. If not, then why even create it in the first place? It reeks of the “holier-than-thou” mentality.

As for the individual herself, I am unsure if you’re reading this, but whether you are or aren’t, I hope you’re aware that you’re no better than the majority of people in this space. You are a minor, a child—no, I am not mentioning this as to diminish what you have to say, but to remind you that you have so much more to learn and a lot of growing up to do—so talking as though you’re looking down on people, just because you think you’re “better” than them, especially when certain issues don’t even include you or mention you in any shape or form, is just so undeniably pathetic.

Yes, I understand the feeling of being left out. We’ve all been there, we’ve all experienced that at some point in our lives. But whereas most people try to cultivate their own space where they can meet individuals alike, you let this feeling melt into bitterness, then try to advertise it as critique.

It’s beyond baffling, and though I am disappointed, I am not at the very least surprised. I have gathered from a handful of people that their very first interactions with you were full of you venting and oversharing certain aspects of your life, without even acknowledging whether or not it was okay.

I understand that, again, you are a minor, and a lot of these people who you look up to on this part of the internet are adults.

You’re seeking validation, honesty, and advice. But that does not at all justify jumping into conversations with heavy topics with complete strangers. Your issue is that you place people on this pedestal where they can do no wrong, then get disappointed when you realize that these internet strangers are just that.

Strangers on the internet with normal lives and issues of their own.

You’re not doing anything revolutionary for engaging in drama. If anything, it only shows how immature you are. You wish to be taken seriously, but you’re upset because certain people don’t wish to engage with you. So what? It’s this “what about me” mentality that is quite literally causing you to think that everyone is attacking you/against you—when in reality, nobody cares!

I’m sorry if that’s harsh, but since you feel as though you have the right to attack individuals, then consider it fair game.

Also, how are you doing defend a person who’s spreading hate and lies against someone you claim you idolize? I’ve since outgrown the idea of idolizing real people because at the end of the day, they’re just people, but even then, it’s baffling to me how you’re saying it’s “wrong” to call out someone for spewing venom, when the person themselves is doing the exact same.

Though, I do agree that it’s wrong to bash someone for their personal opinions—though calling whatever agenda they’re clearly trying to push an opinion is already extending too much grace, considering what they’re spreading is just shallow hostility—but I’m afraid this message is coming from the wrong messenger.

Hop off your high horse, get off tumblr, and get a life.

[98oceans]

Who called your event that???

not gonna say their names but they know exactly who they are☺️ “they’re overworking their participants” mhm, righttt

[oshistars]

VERY IMPORTANT — DISCONTINUATION ANNOUNCEMENT

Hello, everyone! Your seniors and former idols, Kana and Mem speaking here! As you all know, the initial plan was to run the event for four weeks with personalised questions, events and group based activities!

However, due to some unfortunate circumstances, issues in both our personal lives and the slightly negative feedback we have gotten from some people, we've made the disheartening decision to take the limelight off ourselves and let our stars shine on their own!

The event will be discontinued but any lore or album things you choose to release will still be reblogged before we step down fully! We apologise deeply for the inconveniences caused and we hope you've enjoyed your time with Oshistars! Know that there are other amazing events which have a wider roster of talented writers and creative, fun things to do, and we highly encourage you to participate in those if you can!

Thank you for making Katsblr such a joyful and interactive place with us and know that we'll love and cherish our rookies forever!

@miagamegirl , @gabsrevival , @chrissv4mp , @manonsdoe , @lafortezasboy , @fein4lararaj , @luluvrs , @katskisses , @lovelee4u , @hermslore , @feverishins , @mzmal , @vivilvr , @mayzini , @katscopic , @raspberridani

PS. Here's a little taste of what else we had planned for you!

signing off for the last time,

— Love always, Kana or Aerie (@meirries) and Mem or Eleanor (@98oceans) ♡⁠(⁠Ӧ⁠ｖ⁠Ӧ⁠｡⁠)

[98oceans]

cat’s finally out of the bag🥹 ty all for participating and know that we really did have things planned for you

wait but I thought oshistars was unorganized and lazy and we were slacking off.. hmm.. right..

[98oceans]

JEJE !11!!1! HI BABYY ( ˶˘ ³˘)♡ I LOVE YOU TOO !! How are you ?? 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

[98oceans]

spot the difference hard mode

[sacredgene]

ㅤㅤㅤthe jessie to my penny (⁠´⁠ε⁠｀⁠ ⁠) @98oceans

[98oceans]

MY SOAPYY ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ she carries me in brawl star, everyone say “thank you, profi!!!”

[98oceans]

MY TUMBLR WIFE IS BETTER THAN YOUR TUMBLR WIFE!!!

[98oceans]

on yjtwt they’ll stone you for calling taissa a femme

[98oceans]

this is the cutest thing ever huhu☹️ loveupinkie

[98oceans]

me and @meirries in our dms when the subject is

[98oceans]

yellowjackets discourse is so unserious like omg ppl who caress

[98oceans]

missing wife and gf

[98oceans]

I can’t explain why exactly but she can get it

[98oceans]

me and @meirries in our dms when the subject is

[98oceans]

mwa, i love u people sm🥹

[98oceans]

ooooo you wanna send in requests sooo baddd…. send me requests/ideas on what to writeee oooooo

[cvntyaddi]

if you support trump, get off my page.

if you are seeing him sending ice agents out, killing innocent people and ripping families apart, and think ‘yeah that’s good, i support that,’ rot in hell.

a two year old was ripped away from her father, and deported against judges orders. a four year old, deported alone. a man, an icu nurse may i add, tackled to the ground and beaten before getting shot. all because he was defending women on the street from ice agents. these events happened in the past TWO DAYS.

‘it’s getting rid of criminals!’ you think children are the criminals? you think innocent american citizens are criminals? you put a criminal IN OFFICE. you put a PEDOPHILE in office.