memento oblivisci

‪“Her mind is an unquiet one, words and thoughts and impulses constantly crashing into each other.” ‬ ‪—A sin que nadie supiera dónde y cómo latía mi estado doloroso

[99-0720]

Romans 8:18

[thoughtkick]

“Trust yourself. You’ve survived a lot. And you’ll survive whatever is coming.”

— Unknown

[99-0720]

staying until my heart catches up to what my mind already knows.

[thehopefulquotes]

“I am afraid I will be like this forever.”

— Sierra DeMulder, “Today Means Amen”

[thehopefulquotes]

“It’s not weak to stand by the person you love when they’re trying to fix a big mistake, and it’s not weak to decide to put yourself first.”

— Sylvia Day

[vexheart]

This

[paper-wounds]

[catchymemes]

[5555ilenthill]

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"As long as you have the courage to admit mistakes, things can be turned around. but intolerant,narrow minds with no imagination are like parasites that transform the host,change form and continue to thrive. They’re a lost cause,and i don’t want anyone like that coming in here."

—Haruki Murakami, 📖 Kafka on the Shore

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"Closing your eyes isn't going to change anything. Nothing's going to disappear just because you can't see what's going on. In fact, things will even be worse the next time you open your eyes. That's the kind of world we live in. Keep your eyes wide open. Only a coward closes his eyes. Closing your eyes and plugging up your ears won't make time stand still."

—Haruki Murakami, 📖 Kafka on the Shore

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Orion’s Belt

I remember staring at you while you’re busy looking at the night sky that January night searching for orion’s belt.

You have no idea how fortunate and blessed I felt everytime I see your smile every waking day, all I want at that moment was to begin the rest of my days with a cup of coffee and the sight of your thick eyebrows. I couldn’t ask for more because I was in euphoria whenever I’m with you.

But you broke me in pieces, you were something I knew was not for me right off the bat, I’ve had hundreds and thousands of reason to give you up yet I still took the risk, I felt really hopeless,that love took a toll on my whole existence.

Human beings are so fickle, emotions are so fickle, how can one love someone so much today and not have any feelings for them the next day, but if, just if you ever miss me, look up the sky, and know that we’re staring at the same orion’s belt.

-bèatriz

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im not a nazi, i just care abt good grammar 🥲

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I’ve got polaroid pictures we took together,

The shirt he gave me is still in my closet

I look at the night sky to search for Orion’s belt just like he used to.

Simply Jessie that had us dancing abject loneliness.

My gut burns.

It’s been years yet his scent and the memories linger like a counter-curse for my lifetime of self-imposed solitude.

He’s everywhere.

And nowhere.

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question to question

“Nagbago ka no?”

“Is that a good thing?”

“Is it considered good when I like the person you are now than the person you were before?”

“Maybe?”

[99-0720]

“The forest was shrinking but the trees kept voting for the axe, for the axe was clever and convinced the trees that because his handle was made of wood he was one of them.”

[99-0720]

Ya ever felt like mediocre ka lang on anything that you do? I feel like everyone has something they are especially good at. I mean, I can do so many things, but I don’t think I excel in any of those? There’s no specific thing na maipagmamalaki ko like “ah eto, magaling ako dito.” Idk just wee hours thoughts, still blaming my hormones for being a downer for like a week now. Lol