✨️ the creature ✨️

maya, they/he, 18 | chaotic genderfluid ace thing | artist, writer, nerd, highly confused | international affairs + ecology + art major

[a-confused-firefly]

i'm going to do an intro post thing now

^ serif fonts yayy yippee i love themmm

ANYWAYS hiii I'm maya, confused being, professional overthinker and chaotic procrastinator in chief

im a college student?! (what.) i am an international affairs and ecology and art major :3

am interested in All The Things but some of the things are drawing, ceramics, gardening, crochet, creative writing, reading, politics, sailing, journalism, singing and songwriting, and many many many more Things

transmasc nonbinary ace, they/he <3

i have chronic pain so please excuse the tiredposting

you should totally check out confusedfirefly.carrd.co especially if you are interested in commissions :3

media i'm obsessed with: arcane, house of leaves, illuminae, hadestown, epic, kog, tadc, uhh many many other things

✨️ more things ✨️ and also blinkies under the cut

a few important ish things

please no nsfw asks/dms, idc if im not a minor, you shall still be blocked

i will not reblog any "if you don't reblog you're a bad person" kind of posts, ik they're usually well-meaning but they stress me out very much :/

send me an ask if you're a mutual and want my discord, i'll add you if i know you but not going to put it here because i would rather not have Everyone know

sometimes i say things that come across wrong im sorry just pls ask me to clarify what i meant bc chances are i didn't mean it in a negative way

please just don't interact with my posts if you're a maga supporter, support ice, are homophobic, transphobic, racist, sexist, ableist, literally any of those things ;-; of course i welcome political discourse or debate but hatred and intolerance will not be welcome on this blog </3

thanks for reading, i hope you're having an amazing day <3

[human-i-think-idk]

Accidentally made my 87 year old grandpa a fan of Will Wood

Now every time I play WW in the car/at his house he goes: "Will my Boy!" and then says something vaguely encouraging

[vocabulary-altering-posts]

PHRASE ADDED!

"Will my Boy!"

[a-confused-firefly]

WILL MY BOY

[lezbianz]

being a humanities major who’s friends with stem majors is so funny because you’ll ask your friends what they’re doing today and they’re like “UGH it’s so stressful i have to stabilize the reactor core for my nuclear power midterm and then i have to build the supercomputer from i have no mouth yet i must scream for my electrical engineering homework :/ what about you” and you’re like “oh well i have to read a fun little book and write an essay about gender.” and they still think you have it worse

[freakinflipflop]

Being a stem major who's friends with humanities majors is ALSO funny bc you ask what's goin on with them and they're like "oh yeah my day's pretty good! I only have to read 50 pages for this one class today and half a book for another one. It's much better than last week where I read three books and wrote a 10 page paper about their overlapping motifs for one class while also researching a niche period of time that our library doesn't have any resources on. How's it been for you?" and you're like "oh I have a lil packet of fun math puzzles due tomorrow." and they look at you like you're carrying the weight of the universe on your back

[tesria]

This is your reminder that just because something falls within the skillset you've practiced, so you can do it and you don't find it particularly hard or stressful relative to other things, it doesn't mean it isn't actually hard work you should be proud of yourself for accomplishing!

[3amfanfiction]

this applies to writing and art, too

[radiolightning]

In case anyone is having a bad night:

Here is the fudgiest brownie in a mug recipe I’ve found

Here are some fun sites

Here is a master post of Adventure Time episodes and comics

Here is a master post of movies including Disney and Studio Ghibli

Here is a master post of other master posts to TV shows and movies

*tucks you in with fuzzy blanket* *pats your head*

You’ll be okay, friend <3

[meanwolfs-remade-deactivated201]

i will reblog this everytime it shows up because any of my followers could have a bad night right now

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

All these links, besides the first, are broken. So here’s some more.

Here’s an emergency compliment

Here you can play 2048

Here’s a playlist of Bob ross

Here’s a website to watch movie’s and shows for free

Here’s a website to watch documentaries for free

Here you can to nothing for two minutes

Here you can break something. It’s good for anger

Here’s a button to press to make everything okay

Here’s a site to cut something up (TRIGGER WARNING)

Here’s a site that makes you a website depending on a song you choose

Here’s a gay comic. It’s adorable

Here you can spend Bill Gate’s money

Here you can draw your own island

Here you can learn about patterns website’s use

Here you can get your life stats

Here you can listen to the Tucker Zone (Headphones needed)

Here you can see how fast you’re moving

Here you can see the progress of time

Here you can see the future of the universe 

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

Want some more? 

Here’s the butterfly project

Here’s a snickerdoodle mug cake

Here’s a link to some free audiobooks

Here’s something to read when you feel like a burden

Here’s a secret

Here’s my playlist of some sea shanties 

Here’s another secret

Here’s a link to some cool websites 

Here’s a blog that gives you recipes for when you’re low on spoons

Here’s some Brony Headcanon’s

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

Some more? I’ve got plenty

Here’s 100,000 stars

Here you can control the weather (TW FLASHING IMAGES)

Here you can weave silk

Here you can make a castle of your own

Here you can make a kaleidoscope drawing

Here you can explore recursion

Here you can play a jelly block game

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

I’m back with some more! 

Here you can draw with pasta

Here you can draw logo’s from memory

Here you can play this is sand, here you draw cool sand designs

Here you can play The Organ Trail

Here’s a customizable white noise website

Here you can simulate gravity

Here you can create your own guardian of the galaxy

Here you can make your own galaxy

Here’s a website you can get some support at.

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

to find later

[addiewho]

Here you can split circles into smaller and smaller pieces (I found this really satisfying)

Here you can have images of people point to where your pointer is

Here you can paint someone’s nails

Here you can grow a garden across your screen (Audio included)

Here you can try out all kinds of mind illusions (Trigger Warning: Flashing Lights)

Here you can see how many miles you have scrolled

Here you can watch a website load forever, although you might be getting enough of this on Tumblr mobile

Here’s a rickroll

Here you can remind yourself that you’re awesome.

Here you can throw trash into a dustbin only for it to bounce right back out (Audio included)

Here you can make sand dunes using sand (Audio included)

And here you can generate more cool websites like these

[boy-in-the-stars]

pinning thissss

[fiddlepickdouglas]

And yet more!!!

Here you can listen to a gentle rainstorm

Here you can make snowflakes

Here is a Line Rider feature film with relaxing music

Here is the entire script to the Princess Bride (many don’t need it but it’s fun to read anyway)

Here is an abbreviated script for the entirety of Book 1 of A:TLA that I made out of anger at the film that definitely doesn’t exist

Here is a playlist of the top 10 most relaxing songs ranked according to science

Here’s a site where you can make a dude beatbox with fun animations

[daysleftofsecondterm]

1,079 days left

[nike-wouls]

happy Pride Month, everybody! The scary world we live in nowadays is also beautiful, and exciting, and extraordinary. It's full of incredible kind people who are worth fighting for. Love is unconditional, love is absolute, it exists in many different forms, and each of them is nothing but a source of joy and happiness. One day love will win, and we will live in a better place, and for now - take care of yourself and your loved ones and never lose hope for the bright future, and even if you did, now that somewhere, among 8 billion people, there's someone who believes in you.

Lots of love to all the queer community and everyone here, my mutuals and those who only like and reblog, to those who read my small and silly text about two people finding love in inconvenient circumstances and deemed it good enough to leave a kudos. Thank you all!

🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ 🖤💜🩶🤍💚

[vita-min-bunniii]

so ive been thinking again and it's not going great

[heartattackinblackdye]

why is it so hip and cool to say the r slur now last i checked it was a Slur 😐

[thickness-protection-program]

I'm probably someone's "not this guy again" on Tumblr

[creekwyrm]

how to tell mutual they intrigue me greatly and i would be honoured to be allowed to grow a friendship where i may study them up close without saying any of that

[creekwyrm]

how to tell mutual i know i havent interacted with them directly in like five months but i still think of them highly and semifrequently and their art is still a source of inspiration for my own

[a-confused-firefly]

still running off the high of my mother saying she's proud of me last weekend

[frogdadmechsuit]

I would like to publicly apologise for being insufferable and gay

[frogdadmechsuit]

I would like to publicly apologise for being insufferable and gay

[frogdadmechsuit]

I would like to publicly apologise for being insufferable and gay

[frogdadmechsuit]

I would like to publicly apologise for being insufferable and gay

[frogdadmechsuit]

I would like to publicly apologise for being insufferable and gay

[fairycosmos]

why is it so hard for people to grasp that disabilities disable and chronic illnesses are chronic. yes even when it inconveniences you. yes even when your patience runs out

[a-confused-firefly]

<3

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