ANYWAYS hiii I'm maya, confused being, professional overthinker and chaotic procrastinator in chief
im a college student?! (what.) i am an international affairs and ecology and art major :3
am interested in All The Things but some of the things are drawing, ceramics, gardening, crochet, creative writing, reading, politics, sailing, journalism, singing and songwriting, and many many many more Things
they/he <3 i collect labels like shiny rocks and i collect those too. this makes me unstoppable
disregard stuff i say at 4am, im usually a bit insane
media i'm obsessed with: arcane, house of leaves, illuminae, hadestown, epic, kog, tadc, uhh many many other things
✨️ more things ✨️ and also blinkies under the cut
a few important ish things
please no nsfw asks/dms, you shall be blocked
i will not reblog any "if you don't reblog you're a bad person" kind of posts, ik they're usually well-meaning but they stress me out very much :/
send me an ask if you're a mutual and want my discord, i'll add you if i know you but not going to put it here because i would rather not have Everyone know
sometimes i say things that come across wrong im sorry just pls ask me to clarify what i meant bc chances are i didn't mean it in a negative way
please just don't interact with my posts if you're a maga supporter, support ice, are homophobic, transphobic, racist, sexist, ableist, literally any of those things ;-; of course i welcome political discourse or debate but hatred and intolerance will not be welcome on this blog </3
thanks for reading, i hope you're having an amazing day <3
the one good thing about looking through my notes and journal entries from two years ago is realizing how incredibly far i've come in terms of mental health since then
like wdym i was writing that every single entry wtf that wasn't me right?? but it was and now it's not :3
I hate you Ozempic craze I hate you 'heroin chic' I hate you weight loss ads on public radio I hate Burn Fat Fast ads every thirty seconds I hate you I hate you I hate you
I grew up before the term 'thigh gap' was invented I grew up before 'hip dip' was invented I was born before 'muffin top' was a thing before 'clean girl look' was a thing before 'glass skin' was a thing before razoring off peach fuzz was a thing and I'm so so so fucking tired of us inventing new concepts purely for the purpose of convincing people to hate their own bodies enough to buy products
had a dream that a friend of mine had an evil alter ego named brittany who's a straight cis white blonde woman and was trying to convert me to baptism :(
Absolutely nothing worse than finding out that you share interests with someone you hate. Has you thinking things like fuck you I'm better at enjoying star wars than you are
just forgot the phrase "chocolate croissant" and proceeded to stare blankly at someone at a cafe while pointing at a croissant in silence for thirty seconds
Happy 4th but not to MAGA. MAGA isn't patriotic. They're far right, white christian nationalists. Pathetic and refusing to accept that their worldview is wrong and hateful, and calling that patriotism. Patriotism is loving the country for what it does right, and wanting to right the wrongs. Patriotism is loving the mountains and forests and the people and everything, it's loving every American regardless of their race or gender or sexuality or immigration status, and caring for the world.
Happy 4th to the people who are struggling today. This reality is not what America should stand for. We call it freedom, and it's oppression under a far-right government in the hands of corporations. Happy 4th to the people who want to tear down the system and build something new, something better, a system built on love and not hate. This land belongs to indigenous people, to workers, and to the people who fight every day to make it through the hell we're in. Don't let them bring you down.
Fascists want you to feel hopeless. Every oppressor relies on hopelessness. They all want you to feel like nobody cares, nobody can make it better. Remember on this 4th of July that there are people who love you, people who care, and that there is a future ahead of us no matter how bleak it seems. I love you all. Happy 4th, friends <3
normal about this oc btw so normal she totally wasn't a ttrpg character who got so much lore that now shes one of my most developed ocs! also she's scared of everything and doesnt know how guns work and also ive redesigned her typical hairstyle like 50 times and this one is based on a random doodle of her in my sketchbook
Had a nightmare where Caine talked like ChatGPT. It was so terrifying that I woke up crying and panicking and started stabbing random people on the street.
