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im rly struggling to keep my head above water not only w my mental health but also my life and im holding onto the thread of hope that shouting into the void will save me. perhaps its just holding onto the thread that will save me. this is that thread this is that void this is that holding my name is dana

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I am in my healing phase

I take things day by day, just like before

But nowadays I am doing what needs doing!

Besides the hiccup at work

I am really glad for everything in my life

You know you're doing better when you do a full 180° and want to bleach your hair again just like the miserable days

Boy did it used to pick me up

I am tired of being bland!!

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Strictly professional

That is the name of the game

But I miss the friendly chats

That's okay I must starve the flame

All for the best

[a-glass-mask]

Being an adult is

Putting stickers on your niece's birthday card

Paying your toll bills

Then masturbation

And Pokemon Violet on Nintendo switch

[a-glass-mask]

He is still an issue

My mind runs in a spiral going over every intonation and exchange

I like him and I am unsure if the others know

How to rid myself of these feelings

Perhaps there is no issue

And it is what it is...

I need to hold this job

My baby is understanding and unaware of the curse, just had one conversation

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We work with being, what we use is non-being

Damn I'm lacking in focus I'm lacking in compassion

I just really wish I had some ricotta cheese

Missing home because I have not made this into a home.. Mind's cobwebs have cobwebs and they twist jamming into the gears

Time for beddies

[strange-stuff-i-like]

[baggebythesea]

Grieve AND organize.

Good article by David Hunter on how to survive the Trump presidency, both on the personal and on the political plane.

There is hope — 10 ways to be prepared and grounded for another Trump presidency

The key to taking effective action if Trump wins is to avoid perpetuating his goals of fear, isolation, exhaustion and disorientation.

[the-moon-loves-the-sea]

This is an excellent article. It talks about the psychology of tyranny, the history of resistance and the paths we have to take to rescue each other and recover.

[janeaerie]

Hope and practical steps for a way forward.

[radical-revolution]

[sailing-ever-west-deactivated20]

the trolley problem vs. systemic oppression: a comic.

[a-glass-mask]

there's no poetry left in me

the fight for social acceptance and a wage has been fraught with frustration

sometimes my letters get fumbled but reprogramming the channels of my mind could never be artificial

control of my nutrition

control of my movement

cobtrol of my logic and mental self should be a large focus. secondary to seeking employment of such mind

[candidltd]

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again

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morbid self-preocupation

the spiral of ants

marching at breakneck speed

the middle is always slower than the outside but are they isolated?

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my 'life' has been reduced to an 'imaginary' to do list and kisses to make it better. no wonder i feel vacant and fake. but havent I always? ive had to earn friendships either through social gymnastics or acquired them out of pity. most of them have been just cuz lonely AND YET when the vibes are high and right i seem to only attract confused energies. its a survival situation and a schedule and meditation could be a ticket to the functional express.

rly theres not another way and I WILL schedule my social interaction idfc what anyone says or thinks.

#nothing has changed

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deluded and Im hurting him

i need prescribed a small dose of delusion and a heavy dose of reality to get through this week

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When I find myself stuck in the place between whiny baby and divine presence I need to acknowledge the baby and make moves into the light

[mysticrunawaygarden]

In Buddhism, the fundamental analysis is that most of our human suffering comes from grasping after that which is passing.

- James Ishmael Ford