True Hell

[inferior]

[0nly-an-illusi0n]

[compulsive]

[itwascoolbackthen]

[fuck2everything]

[dilemmaq]

I’m sad as fuck again and these tears just won’t come out. So there’s this huge void inside of me.

[valentina-poem]

[hug-slut]

[shebloomedbutwontforgethepast]

And after a while you just stop. You stop watering your plants. You stop watching netflix. You stop reading. You stop replying to your friends as fast as you used to. You stop buying yourself nice things. You stop putting an effort into how you look. You stop taking care of yourself like you used to. You stop sleeping. You stop eating healthy foods. You stop petting your dog. You stop socializing.

You stop with everything. You find yourself sitting in your room for hours on end, without doing a single thing. Days feel like years. And you think you can’t do it for much longer.

[st-a-y]

I don't think most people understand the urge to kill yourself every time you do something wrong

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

[understands]

[depressingxthings]

[missingyouonly]

[lezcouples]

[femaleintimacy-deactivated20210]