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[angelintheocean]

─❀̥˚───❀̥˚─life update 786!

she apologised today! :> my girlfriend is the best. we went to get icecream today with my older sister. r was sick :< we're getting something for his birthday this year. dont look if you're reading this!!! ;-;

-your friendly neighbourhood Angel in the Ocean! ^-^

[angelintheocean]

─❀̥˚───❀̥˚─life update 785!

me and my friends s and r went to the beach today as per usual but of course something had to go wrong :< lololol my own girlfriend told me i was being overdramatic how sad is that. i only said i hated a teacher i thought we all despised? it's mrs L, i mentioend her when she put me on the track team on purpose even when i told her not to. why should i respect someone who doesn't respect my boundaries? whatever love really is conditional i guess.

-your friendly neighbourhood Angel in the Ocean ^-^

[dramaticwriter]

if you were wondering what reading bsd is like it's basically chekov coming in and slowly placing more and more guns on the table in front of the writer as the writer watches. and then the writer looks into the camera, breaking the fourth wall and goes "that's a lot of guns. my weapon of choice is actually a sword" and then spawns a fucking sword out of nowhere and cuts all the guns in halves

[a-purple-z]

DO MY SUPER AWESOME OC QUIZ!

I made a quiz that'll tell you which oc of mine you are!! :DD Tell me if the results are accurate!! so far, a ton of people say they are LMAO

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY WHICH OC OF MINE ARE YOU??? I have way more ocs but i had to choose only some sigh.... THE DESCRPITIONS PERTAINING TO YOU A

[dragon-in-a-fez]

there's a fine line between being wary of manipulation and becoming completely paranoid because you get very close to the realisation that pretty much all human interaction involves doing things we hope will lead to a result we like

[dragon-in-a-fez]

this post is about a lot of things. it's about my ex saying it was manipulative to talk to them in a cute voice because that influenced their emotions. it's also about someone on this webbed site saying being funny is "engagement farming". like yeah every single conversation you have is going to be "manipulative" if your standard for that is "did something with the goal of eliciting a response". if that bothers you go live in a hut in the forest and speak only to the trees. I'll be over here manipulating my friends into being happy by giving them compliments

[kyouka-supremacy]

Happy one month anniversary bsd 129.5

[doitbuckley]

you can tell a character is loved when their fans constantly wish immense physical and psychological harm on them

[la--camilla]

I made a "doodle" of Q! Or... Yumeno... Idk

Aren't they so cute?

[loulits]

｡‧˚ʚ Dazai and Medication Intolerance ɞ˚‧｡

Thinking about the idea that Dazai is allergic to most strong pain medication—morphine, opioids, heavy sedatives… and how much that quietly explains. And not in a mild way either. I’m talking— ✶ nausea so violent it’s worse than the injury itself ✶ heart rate that won’t stabilise ✶ breathing that goes shallow in the wrong way ✶ dissociation that isn’t the kind he chooses ✶ or even his ability interfering in ways no one can reliably predict Because here’s the thing—Dazai gets injured. A lot. Gunshots. Stabbings. Whatever the hell he’s doing off-screen. And we know, canonically, he hates pain. He avoids it. Even his suicide attempts lean toward methods that minimise suffering. And yet—we almost never see him react to pain like a normal person. We never see him reach for anything to dull it. So I keep coming back to this: what if he simply can’t?

The first time it happens it doesn’t look like a pattern—just a bad reaction. Dazai goes too still. Too pale. A pulse that stutters where it shouldn’t. Breathing that makes even trained medics hesitate. So they adjust. Different drug. Smaller dose. Worse. By the third time, it stops being coincidence. And somewhere, in neat clinical handwriting, it gets recorded: —adverse response to opioid analgesics. avoid where possible. And Dazai learns that reality long before he ever sees it written down. Pain, he can work with. Pain can be measured. Observed. Endured. Filed away. Pain is predictable. Medication isn’t. Medication is loss of control. A variable he can’t account for. A risk where the outcome isn’t relief—but absence. His body slipping out from under him in ways he can’t interrupt once it starts. So he stops taking it. And that’s where it shifts. Because this isn’t just about medication. It’s about limitation. Dazai doesn’t just dislike pain. He learns, very early on, that pain is something he cannot safely escape. Other people get injured, and there’s an end point. Relief. Sedation. Something to take the edge off. A guarantee—however small—that it will stop. Dazai doesn’t have that. For him, every injury comes with a calculation: endure it or risk something far worse than the injury itself And once that becomes your baseline—of course you hate pain. Not just because it hurts. But because it traps you there. And Mori would be the first to recognise that—of course he would. The absence of requests. The way Dazai goes still instead of tense. The way he endures rather than bargains. Most people ask for relief. Dazai… adapts. But he doesn’t correct that. If anything—he refines it. Nothing obvious. Nothing that could be called cruelty. Just efficiency. Bandages applied neatly. Wounds cleaned without pause. Stitches taken as if the question of pain never needed asking in the first place. And Dazai learns what’s expected of him. Not through orders—Mori rarely needs those. Through pattern. If he doesn’t ask, the process is faster. If he doesn’t react, it’s cleaner. If he makes it easy, it becomes routine. So he does. He talks through it. Jokes. Distracts. Turns it into something almost entertaining—just enough that no one lingers on what’s missing. Just enough that it looks like a choice. Because that’s safer, isn’t it? Safer than admitting there’s something he can’t afford to risk. By the time he leaves the Port Mafia, it isn’t even a decision anymore. It’s just how he functions. He's loud about small pain. He complains. He makes a spectacle of it. ...And that’s exactly why no one looks for what’s missing underneath it. Dazai still hates pain—just not in the way people think. Not just because it hurts—but because, unlike everyone else in the room, he doesn’t have a safe way out of it. For him, it’s never been pain or relief. It’s pain… or the very real possibility of not waking up at all. Which means even his so-called “easy way out” was never actually easy. And that’s the part that changes everything.

dividers by @cafekitsune

[mummifiedfshstix]

Cheers for first post!

Just got tumblr, right when my beast hyperfix is coming around to run me over for a second time 🪦 so, I'm going to do a study on the bsd art style because I envy the shit out of them, and need to draw like that. Like. Right now. This will be my first attempt T^T

[lovedefunct]

CHOI YENA ☆ 캐치 캐치 (Catch Catch)

[yontararak]

CHOI YENA CATCH CATCH, 260313

[totalsellout]

CATCH CATCH (2026) YENA, dir. EARTHLUK

[thaidoodles]

short haired Chuuya <3

[kadi-sann]

Why Shin's panic attack upon seeing Hiyori's picture on the laptop was 100% genuine

I think I’m stating the obvious by this point but since I’m bored and I still see people who say that he acted like this just because he got a chance to mess up with cards and it was over the top I decided to write something regardless.

Now, messing with cards was defnitely part of the reason why he ran away but I can assure you, that either way his panic and uneaseness at that moment was genuine.

Keep reading

[ohmyviviiz]

Shin if he was a skater (idk why but he kinda reminds me of langa, probably from the expression) Won't color it probably

[caramelldansenu]

Saw something on magma that reminded me of Noragami 💔

[roadsidediva]

THANK YOU FOR THE FOOD RAAAAAAHH