Queen

no one knows im dead inside.

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Our kind of getaway 👯✨

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Honey, blame it on the alcohol.

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Everytime I find my bae so hot and seductive ;) Me : let me eat u, hot stuff.

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A writing that should remain untitled

It's December 23 2016 and we're already at the eight of Misa De Gallo. For the past few days, I have been reminiscing moments that happened this year and I can't help but to smile foolishly as I said to myself "Damn, I had a pretty rough year" I have reached my lowest and weakest point this year. It was difficult. If you will ask me what made my year hard and exhausting, I would say that its because I've been lying to myself. I've been hiding my true self all this time because of my fear that people I love will leave me if they knew but I have realized that even if you say the truth, they will leave you eventually. This year maybe my lowest point in life but I will make sure that It'll never happen again next year. If there's something that made my year a little great, it's love. It will always be love. The love I'm getting from my family and friends helped me get through this awful year. The love I got from someone for half a year helped me realized that I could actually love someone beyond myself. It made me realized that love don't come and go. People do, but love will always stay with you. The most important thing that I have learned and received his year is forgiveness. Forgiving someone isn't easy, it takes a strong heart. It took me 2 years to forgive myself and everybody who have wronged me. Now, my heart is at peace with my mind and soul. Let me just grab this opportunity to thank everyone who stayed with me even though its hard to be with me. I'll make it up to you guys. And to those who left me, Thank you still and may you have a prosperous life. Lastly, I want thank you my love. I do hope you're reading this. Thank you for making me realize everything in life. Thank you for putting up with me through my best and worst days of my life. Thank you for letting me spend my birthday with you. Thank you for letting me love you unconditionally. Thank you for the smiles, laughter and tears you have shared with me, I will treasure it forever. Thank you for the hugs, cuddles and kisses that I will always remember. Thank you existing long enough in my life to make me feel loved until I learned to love myself. Please know that I'm proud of you. Always. I can't wait to watch you march down to get your diploma. That's my girl. I love you so much,future chef. You have done good, my love. Continue aiming for your dream. I will always be the first one clapping for you one's you have already cut the ribbon of your first restaurant. I will always cheer for you. Take care always. Okay? Merry Christmas and Happy new year to you and your family. I love you so much my princess, now you're someone's queen :--( Lol. Kidding aside, I love you so much and I hope you continue to be genuinely happy. All my love. @babaengmaingaysaisip So you have reached the end, This is Mary Jade Nicoleanne A. Dayag, future Chemical Engineer of our family, now signing out!! Adios!!! Much love :----)

[decidement]

It took me a year to realize that there might be no human being on this planet that looks the same way but the most important thing is that there is no human being who loves the same way as another. It took me a year to realize that there are billion kinds of love, and just like the stars we crash into another; and if we’re lucky we might create the most beautiful constellation. So I look at the sun setting while I’m walking down the street to find you. And every single color of the sunset has appeared on your lips, painting the sky of mine. I look at your eyes, burning in desire. I look at that smile you have everytime you wake up and realize that I am laying next to you. And I feel nothing but lucky that out of all these billion kinds of love I found yours and you find mine. So we could create the most beautiful sunset, with a simple kiss.

we are the universe (via decidement)

We are the universe, love.

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Yung akala mo ultrasound na ni ate yang :----( Bes, musta kidney? Jusko naman kuya ano ba pinaggagawa mo dyan kasi? Uwi na kayo ni ate yang. Dyan ka pa talaga nagpacheck up aba sabi ko sasamahan kita eh :---( #pasaway stay strong, kub. Look who's at iligan again 😒 nako pakalat kalat. Humanda ka nekshir kami ninate yang kasama mo mehehehez

[451seconds]

Do you think two broken people with the same problems can love each other?

from my endless supply of unfinished books:

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Get yourself a man who will look at you the way lee jun ki/lee joon gi looks at min soo jin 💖✨💯😭😭

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Happiness 💕 reunited with my girls!!! Lol at Jhilianne's face. Halatang kakagaling kang sa iyak eh. Its great that we're in good terms already. I missed her so much!!!

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Ganitong ganito!!!!! Namumuti na yung mata kakarolyo!!! Omg. Miss you love :----(

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Happiness 💕 reunited with my girls!!! Lol at Jhilianne's face. Halatang kakagaling kang sa iyak eh. Its great that we're in good terms already. I missed her so much!!!

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"I promise to kiss you under the supermoon" well, I'll make sure of that!!! Hanap na ba ako flights?

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Kuya : kailan mo balak umuwi? Me : sa feb. Dun ulit ako. I want to feel home on my 18th. 5 days. Last day yung 24. Kuya : sige, samahan ka namin ni ate yang mo. And so its final!!!!! Im coming home for my 18th. I'll make you that I'll see you. Im just going to stare at you from afar and keep myself from hugging you. You won't see me. I just want to know that you are completely fine and happy. Birthday gift ko para sa sarili ko lol

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Feels

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Dead inside

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Hi to my everything!!! I hope you're reading this. You do know that I love you so much right? Mahal na Mahal na Mahal kita. Sobra pa sa sobra!!! Yung pagmamahal ko sayo, umabot na sa point na kaya kong ibigay sayo lahat which I already did. I gave you everything that I know you deserve. I gave you the whole me. My heart, My soul and even my body. I gave you my time. I basically gave you my everything. But I guess giving you my everything wasn't enough. If you cant love me enough to stay, I will love you enough to let you go. Don't worry about me. I'll be okay. Trust me. I know that you're happy with her now. And who am I to ruin that happiness of yours after all. I want you to have the best the world could offer. I love you so much that as much as I want you to stay with me, I'm willing to let you go. You go now, love. I'll always be here for you. I will continue to love you unconditionally. Until our hearts meet again. Ps : I will always choose your happiness. In a hundred of different worlds, In a thousand lifetimes, In any versions of reality. I would choose your happiness in a heartbeat without hesitations. That's how much I love you.

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Random

Ngayon ko lang narealize na ganitong ganito rin last year. Parehas na parehas. Lumalayo ka pero hinahabol kita. Umalis ka nanaman nang walang paalam. Iniwan mo nanaman ako. Bakit ba di pa ako nasanay? Bakit ba di pa ako natuto? Pero alam mo kung ano yung pagkakaiba ng pagalis mo ngayon sa noon? Yung pagalis mo kasi ngayon ramdam na ramdam ko na kahit anong hiling ko, hindi ka na ulit babalik sa tabi ko.