aashi 🫶🏻

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[callmeakblr]

[aashsthetic]

the fact that i saw a LOT of things coming and happening the way they happened makes me question if i have some psychic powers or am I just really good at overthinking?

[memento-vivere-vita-brevis]

I shall love you for all eternity. So rest assured, you will never be forgotten, unloved or alone, for I am here at your side or from afar until the end of time.

[wolkenleere]

And I wondered what it was like to be chosen. I was never chosen. I was a maybe, a probably, sometimes even a definitely but never the one, never the chosen one.

Unknown

[aashsthetic]

“The moon looks lonely

Like it's crying in the bright night sky

Even though I always know the morning will come

I want to stay in your sky like a star..”

- still with you 🫶🏻

[gennsoup]

you make me wanna slow dance under moonlight and snowflakes hand tangled in your hair led down into heartbreak and hope

Tenille K. Campbell, I want to taste your language

[bntnphile]

indigo really is for the people who isolate bc of depression, for the people who are afraid to open up so they don't get hurt, for the people who feel like they can't find love or friends, for the people who feel alone and withdrawn from life like seriously thank you namjoon. ♡

[aashsthetic]

🫶🏻💜

[googiejar]

namjoon, your brain is so beautiful.

[aashsthetic]

*inserts lilac by IU* 🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻

[aashsthetic]

[aashsthetic]

To RM,

It has been a while since you last wrote to us. Reading your letter brought me a lot of comforts that I have been seeking for the last few weeks.

Are you eating and resting well?

I have been listening to Indigo a lot more lately ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

maybe it’s because I have been very anxious and stressed lately. Your music helps me a lot.

(I’m not sure if I should say this but Moonbin’s passing has been tough and my result is gonna come soon which adds up to the stress)

Lately, I have been (also) struggling with finding out what I want to do in my future and with just who I am in general.

But as I am thinking about these things, I realised that life will not get any easier, it’ll only get tougher. or maybe I will get stronger and get used to it.

I don’t know, maybe I will figure it out as I go through hard times.

But one thing that I surely know is that you and your music will always be here to get me through those times.

Another thing that has been helping lately is writing letters.

I am writing a lot of (physical) letters to you in my journal just to get things out of my chest.

I am rambling a lot, aren’t I? Okay I will stop.

Thank you and thanks to other members as well for comforting us whenever we feel restless.

Everyone! Eat well and have enough rest! 💜

Borahae (보라해)

Aash (Indian BTS Army)

[i-am-baechu]

Be kinder to everyone. You never know what’s going on behind doors. Love your family a little more everyday and spend the most time with your friends because you never know. When there is love there is no darkness. May these angels rest in peace.

Please remember that kpop idols are humans and they go through tribulations. They’re not just machines, every mean word you say about them they hear it one way or another. Treat them with kindness.

Edited: Also, we also don't know what health tribulations they are going through (not just mental health). Just treat everyone with kindness and try to help people who are affected by this. Big or small, just try to help them out the best you can. Moonbin no matter what showed off kindness and held Arohas close to his heart. He loved Astro so much and always showed off his love to his members and to the fans. I'm still processing this whole thing and I sound like I'm rambling but I just need to get my feelings out because I'm having a hard time with this. I can't imagine what Moonbin's family and friends are going through. I kept watching Moon Sua with Moonbin and just how much she looked up to him and the love they shared between each other. The reason she became an idol was because of her older brother. I'm sending prayers and healing in this time to everyone affected and especially to his family and friends. Please just send love to each other

[911irl]

rest in peace sunshine <3

[aashsthetic]

Will never forget you my moon ❤️‍🩹

[aashsthetic]

Extremely devastated that we lost our moon.. I don’t think I can recover from this anytime soon and I don’t think any of AROHAs will… you left us too soon Moonbin (you weren’t supposed to leave us like that)

To all my fellow AROHAs, let’s stay strong and remember we got each other’s back. I’ve been seeing a lot of fan accounts shutting down but please remember we’ve to maintain and continue his legacy.

I’m not ready to accept this news yet… he was supposed to perform, he had a bright future. But I guess you truly never know what goes on behind closed doors.

Rest well angel, you’ll forever be in my heart and in AROHAs, the members, your family and in everyone who knows you

사랑해 문빈 (달콩) ❤️🩷💜

#moonbin #astro

[aashsthetic]

pov: we’re friends on bereal but all i do is study

[aashsthetic]

14th January 2023, day well spent ♥️

[aashsthetic]

Life lately

I’ve been trying to balance between studies and recharging my social battery but I can’t help but get overwhelmed by the syllabus 😭🤷🏻‍♀️

Any tips/suggestions to not burnout/creating balance or regarding anything are welcomed