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[abbenai]

here is my about page!

[abbenai]

propogations soon

[sacred-portal]

[andhaveapleasanttomorrow]

basically there is this thing called "the antenna nature" and you either have it or you don't

[abbenai]

what bug is this

[abbenai]

i think.. *starts looking around nervously* i think that… i think thats its hot when…. *starts shaking* its hot when…! when…………………. *gets so nervous i suddenly throw up*

[abbenai]

today i had to go to target to get an extension cord on my way home from work and they moved all their electronics shit so it was mixed in with back to school so there were a million screaming kids and after the annoyance i felt earlier i was about to start indiscriminately eating the merchandise and then i turned around and saw the resident evil 4 ps5 game on the endcap behind me and went omg hiiiii leon and then realized that at least im not infected with an evil mind control bug and got my extension cord. and then a child coughed on me open mouthed. and then i went and bought my cord

[quayrund]

Hilma af Klint, Tree of Knowledge, No. 1, 1913–15, watercolor, gouache, graphite, and ink on paper, 17 7⁄8 × 11 5⁄8".

[abbenai]

lately i’ve been keeping a $5 and $1 in my bra rolled up for no other reason other than its fun and i have tits now so i can do this. the day that i find it apt to pull my $6 out for something will be a beautiful day

[abbenai]

i got annoyed today and i cant stop feeling like i need to bite something to death

[abbenai]

im going to reach out the the PIs of emerging research soon …… im shy

[abbenai]

i saw your research project from across the grant funding announcements. can i interview youuuu <- draft email

[reallyreallyreallytrying]

the new viral trend is swimming in the river with an abdominal wound! take an #AbdominalWoundRiverSwim and post your results

[c0ppelia]

the eise eisinga planetarium in franeker, the netherlands, the oldest working planetarium in the world. located inside the former home of eise eisinga

[sodachalice]

taur that helps you clean your room

[abbenai]

im going to reach out the the PIs of emerging research soon …… im shy

[antigonickpdf]

the thought i keep coming back to with the finale, and this season in general, is a sense of… infestation, i guess is the best way to describe it. because for the first two seasons, iwtv was a work that— even with all its gothic/horror themes— seemed deeply compassionate at its core, and it remained devoted to beauty and love in a way that felt like a reprieve from (even a small rebellion against) the rising fascism of the culture surrounding it. and now it feels like the hatefulness it was pushing back against has infested it somehow, like a swarm of fuckin termites, which has not only ruined this season but also calls into question the structural soundness of what came before it. like, how did we even get here? was this sort of mean-spirited derision always just lying in wait? idk. i don’t want to make a bad season of tv deeper than it is, but it does feel like witnessing another loss in the cultural battle when a careful, compassionate work that ostensibly cared about the marginalised experiences it depicted becomes just another conduit for hatred toward vulnerable groups. what a fucking bummer, man

[kafk-a]

Julia Condon, Mobile of the Light among the Shadows