Abel

Queer//17 AuDHD//Osdd Abel selfshipper

[abelthelamb]

!! INTRODUCTION !!

What is this blog about?

On this blog you'll be able to read about my personal experiences with age regression!! :3

I'll be using Abel from Hazbin Hotel as a sort of "mascot", I absolutely adore him and I want to keep myself anonymous so thats why I won't use a character of my own.

Why?

I personally feel that most of the age regression representation on the internet is incredibly romanticised and a stereotype of cute fluffy things. Of course if this fits your regression then thats FINE!!! I am not here to judge, I just want other regressors like me to feel seen :))

What is regression like for me?

When I regress I become vulnerable, it's often involuntary because my nervous system needs a reset. I become unable to speak out loud although I can type just fine. My thoughts become slower and simple, making processing information a lot harder. I struggle to get things done when I'm regressed, I usually just end up in bed until it's over. It almost always happens at night as this is when I feel safest but it has been known to happen during the day and even in public.

Other facts about me!

I am diagnosed with Autism and POTS, this impacts my day to day life and often disables me. I'm also suspected to have ADHD and P-DID, I have incredibly high anxiety and struggle with PTSD on the side of this.

I love to play Minecraft and am a huge MLP fan, always have been since I was a kid. My favourite show at the moment is Ginny&Georgia but my all time favourite show has got to be Friends! (Disregarding MLP ofc.)

I'm from the UK and I love the colour purple, however blue and yellow have always made me feel small :3

I'm Genderfluid and still figuring out my sexuality, I'm also a therian!

Feel free to ask questions! :D

[abelthelamb]

I woke up regressed and I've stayed in some sort of regression all day, it's been stressful but I'm doing a little better :))

[d4gm4rs]

I didn't spell check this and thats a you problem 🫵

[abelthelamb]

CW : SEXUAL

I DIDNT FUCK YOUR DAD ABEL, MEMEMEMEMEMEM PICK ME

[d4gm4rs]

I didn't spell check this and thats a you problem 🫵

[abelthelamb]

I don't wanna exist I just wanna be puppy 🐾

[abelthelamb]

Got extremely disregulated last night and regressed hard, didn't get to sleep until 3AM and I'm payinggg for it today </3

On the plus side however, I'm getting assessed for ADHD!!! I'm fairly confident I have it but I'm on a lot of different medications so my assessor warned me that that plus my Autism may skew the results sooo fingers crossed ✨

[abelthelamb]

I can't sleep so I made another Abel paci edit!!

This ones a little sadder cuz I'm kinda sad rn, it's okay to be a sad little sometimes <3

Feel free to use this personally!

[donniedrawsart]

“do you want a girlfriend/boyfriend/partner” no. i want someone who i am so close with that our relationship can’t even be described by any word in the dictionary. I want to be so in love with someone that i cannot put a label on my feelings. i want someone i can cuddle and kiss, laugh with and maybe even marry but in a platonic way. i want to feel like the universe created them just to be with me, created me just to be with them and created us both just for each other. i yearn for a connection where we can have a five hour long conversation just by making eye contact for less than a second. I want someone i can tell anything to without fear of being judged. i want someone i can just sit by for hours without getting uncomfortable or bored. I want to be someone’s person and i want somebody to be my person. i want a soulmate.

[abelthelamb]

Currently thinking about Abel...because I'm always thinking about Abel......💕

[helsinore]

Abel from hazbin fucks me up because what if you died suddenly and violently from a betrayal by your brother, the only other person to exist besides your parents (presumably), and the next several thousands of years you were told shhhh it's okay, you're good, you're a good boy, you can rest now and just be happy, don't think about what happened, everything is good and happy now that you came back to heaven -- and then meanwhile you can still hear your father's voice in your head to stop being a little bitch and you never process your trauma so every time you get stressed the wound literally opens a little so that you get a bloody nose and ALSO presumably you will never see your brother again because killing you means he got banished forever so literally 0 closure on that abrupt severing off your relationship and now your father is in heaven with you and he doesn't even LIKE you so now you can hear his criticism from his real actual mouth all the time and the only way you've been told to cope is to just never think about anything bad ever because you ended up in the good place for good kids like you and you just need to relax and never engage with the things that scare and hurt you ever. But your self esteem deep down is still deeply fucked up because you never actually fixed it you just got told to stop thinking about it/given distractions to stop thinking about it. What the fuck.

[abelthelamb]

And then your dad fucking dies again and your suddenly thrust into a new role because SURPRISE your dad has SECRETLY been murdering THOUSANDS of your brothers and sisters for multiple years and now you have no time to grieve this horrendous loss and your constantly bullied by your right hand and told how worthless you are and that you dont deserve your position and Heaven gives you NO time to process your new role or your father's death but you have to be okay with it because war MAY be happening, no one's entirely sure, and then you have to go down to hell multiple times only to be threatened by an angry mob of hundreds maybe even thousands and its only in the heat of IMMENSE STRESS and POSSIBLE CONCUSSION and A LITERAL PANIC ATTACK that you finally get your right hand under control and back in Heaven BUT YOU STILL HAVE AN ARMY SO WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY EVEN FOR NOW???

[lighthouseluma]

look at me, agere community. look me in the eyes.

you better behave normally about this post, or else im turning off reblogs and i will get Even More Obnoxious about this. okay? you cannot change my mind about this. you will never change my mind about this. do you understand me? yes? good.

anyway. a special good evening, good morning, or good afternoon to the regressors who have sexual thoughts and urges while regressed.

to the little ones who get horny while small or while halfway there. the ones who aren't hypersexual but still have the urges. the ones who Are hypersexual, and experience the symptoms even more strongly while regressed.

to the tinies with impulse issues who act on the urges anyway, the ones who get off so they can regress easier afterwards, to the ones who have to stop having sex because they started regressing in the middle of it, the ones who have an active libido and seek out those pleasures.

to any critter who gets uncomfortable with the things their brain comes up with, even though you know it's normal and it's not your fault. to those who Are comfortable with the thoughts, and have won against fear and shame, and can accept the thoughts without cringing or having to take a deep breath.

none of you are broken. none of you are dirty, or wrong, or sexualizing your regression. you are in a human body with human desires. there is nothing repulsive about that.

i am proud of you. and i love you. and it will be okay. feel free to pick out a sticker and reward yourself today, i'm glad you're here.

[abelthelamb]

I want to make it clear that this post is NOT about ageplay and is completely, 100% a valid take that I whole heartedly agree with.

[abelthelamb]

Abel paci edit!!!

Free to use just don't plagiarise and remove my watermark :))

I tried to make it look as seamless as possible and I think I did a really good job!!!

[abelthelamb]

Regression

In addition to my previous post (about an autistic shutdown I had) I've been struggling badly today with staying in a more adult headspace, I spent a lot of time watching shows and cuddling my plushies to try and calm that part of myself..

I'm a lot calmer and more stable than I was earlier but I'm still struggling a bit to stick with one thing, it can be disorientating but just gott work through it! I got thisss!!!

[abelthelamb]

Rough days

Today has been a STRUGGLE!!

I didn't know it yet but this morning I was completely dis regulated due to a change in my routine, I went into an autistic shutdown and it was exhausting and took hours to recover from. I wasn't able to go to college but it's all okay because I spoke with my lecturer and she helped talk through a plan with me so I'm feeling really confident about the rest of the week!

This is your reminder that set backs are okay, you're going to have off days, it's just important to listen to what your mind and body are saying you need.

For me that meant I rearranged part of my room so that I now have a tight nook that is dark and compressing, it helps regulate me :))

[purgedpuke]

Age regression is always portrayed as this pure super cute, electable comforting thing in social media and I’m sorry but, I’m tired, there’s sometimes it’s not. Sometimes age regressing is extreme feelings, it’s hitting your head and screaming in pain and laying on the floor and kicking and wanting it to stop. Sometimes it’s shaking in anxiety, biting your hands and stimming uncomfortably. Sometimes theres no comfort, sometimes the triggers are not good, and that’s fine too. Age regressing does not mean pure state, it means a much younger one. Just that. It can be violent and ugly too

[stormysparrow-deactivated202605]

nope, kiddo, no more scrolling and losing track of time. come lay in the fort.

[abelthelamb]

Changes

For the last few years I've been collecting MLP. It started out as a pretty small collection but ended up growing incredibly quick once I got my own money.

I realise now that what I was doing isn't healthy, it's over consuming. I don't need every Rainbowdash that exists on top of every other pony. I realised I mainly like collecting rainbow power and wedding collection ponies, so that's how I'm down sizing my collection. I'll also be keeping ponies that are special to me and from now on I won't be actively looking for bargains on rare ponies, if it's meant to be then they'll find their way to me :)

De cluttering is difficult but so freeing, my room feels cleaner and like I can breathe again!