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This is my baby nephew. He passed away a couple months ago and it was the most heartbreaking thing ever. It was super unexpected and no one would’ve ever thought it would happen to our family. He was so happy all the time, he was such a good baby boy

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This is my mom. She’s the coolest person I know. She’s my best friend. She’s the person I look up to the person I can honestly call my hero. My mom is the nicest person you’ll ever meet in your life. But unfortunately my mom has gone through the most stuff in her life that I know of. My mom deserves nothing but happiness and I hope she receives that one day. My mom is a single mother of 5 and depends on no one. She works so much just to provide for her kids. I know she’s tired but I hope she knows I’ll give it to her all one day. She literally deserves the world.

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This is me today. I feel so sad so unmotivated so tired physically and mentally. Today I did my makeup for the first time in like 3 weeks. I feel so heartbroken and alone . I’m upset I wish I wasn’t but I am and I’m trying to do all I can not to be. I’ll be okay. I need to move on and focus and school and helping my mom out with the kids and just be happy.

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This was in the beggining of the year when I went to Mexico. I went to El Golfo de Santa Clara. It had been eight year since I had went and it felt so good to reunite with my cousin Alejandra. Growing up she took care of me until unfortunately one day she got deported and I never got to say bye or anything. It was so heartbreaking losing her because she was such a happy person and was so family oriented. I loved her and really looked up to her . Fortunately I seen her this year and it felt so good. She’s still the same happy person even though life is completely different over there. I hope to go back soon.

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This was me with red hair. I really want to go back but I hard not being able to wear certain colors. I couldn’t wear a yellow shirt it is feel like Ronald McDonald. I loved my red hair it was almost like a pink red, magenta.. yea magenta!🎀💕💞💓 i felt like little mermaid 😂 I really want to go back but I know if I go back it would suck getting that color out my hair once I get tired of it. And yes I know I’ll get tired of it because it gets tiring having to redye it every 2/3 weeks. My tub was always pink!!!!

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This is my fourth tattooo. I got this when I was going through a really rough time in my life. It’s on my side by the rib area. When I got this my dad was arrested and was going through a bad breakup. I was super depressed and felt like I was stuck in a hole. I was so stressed out with school and my two jobs it felt like a never ending loop. This tattoo reminds me I got through those hard moments well i still am. I’m a strong person and I deserve to be happy.

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This is my third tattoo, I got the A because me and all my siblings start with the letter A and felt like it would be a cool tattoo to have. At first I was not a huge fan because I felt like it was too big but I actually love it now. The ace has just always been my thing and always thought about us as the ace of hearts. My mom always got one but very much smaller than this.

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My closest cousin got Married this year and it was super emotional for everyone but it was cool to know she’s growing and making her life now. She had my little nephew earlier in the year and I love him. She got engaged and moved out and completely changed her life up this year but I’m so happy she’s happy now. She’s only 4 years older than me and that might seem like a lot but honestly it’s not. We grew up together since we were super small and seen each other grow. I hope nothing but the best for her and her little family.

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This is my best friend Alexandra. I met her this year when I started working at WSS. Small world, she’s actually lived in back of my grandparents my whole life and I never knew about it. She’s the first person I can ever say I can call a true bestfriend. She understands me and my problems! My mom loves her and she’s literally met all my family. She’s a great mother and goes above and beyond for her kids. She’s a single mother of four and has two jobs. She’s a super mom and reminds me of my mom. She’s a dope friend and a dope mom. She’s always so possitive.

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This is Anthony, the youngest out of all my siblings. I love him he’s literally the funniest kid I know. Anthony is autistic so he is a handful but it’s not severe. Unfortunately I’ve seen a lot of people treat him different because he’s autistic but I hope he knows he has a lot of people that are here to help him and got him. Slowly he’s improving more and more and loves going to school! Anthony loves play dough and watching the movie the chocolate factory 🥰🤣

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This was when I graduated high school, I was wearing flip flops cause my feet were killing me so that’s why I look stupid with chanclas😂 Im so proud of myself for finishing high school, it felt so good knowing I completed something people didn’t think I’d complete. High school really sucked for me though. I lost a lot of people in my life and went through so much in high school that made me who I am today. Although high school sucked sometimes I miss it.

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My two best friends have the same birthday so I decided to go to work and take them both a bouquet of flowers each! ( yes we all work together ) it was super nice seeing their day be made. I hope they enjoyed receiving it as much as I loved giving it to them!

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This is when we surprised my grandma with her brand new kitchen, it took us clever to finish and spent so much money but it was all worth it. All she ever asked for was a new kitchen and she finally got one! Shout out to tio Bobby and too lion for the big help🤩 they basically did all the work lol

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I got flowers for the first time this day and it felt so cool feeling like this lovey type feeling. Also they smelled so good and lasted me a pretty long time!