Always Dreaming @abitilliterate - Tumblr Blog

After two years of silence. I am glad you're okay, even if life isn't all that great right now. You've always stayed in my heart, even if we weren't meant to be. I have so much I wish I could say. However, this is possibly the best way you could've said goodbye.

Goodbye, Daddy.

We aren't together anymore..

A year has passed. He never came back home, we both were struggling with a lot and became strangers. I lost hope and accepted a date from someone I know and betrayed his trust. This page is a graveyard of our relationship and everything I was holding on to for so long.

If you ever read this, I never stopped loving you, I still do. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'll always remember you.

It's not the same

It never is

Not without you.

I wish you knew

How much

My heart aches

For you.

I whisper into the nightly breeze,

Praying it reaches you.

I wish you longed

For me,

As I do.

Life will never be the same..

#i miss you more than anything

My baby, Charlie, ran away last night into the woods, I'm so afraid he won't come back or get eaten by the wild animals out here, I have been up all night looking for him and I feel so lost, I'm sure he's so scared. He's all I have here, I need my snuggle bug back :(

#gif #personal #charlie #kitty #lost cat #Ugh #therapy animals #I need my snuggle bug

i love the texts messages you post between you and your daddy

Awwh, thanks sugar ❤

I gaze upon the midnight sky and dream of being in your arms once more ♡ I’ll always be yours

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ft. Patches ♡

Please don’t remove the caption ♡

When you wanna take a mirror selfie, but you're too short... 😐

#selfie #me #short girl problems #the strugge is real #someone give me a boost

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Things Daddy says that make me melt..

“Hey beautiful/sexy” “That’s my girl” “Good girl” “Great job baby” “Baby girl” “Be a good girl for Daddy” “What do you want from Daddy?” “My little one” “Lovies” “I’ve missed you” “You’ll do as you’re told” “Louder, baby” “You feel amazing” “I love your body” “I miss your smell & the touch of your lips” “I’ll be here for all the nexted days” “I’m so proud of you” ..and last but not least, “I love you”

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😏

Don't Leave

Baby: *steals Daddy's hat* ... 👀 *steals Daddy's jacket* ... *steals Daddy's coins* ... 🙊

Daddy: *confused look* Baby, what are you doing? *goes to grab stuff back*

Baby: *runs away will all of Daddy's things* NOTHING!

Daddy: *chases behind me* Get back here, missy! *scoops me up*

Baby: *clings onto Daddy's stuff and buries my face in his chest, muffling my voice* mine

Daddy: *laughs and sits down with me in his lap* You have me, silly goose. *puts his hat on my head and lifts my chin up to look into my eyes* Look at me, love.

Baby: No... :c *holds onto Daddy and his stuff super tight*

Daddy: Babygirl, what's wrong? *holds me tightly*

Baby: I don't want Daddy to leave... *sniffles*

Daddy: Awh, sweetie, I won't be gone long. Will you hold onto Daddy's hat and watch over it real good until I get back, doll? *kisses my head*

Baby: *nods head* Yes, Daddy, I will!

Daddy: Good, now be a good girl and give Daddy his jacket back so I can leave

Baby: But Daddy... 😢

Daddy: What did I say?

Baby: ..you'll be back soon.. *gives Daddy his jacket back*

Daddy: Good girl, come give Daddy hugs and kisses baby.

Baby: Otay! ^.^ *clings onto Daddy's leg*

Daddy: 😂 You're so silly wittle one

#I can remember the scent of his jacket

Good Morning

Daddy: *rolls over, running his hand along my bare skin, warm and smooth, pulling me close and into his embrace*

Baby: 😴 *yawns, stretches and clings onto Daddy* Mm, good morning

Daddy: Good morning little one

Baby: *softly bites his hand and starts playing with Daddy's beard*

Daddy: Come on, let's go eat *sits on the side of the bed*

Baby: *tugs on his shirt*

Daddy: Yes dear?

Baby: 🙌 *grabby hands* gimme!

Daddy: Yes, love *scoots closer to me*

Baby: *grabs Daddy's face* I need to borrow this *starts kissing all over his face* 😘😙😚

Daddy: *laughs and and pins my arms to the bed* My beautiful little one..

Baby: *gasps* Yes, Daddy?

Daddy: I need to borrow this *dragging his finger across my lips, biting his lip, looking deep into my eyes* Mmm, all mine

Baby: *starts wiggling around* Yes, Daddy, I'm all yours

Daddy: *lowers his face near mine, gently pressing his lips against my cheek and blows raspberries on my cheek*

Baby: o.o *giggles* Daddy!!!

Daddy: *laughs* Come, baby, foods time.

Baby: *hops out of bed* Yes Daddy!

9:30pm..

Baby: I wanna go to the park until I get sleepy, can I go?

Daddy: I don't know, baby, I don't like the sound of that, scares me.

Baby: But Daddy, I'll be in a lit area and won't go in the dark.

Daddy: I've been there, it's really big, something could happen and it could be bad. It only takes one time, Daddy doesn't want another call saying someone took advantage of you. I can't be there to protect you.

Baby: *sigh* okay Daddy, I won't go..

Daddy: Next time we'll go together, love. That way I can make sure you're okay and keep an eye on you.

Baby: Yes Daddy, thank you 😘

Daddy: Why are you up, shouldn't you be asleep little one?

Baby: *pretends to be asleep* 😴

Daddy: That's what I thought, missy. 😜

#:) <3