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So another part of my little drunk confession 🥂 series im doing this one's act bit angsty
"Damnit Kiego!" You shouted that placing your hand over your heart
You walked over to your bedroom window glaring at him from the other side
"We both know you will, so why dont you open it already," he said giving you a sly smile, "its cold out here."
You had half a mind to just close the curtins but you knew he was right
You opened your window
"I thought I told you I didn't want to see you again."
Keigo climed inside effortlessly, "What can I say? I can stay away from you no matter how much i try."
It hit as soon as he was close enough that the smell of alcohol hit you
Figures he'd bother you when he's drunk
His words did nothing to your irritated expression, "What do you want hawks." You made sure to put emphasis on his hero name
He just stared at you a small smile on his face
Your frown increased, "You're drunk keigo-" you wanted to snap at him
For bothering you at 2am but you had the feeling it wouldn't register to him anyway
"I thought you didnt drink when you had a job." You moved closer to keigo helping him out of his jacket
“I’m not drunk,” he muttered, shrugging out of his jacket
“Yeah, you're of sound mind flying into my room at 2 in the morning," you helped him to your bed despite knowing better
You just couldnt ignore the dark circles under his eyes when was the last time he got anh rest you wondered
"....I missed you y/n..." he said bearly above a whisper, but you knew it was ment for you to hear
You rolled your eyes helping him get his shoes off how many times have you heard that line
Too many
"Who's fault is that?" You said under your breath
You stood back up, "Now go to bed."
Drunk confession from gojo 🥂
Im thinking of making this a little series with Amy husband just drunk confession it might be fun🙃
“Whhhy do you hate meeee so much y/n….” Gojo slurred at you, he was slumped all over the table.
You were reminded in this moment Gojo was a terrible drunk.
You sighed rolling your eyes, “I dont hate you.”
A lazy grin tugged at his mouth before disappearing just as his elbow slipped against the table and his head nearly smacked the table, but he caught himself.
“Like I’d believe that--you’ve hated me since forever.”
You just stared at him.
Gojo blinked slowly back at you from behind his crooked sunglasses. Somehow he still had them on at night, indoors, drunk off his ass like an idiot.
“You’re the one who’s hated me…” you mumbled, taking another sip of your drink.
You did hate him. Or at least you did at one point in your life.
As long as you could remember you couldn’t stand Satoru Gojo. He was irritating, obnoxious, arrogant, immature, condescending and a whole list of other negative adjectives.
But what made you hate him more was that he could back everything up.
He was literally the strongest.
And he never let you forget it.
He always had something to say.
“You’re so weak y/n.”
“Why are you even a sorcerer? You suck.”
“Give up already.”
Those were just a few of the things he told you on a semi regular basis.
And when the strongest person in the world tells you that, it has to mean you’re weaker than weak.
And you’d be lying if you said it didn’t affect you.
But that was years ago, and you could admit he’d chilled out a lot with age.
Well… at least somewhat.
He was still as obnoxious as ever, just not as mean anymore.
Gojo stared at you quietly for a moment before snorting softly and poking your hand.
“You gonna answer me?”
You sighed, looking down at your drink.
“You used to be awful…”
Gojo’s grin faltered slightly.
“…Yeah,” he admitted.
Him agreeing with you caught you off guard.
Usually Gojo argued or doubled down.
Drunk him was full of surprises.
“…I never thought--” he toyed with his glasses, “--you were weak…”
That made you toss your head back in a yelp.
“You literally told me to give up being a sorcerer, Satoru.”
“Meh,” he fanned his hands as if to shoo off the words. “You’re smarter than that y/n.” He hiccuped.
“I--”
“I would get so nervous when you were out on a job,” Gojo admitted quietly, suddenly fidgety. “Terrified if you’d come back or not…”
Utter confusion was written all over your face.
Was he being serious?
Sure, Gojo was a flirt. He always flirted.
But this…
This was way more honest.
You stared at him across the table trying to figure out if this was some kind of joke.
But Gojo wasn’t laughing.
And that terrified you a little.
You huffed out your own dry laugh trying to ease the tension, but Gojo still wasn’t laughing.
His fingers tapped restlessly against the side of his glass.
You were ready to snatch it away with how distracting it was.
But you settled with just clearing your throat.
“Satoru…” you started carefully, “you seriously telling me all that shit you said growing up was because you were worried about me?”
He gave you a look like the answer was obvious.
“Duh.”
“You told me I was weak!” you spat out. “Told me I sucked!”
“You kept almost dying!” he snapped back.
“It’s a dangerous job!”
“Yeah, that you honestly had no business getting involved in. Your parents should be in jail,” he added matter-of-factly.
You threw your hands up in the air.
“You are the strongest sorcerer alive and THAT was the best strategy your brain came up with? If you were worried you should’ve just said something!”
Gojo stopped fidgeting and laid his head down on the table, looking up at you with a lazy smile.
“I’m the strongest…” he slurred. “Never said I was the smartest.”
Despite trying to stay neutral, a laugh slipped out at his comment.
Gojo blinked slowly before a softer grin tugged at his mouth, smaller than his usual cocky smirks.
“There it is,” he mumbled quietly.
Your smile faded instantly at the look on his face.
He wasn’t teasing you.
There was just a sweet look in his eyes you had never seen before.
Fondness perhaps?
And somehow that was infinitely worse.
You looked back down at your drink trying to ignore the sudden warmth crawling up your neck.
“This conversation is insane,” you muttered under your breath.
“Mhm?”
“You basically spent years terrorizing me because you had feelings.”
“When you say terrorizing it makes me sound like an asshole.”
“You told me a wet blanket was more useful--”
“It was compared to me,” he shot back.
You rolled your eyes, leaning back in your seat.
“You’re really beautiful y/n… I’ve always thought that.”
You slowly looked back up at him only to find Gojo just watching you, his chin lazily resting in his palm.
“…You’re drunk,” you muttered. “You won’t even remember what you’re saying tomorrow.”
“Bet I will,” he snickered back.
“Bet you won’t,” you said crossing your arms, sure of yourself.
Sober Gojo was a mystery and there was no way he’d ever confess to you seriously, so you were sure this was just a once in a lifetime moment.
And you were telling yourself that’s all this was.
A little moment.
Nothing more would ever come from this.
“Wanna bet?”
“Hmm?” You raised an eyebrow at him.
“If I remember this tomorrow…” he slurred, “if I remember this tomorrow you let me take you out.”
“And if you don’t?”
That boyish smile never left his face.
“Then…” he murmured, eyes heavy with sleep and alcohol, “guess I’ll just have to remember.”
You looked away not sure how to respond or even to believe him you just let out a chuckle, "You're an idiot."
Yall don't understand everytime I try to watch jjk season 2 and I hear tojis voice i get so mad
Chapter 6- Confrontation
“What are you doing?”
Sukuna just glared at me. Has he ever glared at me this seriously before? He was looking at me now like he expected me to shrink under his gaze. Like I’m the one who should be ashamed right now. But he’s got another thing coming.
“What does it look like?” I glared right back at him. “I’m minding my own business.”
“Tch, Yuji left I’m taking you home.”
“I’m fine.”I told him through gritted teeth, I cannot believe him right now. He hasn’t talked to me all this time. And the second he sees me with another guy, he wants to say something? He’s crazy, and he has to be downright insane if he thought I’d even think about going with him or doing anything with him! Not to mention he has no right! He lost all rights to any opinions on what I do when he walked out!
I turned away to go back to Gojo, but before I had finished turning around, he grabbed my wrists. “Y/n,” I snatched away the glare I gave him made him pull back. Still he didn’t completely move.
“Y/n, your going to make a fool of yourself let me take you ho–”
“No,” I told him point-blank. Take a hint, Sukuna.
“You’re drunk.”
“I’m having fun.”
“Hey, names Gojo she’s good–”
“Didn’t ask you.” Sukuna told him not even looking his way. His eyes never left mine. Leave it to him to make a scene. “Let’s go y/,”
To my surprise Gojo just laughed, I looked at him and even if I didn’t know him well I could tell sukuna had struck a nerve. Probaby because he and I was getting hot and heavy and Sukuna the idiot ruined it. “Fine,” Gojo’s smile didn’t drop, but it changed. It was sharper now “Point is we’re good.”
“Yeah, we’re good, take a hint.” I added before turning away with Gojo.
Sukuna didn’t stop us that time. So I kept going, we ended up back in the kitchen. I was about to grab another drink but this time gojo stopped me. “Slow down,” He grabbed the drink from me and drank it himself. “You are popular, I’m guessing he’s an ex.”
Ha, sukuna? My ex? I started to laugh, “Hell no, not even close…he’s–” I sighed. I can’t even call him an ex. We never got to the part of giving whatever we had a name. I looked down thinking of a way to explain it to him. “He’s Yuji’s brother…”
Chapter 5- What is this?
One year ago
Y/n was sound asleep.
I hate to feel so cliché, but she’s beautiful. I’ve always thought she was, and right now she was mine. Which made her somehow even more beautiful.
Yuji thought he was so special just cause they’re best friends. But here she was in my bed. I can’t help but smile. She’s mine.
Not like it was a competition, I’m not so low to think she’s some sorta prize. I know she’s human, but someone as good as her chose me. She chose me for her first time. She thought I was worth it. No good dirty sukuna’s got babydoll Y/n in his bed, yeah, I can’t stop grinning
No doubt when she wakes up, she’ll overthink it, probably think I wasn’t serious. Hell, she probably thought I wouldn’t even be here in the morning. Joke's on her….I like her. Fuck, she’s really got me grinning like an idiot.
I felt her nuzzle closer to me. I love that she’s comfortable like this with me. But I wanna do something else for her…I did just take her virginity last night. No doubt she’ll be sore as hell with the way I worked her; she definitely needs her rest now, plus I’m sure she’ll be hungry too. Never in my life have I even cared to do right by a girl. But if someone was going to change me, it would be Y/n.
I waited a while before I finally got up, and the first thing I noticed was our clothes all over the place. I wanted her so bad last night, Fuck I want her again right now…
I’ll let her sleep. I’ll bother her when she wakes up.
I was cautious, kissing her on her forehead before I headed down to the kitchen. Hoping it didn’t wake her up, but she still slept soundly. When I got to the kitchen, I saw more clothes on the floor. Shit, last night was amazing. I outta make her a bath…yeah, a nice breakfast and a bath for her….when I’m done with her, she won’t have any doubt about how I feel.
I snorted to myself, I don’t know what this is or what I’m doing, I just- I don’t want her to hate me, it’s not like she has…Granted, last night I found out she didn’t even think I liked her, but that’s just her being a dumbass. I liked her since the first day I saw her,
I did see her first
A/n: chapter 4....a year later sorry for the slow up date but life be lifing and this one sat in my draft for a whole year finally dont hopefully chapter 5 wont take as long
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Sukuna Ryomen Itaidori.
I knew this day would come. I knew I couldn’t avoid him forever, not when his brother was my best friend. Hell, I knew I would see him today when Yuji practically dragged me over here to help him unpack. But knowing it and actually living it are two very different things.
What should I even say? What the hell am I supposed to say? How long had he been standing there before Yuji noticed him? What was going on in his head? Was it as crazy as the storm that was raging in my head? Then again, did he even care? After all, it was him who left without a word. So maybe he’s fine, I’m the one who needs the explanation. I’m the one with the unresolved feelings and unanswered questions. He’s just the one who left.
Then my thoughts felt pretty much confirmed when he rolled his eyes at whatever Yuji just said and stated, “I’m just here to take a shower.”
He didn’t even say hi or anything to acknowledge me. I got nothing. He didn’t even look at me. After all that bullshit he said, only for me to really be like every other girl he’s slept with. And suddenly I wasn’t hungry for pizza anymore.
Pathetic. That’s the only word I can think of to describe myself right now. I can’t believe for even a second that I thought he’d acknowledge me. This is even worse than before we hooked up; at least then, he was ignoring me just because I’m his little brother’s friend. But now it’s like he’s ignoring me because he doesn’t want to make things more complicated… If he was going to act this way, I wish we had never tried—whatever.
Crazier right now, even with my head spinning with all these thoughts, all I find myself doing is hoping… hoping he’ll say sorry, that he’s going to say he made a mistake and that he didn’t mean to leave me in his bed like that, that it was something important that came up and he had to go, and it would have just been too awkward to talk on the phone, so he was waiting until now to talk. I just want him to say anything to me to get out of these thoughts I’ve been replaying in my head since the last time I was with him.
“Jerk,” Yuji said under his breath, taking me out of my thoughts again.
updated version of my old print!! i'm very fond of the wings tattoo idea on him ^^
i don't remember him having his scars in the timeskip..?? maybe i missed it but i like them... he's keeping them
Little dribble in witch ur zoros stepsister and sanji's currently problem
It wasn't supposed to happen like this
Actually it wasn't supposed to happen at all
But it did happen
He was only supposed to only walk you home
But somehow it ended up with him on top of you kissing you on your bed
Yeah, this definitely wasn't supposed to happen
He's your stepbrothers friend though half the time your not sure if you can even call him that with the way the bicker back and forth with each other
But he was friendly enough
In fact too friendly but it was never in a bad way
Sanji was a flirt everyone knew that but I was always harmless
Though every now and then you thought his gaze lingered a bit too long on you
Not that you minded all that much, because you had to admit despite his dramatic behavior, you found him charming
And it was his charm that brought you into this moment
It was a normal college party nothing too crazy, you had simply tagged along with you stepbrother Zoro and his friends
But the part that sucked was Zoro had got drunk off his face and ended up falling asleep on someone's poor couch
Leaving you to fend for yourself
But Sanji being Sanji saw you in distressed offered to help out
The walk had started off simple enough neither of you saying much
He couldn't help himself throwing a few jabs at Zoro for abandoning you, "He's a no down dirty scoundrel-leaving his poor sister to fend for herself."
He's not that bad," You chuckled, "You know how he gets when he drinks it..."
"Well, you can definitely tell you're not blood related, you're way too smart and pretty to be."
You rolled your eyes, bumping his shoulder playfully as you both continued down the quiet sidewalk, “Come on, you know we have so much in common."
Sanji smiled, "I'm just glad looks aren't one of them...that and directions."
You laughed before you could stop yourself, "Who are you calling cute, him or me?"
Sanji didn't look amused, "You obviously."
You giggled again, "Hey, you can never be too sure these days
Sanji let out a huff, shaking his head, still walking alongside you, “Trust me,” he started, “There has never been a time in my life where I’ve been confused about which one of you is cute.”
“Oh really?” You tilted your head. Pretending to inspect his face like you were trying to figure out if he was being serious or not, “You say that like you’ve had to think about it.”
Sanji clicked his tongue at you with a small smile, "You're such a tease, Y/n."
"As if you could talk!" You spoke up before he could interrupt you, "Mr. I hear wedding bells anytime a woman says hello."
Sanji snorted, "No clue what you're talking about."
"Oh, don't pretend. I've seen you flirt with just about everyone."
"That isn't flirting, that's just me being a gentleman," He said proudly.
"Oh yeah?"
"This is me flirting," you didn't even realize at some point Sanji had taken your hand
He tugged on it, making you both stop walking, his gaze was intense on you, he didn't even have to say anything
His eyes did all the work. You saw his eyes move from your lips to your eyes and back. like he had decided something
But before either of you did anything, Sanji took a step back, running his hand through his hair, scratching his head, "I-I should stop." He said before walking again, and you were sure you heard him mutter something about you being dangerous under his breath
it only took you a second to regain your composure before you were back in step with him
You both kept the silence as your walk continued
You weren't that far away from your apartment when Sanji had noticed you hold your jacket a little tighter
"You should have told me you were cold I would have been walking a lot faster Y/n."
"And miss out on all this one-on-one time?" You said, nudging him
Sanji knew better, but seeing that playful glint in your eye, he just couldn't ignore it, and he took your hand again
Would Zoro kill him if he saw him like this with you right now? Sure, but Zoro was nowhere to be seen, and with his sense of directions it could be days before he would even find you two.
For a while, neither of you spoke.
The only sound was your shoes on pavement and the low hum of the streetlights
“You’re going to get me in trouble,” he said quietly, eyes still fixed ahead as if he looked at you, he might lose whatever fragile control he had left
“Pretty sure you got yourself there,” you murmured
He huffed a breath that almost turned into a laugh, “Yeah…blame me.”
The silence that kept coming back between you wasn't awkward in those little moments; it was welcomed.
Because the longer the two of you were together, the more the air felt charged, like both of you were aware of a line you were walking right along the edge of.
Finally, you had made it back to your place
“So,” you said before you got to the door, lightly swinging your joint hands between you like it wasn’t a big deal, “Is this still flirting? Or have we escalated to a new category?” you asked directly
You couldn't lie to yourself you had always liked Sanji but you were sure there was nothing there...until tonight
and you knew you'd hate yourself if you didn't try going for it tonight
Sanji glanced down at you, there was a look of disbelief his his eyes but he couldn't help but smile, this was one of the reasons he was always so found of you more then most people in fact.
“You make it very hard to behave, Y/n,” he admitted.
“Oh?” you smirked, “And here I thought you were on your worst behavior.”
He rolled his eyes, squeezing your hand once before loosening his grip just slightly. “I'm trying not to get myself killed, despite everything, I do respect your brother. ”
"So..." You started, "What I'm hearing is you want to...but you're scared of Zoro?"
He frowned, "I'm not scared of him. "
This was too easy, you laughed to yourself, knowing just how to egg Sanji on, "Alright then, what is it?" You tilted your head, asking.
Sanji exhaled slowly through his nose. He was really craving a cigarette right now, but knew you hated smoke. “It’s not fear,” he muttered. “It’s… respect. There’s a difference.” He was only prolonging the inevitable at this point; he knew you had him in your palm and Sanji loved it
Sanji’s gaze flickered to your lips again, quicker this time, like he didn’t want you to notice… but you did.
He swallowed, “Well, I got you back safely...I should probably go,” he said, though he hadn’t moved an inch.
Also, not moving, you just nodded "…Yeah."
Another moment passed, and another, neither of you said anything
His thumb brushed idly against your hand, absent-minded, like he was already losing the argument with himself again
“Sanji,” you started, "I wouldn't hate it if you kissed me...in fact I'm sure I'd li-"
You didn't even have to finish Sanji already closing the distance as if he had only been waiting for your invitation
It was feverishly hot, and implosive the way your lips moved together until you both needed air out of breath your foreheads leaned against each other “Yeah, you're worth it,” he said after he caught his breath giving you one more peck
Sanji was about to walk away, but you caught his collar, "Do you really think I'm letting you go after that?" you said smiling and bulling him into your place
After all what Zoro doesn't know won't kill him right?
He wanted to hate you
he had never wanted to hate someone so much in his life
You were just the most annoying-No, you were literally the most irritating person in the world
Everything about you seemed designed to unsettle him
You were goofy and unserious, which might have been tolerable if your timing wasn't always catastrophically wrong
You would laugh during serious discussions, You'd hummed during quiet study periods, and somehow you could turn the most basic conversations into debates and personal sparring matches
And you were loud and petty never letting him or anyone for that matter have the last word after anything
Your disrespect for teachers or anyone with authority seemed to energize you
And then there was the staring
Suguru was certain you didn't even realize you did it
Yet on more than one occasion he'd look up from his notes only to find your gaze fixed on him unguarded, curious, and unapologetically direct, It was unsettling, intrusive, and far too intimate for two people who barely spoke outside of arguments
And you had the nerve to be messy too!
Not just physically, as if the scattered notebooks, mismatching pens, half-finished drinks cluttering your space weren't bad enough
He saw you were messy in every inch of your soul, emotionally, socially, and intellectually. you moved though the world like a force that refused to be organized
You were quite literally the most obnoxious person he had ever met in his life
And yet, he couldn't get enough of you in fact he adored you
The realization disgusted him
You, Y/n, the walking contradiction
You were irksome, disruptive, impossible
A living and breathing challenge to every preference he thought he possessed
He had known of you way before you had been officially introduced
Suguru had over heard you talking loudly to one of your friends while you were at a local coffee shop
Even then he wanted nothing to do with you thinking you were nauseating, he avoided people like you
only for you to surprise him by plopping down beside him a few days later in one of his lectures
And then, to make matters worse the professor had paired the two of you together for every major project that semester
You were exactly as unbearable as he had anticipated
Unfiltered, argumentative, distracting...brilliant
And somehow Geto couldn't get enough
You were nothing like the usual women he was attritive to
They were refine, sophisticated elegant...everything you weren't
And yet he couldn't ignore they way his heart world beat a little faster whenever you walked into the room
He fully realized his attraction to you one day when Satoru of all people mentioned to him, "For someone you say you can't stand, you sure bring her name up often."
The observation had unsettled him more than he cared to admit
But it was true
When he forced himself to examine his feelings honestly, the conclusion he reached was both simple and deeply troubling
He had always been drawn to opposites.
His best friend was Satoru Gojo after all
But the real question was what was he supposed to do with this massive crush on who he considered his life's main antagonist?
Currently watching Gachiakuta im on episode 2 and I might be falling in love 👀
Finish the anime and yup in love
Currently watching Gachiakuta im on episode 2 and I might be falling in love 👀
"Do you hate me now?"
His face didnt show any emotions as he stared at you
How many times had he been in your room standing across from you just like this
But this was in a entirely different circumstance
"Hm, y/n? Are you disgusted by me now?"
"Suguru..." you struggled to speck. Like everyone else you had heard what happened back at his village
What he had done
You didnt believe it was true, it couldnt have been true.
But with him standing there asking you these questions it all but confirmed it.
"I-I-I dont understand..."
"I'm not asking you to understand, y/n im asking if you hate me now." His attitude was cold and distant
He had been distant lately but it never felt towards you, not until now
Your mind was racing, "Th-this isn't fair." You told him stubbornly
The flash of emotions in his eyes gave his thoughts away, like he accepted that as an answer and rejection
Dejected he was turning away but you were already rushing to him
"Fuck, wait Suguru!" You grabbed his arm
"This isn't fucking fair and you know it damnit." You said holding back tears nails no doubt cutting his skin.
You were frustrated and thinking a thousand thoughts at once
"You doing that....not saying anything then just popping up here and putting words in my mouth....its not fucking fair Suguru." There was a bite in your voice
Suguru didnt say anything, and you were still too afraid too look at him at this point so you just repeated your words, "it isn't fair..." he had to see that
Finally he sighed, "its fine y/n."
There was no malice on his voice or contentment, and somehow that hurt more
You looked up at him still scared to let him leave "Do-do you want me to hate you Suguru?"
That paused Suguru, it made him stop and think and that actually annoyed him
Of course it would be you to say something to make him stop when he already made up his mind
He placed his hand on your face, he sighed deeply again, it was a time for honestly he thought, "To be honest I'd prefer if you didn’t Y/n."
You placed your hand over his that was still holding your face
Closing your eyes as though you were trying to remember all the other times you were in this position but under much better circumstances
"I don't want to hate you either...and I don't think that I can...does that make me evil?" You sighed sharply letting your own words hit you, "This is so fucked." Tears now running down yout face, "I-i dont know wha-"
Suguru hushed you while wipping your tears away without a second thought, despite his convention seeing you cry was the only thing that shook his core
Yet he still couldn't bring himself to change his mind
But he could see what his future would do to you
"Im sorry y/n...maybe one day You’ll understand." He kissed your forehead before tilting your chin up to look him in the eye, "Goodbye, y/n." He whispered
"Don't go!" You told him grabbing him tighter, "Dont leave me."
As if he was thinking abkut it he hesitated, "I won't take you with me, at least not now."
"Suguru..? you pleaded with him, but he just took your hand off his arm and headed for your door
"...please..."
He paused again with hand on the doorknob, he noticed the stuff bear he had bought you years ago leaning over on your desk, he moved to fix it never turning back at you
Before leaving the room and leaving your life.
The sudden banging at your door startled you enough that you almost didn’t answer.
But the moment you heard Keigo’s voice on the other side, your heart settled.
You opened the door, and he rushed past you, wings twitching, breath uneven like he was in a rush
“Kei—”
“I just realized something while I was flying, Y/N,” he said quickly, already pacing back and forth in your kitchen. “You know how I fly.”
“…Yes?” You watched him, utterly confused.
“And you know how I always say I think best—how I’m at my chillest—when I’m in the air?"
You shook your head slowly. “Yeah… I’m not following.”
“It didn’t work!”
Still confused, you just raised an eyebrow amused because there was a spark in his eyes as he spoke, and his restless excitement you couldn’t quite place, but it was cute
“Just listen,” he said, running a hand through his hair, then rubbing his face. “I was flying, trying to clear my head, but it wasn’t working. I couldn’t focus-I just—” He cut himself off, exhaling sharply. “It was because of you.”
Your frown deepened. “…So it’s my fault?”
“Nooo,” he groaned, smiling like the answer should’ve been obvious. “No, No-no it’s not a bad thing. I just realized… the sky isn’t the place for me anymore. It doesn’t do the same things for me.”
He finally stopped pacing and started walking closer to you, “You do.”
“Me?”
“Yes," His voice softened. “You’re my safe place, Y/n. When I’m with you, Y/n, I’m at my calmest. I feel like myself more than I ever have—and that only happens when I’m with you.”
Keigo swallowed, breathless now, wings stilled completely.
“Y/n…I’m in love with you.” His smile was so wide, "I love you."
He had pulled you closer to him. His hands were resting on your waist, and he said it again, "I love you so much."
His joy was contagious, and you wrapped your arms around his neck, "Keigo, I love you too, so so much."
He leaned his forehead against yours, "Fuck, I love you so much. he said before kissing you.
2025 was a lot for me I had really good ideas, sorta fell in love then completely out of it I watched some good movies and read some good books got a new job got comfortable with driving got closer to family but more than anything I learned a lot about myself and one thing is I love to create I love writing and I love talking and I've been stopping myself because of honesty a lot of excuses but one true thing that im learning is no one is going to give you time especially as you get older bc everyone wants your time for themselves so HAVE to make time for yourself do something anything that you love bc if you dont you never will because its always going to be time for something else but you have to make time for yourself
That's just a little lesson learned from me to you just wanted to get it off my chest as I go into this new year and hopefully that I keep this thought process up for well the rest of my time 😋 xoxo
Sometimes you just want fatherhood headcanons for Sukuna and sometimes you just write and post it 🤷🏿♀️
When you told Sukuna you were pregnant he didn’t say anything
It had honestly made you feel uneasy
He wasn’t a huge talker but you had hoped his reaction would have been… well--something
But really Sukuna was just short-circuiting
The two of you had mentioned kids before but that was just it — you had only mentioned them
He had never took the time to stop and actually think about being a father
But with the words you just blurted out it was no longer a possibility but now inevitably that he, Ryomen Sukuna, was going to be someone’s dad
"Kuna?" you would call out
He blinked a few times before he looked at you amd suddenly it all came rushing in
A vision of his future family and you at the center of it
“Yes, wifey?” he asked, mind finally calming down
“You okay? With this?” you asked, looking nervously at him
If you had asked him a few hours ago he would have rolled his eyes and called anyone corny when they say silly stuff about how their wives were the beautiful during some mushy announcement or something
But as Sukuna looked at you he was absolutely sure you had never looked as beautiful as you did right now
Or the fact that he wasn’t sure if he could love you anymore than this moment right here
Only 9 months later that sentiment would prove to be false
During the pregnancy Sukuna is well...different
he was already a doting husband but now he was he was just plan overbearing
It wasn't like it was a bad thing but in situations like you had just left out at 9am and he was calling you for the 3rd today, "Ryo...its only 11:15...I'm fine."
"Tsk, quit acting like I'm nagging, I'm just checking in ...and if you would answer your texts i wouldn't be bothering you."
And that was just two months in
So you knew this was gonna be a long journey
At the first prenatal appointment, he was well attentive
Answering questions before you could about your medical history
It took the doctor telling him that you he needed his answers from you for him to stop
but it seemed to work and after the Doc said everything with you was normal him to finally breathe properly
But still — Sukuna was attentive
He always had been, but now he was almost aggressively active about it
for example when your craving started you didn't even realize it it was Sukuna who took note first
one night you were eating chips before even turning to ask Sukuna was already getting up "I got sour cream in the fridge, i'll get it. "
You laughed, "How'd you know?!"
He didn't even look back, "You've been craving it for a week, wifey."
A few more months in, you get a new surprise at the ultrasound
The Doctor tilted her head slightly, adjusting the machine, "You hear that?"
You both your brows frown
"Two heartbeats, you guys are having twins."
"Excuse me?"
"No."
that was your first response
Alright i can never go too long without writing keigo, plus hes the one mha character I'm still obsessed with and he's today's prompt with the dirty talking kink with a bit of masturbation too enjooooyyyyy
Hawks hated being away from home
Granted any given day he hated being away from home
He always thought that his work was a huge drag would rather do something else with his time
And it was especially tiring when they had him on missions out of town
It always put him in a sour mood
Because not only was he working he didn't even have the luxury of comming home to you
His perfect girlfriend
So when he got back to his hotel room after another long day he was already beyond irritatied and there was only one cure
He picked up his phone and noticed a few texts you had sent him from eailer in the day
He cursed at himself for not responding sooner
But hopefully the sound of his voice would make it better
The phone rang about 3 times before your tired voice came through, "Kei?"
Just the sound of your voice started to put his heart at ease, "Hey baby bird."
"Keigo....it's 2am are you okay?"
He felt a bit guilty knowing he just woke you up but he couldn't bring himself to be too sorry he needed you right now
"I know....just couldn't sleep without hearing you." He told you truthfully
That earned him a sigh from you "how was your day."
"Shitty, I'm following a new lead on this mission but I have a feeling its gonna lead nowhere."
"Well, you are the expert on these things."
That made him chuckle, "is that sarcasm I hear?"
"Me?" You yawned, "No clue what you're talking about."
Hawks smiled to himself, "what about you babe? What did you do today."
"Normal day," you didn't elaborate much, "just work- came home."
Your voice was fading again keigo smiled to himself again what he would do to be in that bed with you right now
You were having just as bout as much fun as he was during his time away he thought.
"I miss you," he said softly
That's made you smile, "I miss you more."
"Doubt that."
That earned him another giggle, "if you say so."
There was a small silence between you, "You gotta stop calling me this late kei, you know i work early."
You could hear the pout in his voice, "can't help it, I'm busy all day and I gotta hear your voice before I go to sleep." He paused for a moment before a sly smile creeped on his face. "besides your sleepy voice is stupid sexy, how can I resist."
"Keigo..." your attempt at a warning only made him grin, "What? said I missed you....just wish you were here to see how much...."
He had to adjust his pants a bit as he sighed trying to focus on your voice, "You know what I mean baby?"
You knew exactly what Keigo was doing and if you were honest you didn't blame him
The last few days of him being out of town had left you needy too
Silence hummed between you two for a moment you wondering his next move
And keigo hesitated, wondering if you were going to shut him down, when you didn't he decided to get more bold