the lighter side of darkness

37/m/california or texas hi im dave and my life is a trainwreck ((Independent roleplay blog for an AU alpha bro. His brothers might show up on the blog occasionally, their posts will be tagged accordingly! No art used is mine unless stated otherwise, read pages for more information!))

[turntechfirebreather]

Abrxgate has entered your forest

[turntechfirebreather]

“Break sound good yes. Has many hatchlings?” You chirp happily, jumping down to the earth with wings tight to your body. “Lots strangers visit, me safest dragon to find. Beach this way!”

You point to the right, starting the walk slowly. He is still a danger, so you never let him into your blind spots.

[abrxgate-blog]

“I have two. And my brothers...” May as well be honest, right? You flinch a little when they jump down, but try your best to stay calm. “...Alright, I’ll take your word for it. Lead the way.” 

You’re hesitant. But either way, you follow along. You hadn’t even brought a weapon with you, so you’re feeling very vulnerable.

[abrxgate-blog]

hi my name is david and i feel like death

[abrxgate-blog]

not dead yet i swear

[abrxgate-blog]

i lied im passing the fuck out @jadeyharls im gonna send you my coords anyways because im gonna need a hug sometime soon tbh feel free to just show up and wake me up for hugs im sad and pathetic [hotelcoords.txt]

[abrxgate-blog]

does someone need a hug?

yessomeone doesthat someone is me please hug me

[jadeyharls]

you want me to come see you then? because i will

just send me your coordinates because i think i saw you werent at home?

(i might have been creeping on you a little whoops)

[abrxgate-blog]

gasp jade you were CREEPING im shocked and appalled /sarcasm

anyways yeah im at a hotel rn but you can actually visit now? thats new

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

I got a private inbox if ya;ll ever need it

I won’t push though, you do you.

I know how Striders be, I am one, and talkin’ ain’t easy for us

its somethin’ I’m still gettin’ the hang of myself.

I’m yeaaars in the makin’ gettin’ this far. years.

[abrxgate-blog]

oh dont get me wrong i spill my fucking guts at anyone wholl listen because im pathetic as shit should have seen my hivetale it was 99% emotional bullshit im just not sure how to talk about this thing

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

the heck is hivetale?

and thats aight. When you figure it out, I’ll be ‘round.

don’t plan on goin’ nowhere anytime soon

[abrxgate-blog]

it was a social platform but then it died and i basically lost all my friends since i have absolutely no social life outside of the internet

i dont know how i feel about that

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

Ah, I see.

I was on tumblr like two-three years ago? i left for a while but yeah.

I dunno how you should feel either to be honest

[abrxgate-blog]

this is my first time on tumblr and tbh im not exactly making any new friends im kind of a pathetic sadsack that people only like for his money so yknow (no joke i literally had fairweather friends that only spoke to me because i shoved cash at them since i was so lonely) (yeah im that fucking pathetic)

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

I got a private inbox if ya;ll ever need it

I won’t push though, you do you.

I know how Striders be, I am one, and talkin’ ain’t easy for us

its somethin’ I’m still gettin’ the hang of myself.

I’m yeaaars in the makin’ gettin’ this far. years.

[abrxgate-blog]

oh dont get me wrong i spill my fucking guts at anyone wholl listen because im pathetic as shit should have seen my hivetale it was 99% emotional bullshit im just not sure how to talk about this thing

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

the heck is hivetale?

and thats aight. When you figure it out, I’ll be ‘round.

don’t plan on goin’ nowhere anytime soon

[abrxgate-blog]

it was a social platform but then it died and i basically lost all my friends since i have absolutely no social life outside of the internet

i dont know how i feel about that

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

I got a private inbox if ya;ll ever need it

I won’t push though, you do you.

I know how Striders be, I am one, and talkin’ ain’t easy for us

its somethin’ I’m still gettin’ the hang of myself.

I’m yeaaars in the makin’ gettin’ this far. years.

[abrxgate-blog]

oh dont get me wrong i spill my fucking guts at anyone wholl listen because im pathetic as shit should have seen my hivetale it was 99% emotional bullshit im just not sure how to talk about this thing

[abrxgate-blog]

does someone need a hug?

yessomeone doesthat someone is me please hug me

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

Don’t worry your head over it, I’m aight.

i’ve had all that healin’ time and whatnot

its just a fact that people should know bout me

cuz it explains why I’m weird.

[abrxgate-blog]

idk i just i dont think id heal from that looking at my brothers and my sons i just idk sorry

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

I mean

I ain;t..

i’m gearin’ up to move cuz his room is killin’ me

but I try not to think ‘bout it. they wouldn’t want me to. Him and my Cal whos also kinda gone.

shit there i got brinin’ your mood down I am right sorry.

[abrxgate-blog]

no its hoo boy im sorry im a sad shit magnet this is why only jade can put up with me for extended periods of time shes too busy being a ray of sunshine to let my storm clouds get to her im sorry im kind of awful at first impressions i can leave now if im just making you think of sad shit

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

No don’t go its aight

really

its kinda.. nice when people care about how I may or may not be doin’.

I just don’t wanna drag you down is all

[abrxgate-blog]

im literally always down i basically live on the ground dude im just getting better at pretending for extended periods of time but like idk i am concerned i just dont want to make you think of any painful memories

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

Don’t you worry, I’m a big boy, I can take a little emotions

if ya’ll need to talk, I hear tell I’m a damn good listener.

[abrxgate-blog]

that is another new thing youre definitely not what im used to

... no its fine i dont think i should dump all my bullshit on the dash i havent really told anyone about this shit i sure as hell aint apewing it for all to see

[abrxgate-blog]

:)

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

Don’t worry your head over it, I’m aight.

i’ve had all that healin’ time and whatnot

its just a fact that people should know bout me

cuz it explains why I’m weird.

[abrxgate-blog]

idk i just i dont think id heal from that looking at my brothers and my sons i just idk sorry

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

I mean

I ain;t..

i’m gearin’ up to move cuz his room is killin’ me

but I try not to think ‘bout it. they wouldn’t want me to. Him and my Cal whos also kinda gone.

shit there i got brinin’ your mood down I am right sorry.

[abrxgate-blog]

no its hoo boy im sorry im a sad shit magnet this is why only jade can put up with me for extended periods of time shes too busy being a ray of sunshine to let my storm clouds get to her im sorry im kind of awful at first impressions i can leave now if im just making you think of sad shit

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

No don’t go its aight

really

its kinda.. nice when people care about how I may or may not be doin’.

I just don’t wanna drag you down is all

[abrxgate-blog]

im literally always down i basically live on the ground dude im just getting better at pretending for extended periods of time but like idk i am concerned i just dont want to make you think of any painful memories

[abrxgate-blog]

im just gonna lay down i think idk

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

Don’t worry your head over it, I’m aight.

i’ve had all that healin’ time and whatnot

its just a fact that people should know bout me

cuz it explains why I’m weird.

[abrxgate-blog]

idk i just i dont think id heal from that looking at my brothers and my sons i just idk sorry

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

I mean

I ain;t..

i’m gearin’ up to move cuz his room is killin’ me

but I try not to think ‘bout it. they wouldn’t want me to. Him and my Cal whos also kinda gone.

shit there i got brinin’ your mood down I am right sorry.

[abrxgate-blog]

no its hoo boy im sorry im a sad shit magnet this is why only jade can put up with me for extended periods of time shes too busy being a ray of sunshine to let my storm clouds get to her im sorry im kind of awful at first impressions i can leave now if im just making you think of sad shit

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

Don’t worry your head over it, I’m aight.

i’ve had all that healin’ time and whatnot

its just a fact that people should know bout me

cuz it explains why I’m weird.

[abrxgate-blog]

idk i just i dont think id heal from that looking at my brothers and my sons i just idk sorry

[abrxgate-blog]

me: *says bro is my best friend* bro, half listening: wait who are you again

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

Shit man I’m sorry to hear that, all’a that

Its shit missin’ people

I know that one well.

[abrxgate-blog]

its fine i mean after the site we met on went down i went months without knowing if he was even still alive i can handle this only sucks because i know we could be talking theres nothing stopping us but our own shittiness also wow i am so sorry for dumping that on you i havent slept in a few weeks so im very open

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

Nah man its cool its cool

I’ve kinda become the resident cuddle and therapy Bro alt ™

Its a role thats weird, but I don’t mind

[abrxgate-blog]

thats really weird to me my bro runs in the opposite direction when i express emotions tbh or when i mention c*ddling this is a first for me

[sarcastic-guardian-blog]

I’m a first for many

but I’ve also been in the multiverse game for a while and changed a lot over the years.

I am also a hair younger then most of my alts

my Dave was eight when he passed away three years ago

so I don’t have the same experiences.

[abrxgate-blog]

oh fuck uh my bro just got his dave hes basically a kiddo as far as bro alts go ..... im really sorry for your loss