Shooting For Serenity

My life is a cw/tw drugged and disorderly.

[xporntasticx]

I wanna torture him and make him cum but also take care of him emotionally and make sure he sleeps and eats well (?)

[flowercavities]

what do u mean it isnt normal to keep razors & bottles of pills around just in case things get too hard again

[theselfcarelifestyle]

Say it with me:

I deserve more than the bare minimum.

[heavensghost]

Everything I own // tfb

[absolute-reductions]

Shit, I’m really grateful for you. You make my world spin. @kbonezz

[purplebuddhaproject]

“I like how sleeping next to someone means more than sex sometimes, the body’s way of saying ‘I trust you to be by my side at my most vulnerable time,’ you have no defenses when you are asleep, you tell no lies.”

— Eric Shaw (via purplebuddhaquotes)

[briearesea]

Saw this today in NW Portland.

[queergraffiti]

“queer existence is resistance”

[understands]

[lifeinpoetry]

I came into your life already proclaiming myself difficult to love

betraying my belief that love is difficulty.

— Jessica Morey-Collins, from “Exercises in Futility,” published in The Boiler

[simplifyshayne]

star sign?

my sun sign is 25.3* in aries 103 conjecture in mars (outward)

direct straight forward and uncomplicated- innovative.  Impatient, impulsive, provoking, and nervous.

Mars influences a spiritual reaction and innate competitive drive.  Competitiveness and confidence is often mistaken for arrogance

my moon is 20.2* in Pisces ( emotional responses/ unconscious predestination- self image)

Dreamy and out of touch, keen intuition.  intuition shows compassion and love but also great suffering of others.  Delightfully odd, we are in touch with all walks and subtleties of human diversity.  Absentminded, and oblivion are far too common, as well as over stimuli from intuitive input.   Lunar Pisceans must learn to differentiate between sincerity and manipulation b/c they’re softies. 

gentle and warm, lost in my imagination, consumed by nervousness.

i’m a delightful mess

[simplifyshayne]

I was too weary of failure that I stopped achieving, and in successes absence I found apathy.

[simplifyshayne]

*feels inadequate* *subconsciously self destructs* *notices & feels worse* *consciously self destructs*

[rachlduncn]

au: delphine comes back from frankfurt with more baggage than she left with

[absolute-reductions]

More like an AU where shayne realizes his relapses hurt others.

[feelinggrunge]

[simplifyshayne]

“I know what I bring to the table. So trust me, I’m not afraid to eat alone.”

— (via killn-emsoftly)

[hellish-daddy]

“I found peace in your violence”

— Marshmello (via neckkiss)

[absolute-reductions]

I literally just want you to come home and kiss me.

I miss you so much. It’s been a week and I know you’re gonna wanna decompress and sleep in your own bed, but wow I just want you to crash through my door and hop up an wrap your legs around my waist and kiss me.

See me soon 💖

[absolute-reductions]

Youre back and I’m so fucking lucky you’re here as much as you are.