i am trying to type this as best as i can. i’m a little unstable because i’m getting hit with every fucking thing at once and i don’t know what to do.
i lost my job throughout the bullshit that happened with the withholding of checks. my landlord is claiming that march’s rent never got paid and when i tried to explain to him that it did, he’s claiming that the money we sent for march was actually for february since february never got paid. which is a huge fucking issues because we DEFINITELY DID pay february & now i’m concerned that my roommate never sent in our portion of payments. which means 1. he probably stole our money & 2. i now have to come up with $475 extra dollars that i DO NOT fucking have.
on top of that, i was selling my hamilton tickets because i couldn’t go to the dates that i had and the theatre isn’t letting us change said dates unfortunately. so i figured i’d sell the pair i had and use that toward rent and everything else that is necessary. i just got a fucking email saying my order was cancelled because it never got sent, even though it did. i apparently made the mistake of putting the tickets into a USPS mailbox and not a UPS mailbox. but i did ‘send’ the tickets before the buyer cancelled them literally this morning so i thought i wouldn’t have to cover anything since it ‘wasn’t my fault’. nope. just got off the phone with stubhub and i still have to pay the $316 late fee that goes with that. ON TOP OF THAT, i don’t even have my tickets back yet so i’m a sitting duck that needs to come up with $791 dollars plus if i don’t recover my tickets, that’s another $711 that i just fucking lost. my landlord is threatening legal action, which means either a collections agency, eviction, or both.
i’m already negative in my bank account and i…. i can’t handle this, guys. i’m tired of fighting and failing. i’m tired of fucking shit up and i’m tired of having to ask for anything but please… please help. my family is shit and can’t do a damn thing. i have no food, no gas money, nothing for basic shit in my fucked up life. my boyfriend has his own problems to worry about but he is affected by this and it hurts me that i’m putting him in a situation like this. my roommate is about to get his everlasting ass beat. i’m just hopeless. i don’t know where i’m gonna get over $1000 dollars from. i just don’t.
please. reblog if you can’t do anything. i’m not expecting much because that would be rude of me to think that people would cover something like this. i’m tired. i’m so fucking tired. and i’m asking for your help.
you can donate to my paypal or through the cashapp ( $omdejo ). i’m just… i don’t know what to do anymore.












