🩹silly starry screwup🪽

stupid lil landmine doll <3 get jinxed!! https://abyssalangels.carrd.co

[abyssal-angels]

Please block me instead of reporting, this is not a recovery based account 🕊️

~ Come on, shoot faster

just a little bit of e-ner-gy🪽

💉 Jinx / Ronova | 22 | she/it

🦋 lifestyle and fashion jirai <3

🦋 DID sys, blog run by 4 alters (Jinx, Elsie, Lo and Droplet)

🦋 BPD + HPD, schizoaffective bipolar, auDHD

🦋 nonhuman - ragdoll cat or a doll <3 please don’t refer to me as a person.

🦋 Lux and Ekko’s wife <3

☁️ I wear jfashion almost every day <3 my main styles are jirai kei, rokku gyaru and mori kei, but I wear decora kei, tenshi kaiwai, EGL and subcul too

☁️ I like League of Legends and Arcane, cosplaying, story based games, sanrio, MCYT and hoyoverse games, and outside of media / hobbies I really like medical science (especially the gross and scarier parts)

☁️ I’m not in uni right now (fuck you schizoaffective) but I was studying pharmacy and I WILL go back to science one day. Right now I draw, paint and make bows and jewelry, and I sell my work at conventions sometimes. I also make my own cosplays to have something to do.

☁️ I’m a Wyll Ravengard and Luxanna Crownguard yume <3 I’m very selectively sharing with Wyll, and open sharing with Luxanna.

☁️ Block the tag #she can’t see the stars 🪼 if you want to avoid anything about my hallucinations, unusual beliefs, paranoia + generally posting while psychotic. I’m trying a way to tag them so I can be more open abt living with schizoaffective.

💎 DNI with me if:

you don’t want anyone my age interacting, you exclude jirai danshis from the community, you can’t be normal about systems, you’re my ex, you use AI ‘art’, or you fit general DNI criteria.

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bad coord pic from the train

[idunnoanymore35]

i think all jirais should get $100 every time we shower or brush our teeth (any kind of self care really) because we deserve it as a present

[abyssal-angels]

is it too late to get into alnst?

[melonshake]

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because they're gifted

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because of their families

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because they're scared of what it entails

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because their peers will see it as just an excuse

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because the professionals they went to believe otherwise

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because they're too young

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because it's too rare

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because of cultural beliefs

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because they're supposed to "just deal with it"

jirais who won't get a diagnosis because it's unaffordable

jirais who won't get a diagnosis because of religious trauma

jirais who won't get a diagnosis because they hate labels

jirais who won't get a diagnosis because they can't deal with being villainized

jirais who won't get a diagnosis because they can't deal with being infantilized

jirais who won't get a diagnosis because they can't stay committed to getting one

jirais who won't get a diagnosis because of their ego

jirais who have a diagnosis but nobody takes it seriously

jirais who have a diagnosis but are in denial

jirais who have a diagnosis but won't tell a soul

jirais who have a diagnosis but can't deal with being infantilized

jirais who have a diagnosis but can't deal with being villainized

the list goes on ... but vanilly sees all of you !!

goodnight, creatures ... hope everyone's day was/is good or at least somewhat enjoyable ...

[stitchedsewnjirai]

may jiraiblr drama never reach this blog

[abyssal-angels]

What does "being weird towards jirai danshis" mean?

people who try and exclude jirai boys / jirai danshis from the community or act as though you have to be female / female aligned to be a jirai

it was more of an issue a while ago and is a bigger thing on other platforms, but as a collective my system is transmasculine and so i don’t want anyone like that around

that wording is probably bad though, i started this blog when i was very unwell and had cognitive symptoms from schizophrenia, so my DNI is generally not the best written, i’ve just not gotten around to redoing it yet

[abyssal-angels]

wld anyone be interested in informational posts abt things I have? I want to make an info post abt schizoaffective and what it’s like to live with it

[fallenangels-rot]

ʀᴇᴍɪɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴜꜱᴇ ᴀɴʏ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴊɪʀᴀɪʙʟʀ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɪꜰ ɪᴛꜱ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴜꜱᴇᴅ...

[abyssal-angels]

YES THIS!!! i know there are other jirai Jinxes but I’M also a jirai kei Jinx <3

[abyssal-angels]

diagnosed with bipolar 1 two days ago 🫠

[abyssal-angels]

i’ve screwed up really bad

i dyed the front of my hair green and i hate it so much.

she was my inspiration but it just looks bad on me, i miss my pink and blue.

[abyssal-angels]

wyd when someone brings up the person who killed themselves years ago, who you found and are still nowhere near moving past, just to make a point about a loss they went through

like,, kirsty meant a lot to me and i still get really upset around the anniversary, this person knows i’m off my meds and fragile rn but still brought her up

[abyssal-angels]

walked past my piercer again and oops i got smth done

[abyssal-angels]

they doubled my antipsychotic dose lol

i’m also not properly diagnosed yet but possible schizoaffective is on my records now bc apparently it’s important to know that

anyway so much for not being drugged and having my personality taken away from me, new psychiatrist still thinks i need to be medicated

[abyssal-angels]

trying to pick an outfit for tuesday because it’s so hot but i have to see my psychiatrist and maybe if i try hard enough he won’t diagnose me with bipolar and we can pretend this is all normal again and i can go off the antipsychotics and just be MYSELF

[abyssal-angels]

made a choice <3 gonna wear my kuromi setup

[abyssal-angels]

trying to pick an outfit for tuesday because it’s so hot but i have to see my psychiatrist and maybe if i try hard enough he won’t diagnose me with bipolar and we can pretend this is all normal again and i can go off the antipsychotics and just be MYSELF

[cringefail-loserfail2]