⭐️ The Nicholas Wolfwood of Jiraiblr 🦷

icarus, he/him! awake 👁️👁️ shedblr user & jirai kei! :3 disc: idunnoanymore27

[idunnoanymore35]

⭐️ intro post! 🦷

hii!! im idunno, you can call me icarus! :3

vash the stampede my beloved <3

DNI: harmful transIDs, T.R.A.S.H., trump supporters, pro ICE, pro AI, dark/proshippers, radqueers, pro harmful para and/or pro contact, anti recovery, pro ana/mia, rcta, endos/willows/tulpas

he/him, aroace & gay/MLM! im also a vash the stampede yumeshipper!!! <3 im big into trigun, both versions + the manga! im also a hellenistic polytheist (meaning i worship the greek gods) but i dont talk about it much on here

i’m into a lot of stuff honestly just ask!! im AuDHD and happy to yap with anybody. my dms & asks are always open to anybody for anything!! :D

im a jirai kei & freqent shedblr so expect triggering content relating to cvtting, EDs, general mental health stuff, etc etc. i am NOT pro any of these things nor am i encouraging people, if these topics trigger you, please, BLOCK, DONT REPORT!

i’m pro recovery but not forced recovery! move at your own pace <3

im also a recently discovered system of some kind, most likely OSDD. only know of 2 alters so far and i don’t know too much about them yet

icarus (me!) (host), he/him ⭐️

nicholas (protector?) he/any 🖤

august (unsure) she/her 🪻

[th3-h13r0phant]

Btw if you use the r slur, thats an immediate block from me

[idunnoanymore35]

now that i know my headmates are there its much easier to recognize when they’re idk, there? but these motherfuckers still act like i have the plague 😭

i promise i don’t bite bro just come say hi

ive had maybe one very brief conversation with nick and its the only reason i know august it even THERE for certain 🥀

[idunnoanymore35]

Guess who has a new fictive that appeared yesterday :'D this system!

again?! dude they’re duplicating like amoebas at this point 😭

[idunnoanymore35]

alright im gonna go sl1ce the shit out of my thighs and then go to bed gn everyone :3

[idunnoanymore35]

i forgot life was meant to be enjoyed

i got back into an old hyperfixation of mine recently

i lost interest a year or two ago after my language arts teacher made fun of me for and ridiculed me out of it

but i don’t have any respect for her anymore after watching her do the same to my best friend so her opinion on things doesn’t matter

[idunnoanymore35]

making homemade booze soon very excited

might share some with a friend because i know he won’t snitch but idk i have trust issues

but mmm yummy im hyped

[bloodiedpawzz]

me when I hurt myself and it ACTUALLY HURTS😱😱😨😨😨

[idunnoanymore35]

out of the hospital yippee!! 🎉🎉🎉

i made a disc account as well so if anyone wants they can yap w me there (idunnoanymore27)

but yayy no more hospital i hate the hospital

[idunnoanymore35]

hi im alive im so sorry for everyone i worried

im in the hospital right now but i should be out in a couple hours unless they realize it was on purpose

[idunnoanymore35]

i’m sorry to those who will mourn me for i am not worth your time

[idunnoanymore35]

i’m sorry i must let you down but i can’t keep going like this i tried my best

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

[idunnoanymore35]

i can’t fucking do this but i can’t let them down but if i have to stay another day on this fucking planet i will die either way i am dead dead dead

i know where they are i am the one who put them there it would be so easy to retrieve them no one is home no one will know no one will care

[idunnoanymore35]

im sorry im fine i promise im sorry

im just bleeding a lot but im fine now i don’t know what’s wrong with me fuck im so sorry

[idunnoanymore35]

Mootie are you alive ? Mootie im worried we're here for you we will miss you we care abt you please dont die /gen

i’m really overwhelmed right now and im just really frustrated and i just need to stop existing for a second

i put everything i could harm myself with away from me im safe right now i promise i just don’t trust myself

sorry for worrying you

[idunnoanymore35]

almost killed myself and no one gave a shit. i knew it wasn’t worth sticking around. i know i sound like a materialistic attention seeking whore (because i am one, i know im a piece of shit), but gods forbid someone seek comfort during a suicidal episode. all my real life friends fucking ghosted me. no one actually fucking cares. i’m a god damn coward who held on to the belief that they actually gave a shit and i shouldn’t have, because they don’t. if no one else will take me off of this gods forsaken planet i will because theres no reason worth staying here. hope you all have a good life, you’re the only ones who were good at pretending to care. goodbye, i can’t wait for it to be over

[idunnoanymore35]

shoutout my mooties for making my pathetic life more bearable im sorry i have to do this to you

fuckin hell

good night and goodbye everybody