Ruined
Do you realize how much I hate you?
You ruined me.
How can i ever trust again?
How the fuck am I ever supposed to open up to anyone again?
How am I supposed to share my deepest secrets?
And trust that m they will be protected and valued?
How am i ever supposed to willingly give my heart and my soul to someone?
Any time i start to get close to someone
I panic,
I back away,
I do not trust.
Because I know what can happen.
I know what people will do.
You ruined me.
















