[accursedhex]

— 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 & 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐞; 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞.

— 𝑳𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝒒𝒖𝒊 𝒗𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒅𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒆𝒓 é𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒕-𝒊𝒍 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒄 𝒔𝒊 𝒑𝒖𝒓?

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[metamorphesque]

'look at me...'

George Frederick Watts ('Orpheus and Eurydice'), Gregory Orr ('Orpheus & Eurydice: A Lyric Sequence'), Chloé Zhao ('Hamnet'), Edward Poynter ('Orpheus and Eurydice'), Ovid, tr. Rolfe Humphries ('Metamorphoses'), Jean-Baptiste-Camille Corot ('Orpheus Leading Eurydice from the Underworld'), Kazimierz Wierzyński, tr. Czeslaw Milosz ('A Word of Orphists')

[feral-ballad]

Carrie Fountain, from Burn Lake; “Late Spring in the Mesilla Valley”

[mournfulroses]

Makenzie Campbell, from a poem featured in "2 a.m. Thoughts," originally published in 2017

[feral-ballad]

Carrie Fountain, from Burn Lake; “Experience”

[mournfulroses]

Tove Ditlevsen, from a poem featured in There Lives a Young Girl in Me Who Will Not Die: Selected Poems

[accursedhex]

I wish I didn’t have to pay back what I never wanted in the first place. I wish that I wasn’t something to pick up, to be made into someone’s project. To owe them when I’m better. My entire life will be spent paying back something I can never afford.

A family that abandoned me.

A family that pitied me.

No matter how much I work.

I’ll never pay back these debts.

— An orphaned child.

— An adopted child.

— A child that should’ve been dead but forced to live.

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Renée Vivien, tr. by Mary Ann Caws, from "The Ransom,"

[metamorphesque]

musings on november

Donald Miller, Holly Warburton, L. M. Montgomery, E. M. Forster, Anne Sexton, Kaye Donachie, Anne Sexton, Emilio Hernandez Martin, Maggie Stiefvater, Nina MacLaughlin (The Paris Review)

[accursedhex]

i think about what pains me the most about will’s spiral was that fact that it happened so clearly in front of everyone. yeah, even beverly said that he’s basically always been off but it was obvious there had been some sort of decline he couldn’t fight. i don’t know. to me, it felt as if he had been given up on. wasting away tiredly. everyone was tired. too tired to save each other because that’s just life.

[accursedhex]

feeling so incredibly unstable right now. like im unsure if i want to make myself just bleed or bleed out.

[metamorphesque]

“Friendship is far more tragic than love. It lasts longer.”   ― Oscar Wilde

1,3. Antoine de Saint-Exupéry | 2.Anne Carson, Euripides | 4.Malcolm T. Liepke | 5.@i-wrotethisforme | 6,9,11,14.Hanya Yanagihara | 7.Arnold Lobel | 8.E. M. Forster | 10.Peter Wever | 12.Joseph Lorusso | 13.Ocean Vuong

[metamorphesque]

― Fyodor Dostoevsky, White Nights

[metamorphesque]

― Li Young-Lee, A Story

[metamorphesque]

Walking with the Wind, Abbas Kiarostami (translated by Michael Beard)

[metamorphesque]

the unbearable heaviness of girlhood / Su Xinyu / Lucie Brock-Broido

[philosophybits]

“My whole religion is this: do every duty, and expect no reward for it, either here or hereafter.”

— Bertrand Russell, “Greek Excercises”, The Autobiography of Bertrand Russell

[agoraphobe]