Love Me Please

Just a sad little girl looking for some love and reassurance. you can call me Maple. It's like a diary - only on the Internet....for everyone to read.

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Sometimes I seriously consider just fucking taking off with my kid and never speaking to my family ever again

I used to want to die, and tried to several times. I realize now I just want out of this fucking town.

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I love when boys with nice voices says my name, even if it's just my online screename in video games

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I want to date a gamer?

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Oof

Tfw the guy you kinda flirt with (OVER D&D LMAO) finally gets a working headset and jumps into your voice chat in the MIDDLE OF YOUR STREAM and his voice is hot af 👌🏻

Don't worry I'm not falling for another dude from Cali, I'm just enjoying the ride while I can

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"Mercy controlls the game, that's her impact. If you're not finding her impactful, you're probably not using her kit right."

Fucking finally a pro said it holy shit.

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I’m more than slightly annoyed by a friend’s behaviour that I’ve noticed where he has to be better than everyone, but especially me and for the first time I can remember witnessing, he “mansplained”...I think is what it’s called. I explained a thing to some mutual friends in a group chat and he came by and rexplained everything I had just said to the group and I just....felt so invalidated so quickly and by someone I trusted. And it’s not just me, he has this weird superiority thing with other people too. Like a few days ago in our D&D game he did it to another girl and I who were just doing our thing having fun together, letting our characters talk to an NPC who had moved to talk to us because his character was talking to his cat (and the npc has a notoriously low attention span, something we were told of before we even met the guy) and he just goes “no it’s fine, I’ll just be sitting over her with my +3 charisma check” and, I usually let that kind of shit pass in a group setting but everyone went quiet and I had to say something to him, so I said “you’ve been talking because you have contacts here, but my character has a +4 to charisma because she’s a charisma caster?” like, excuse me? First of all we do not control who the NPC’s choose to talk to or for how long, and my character wasn’t really interested in talking to the guy anyway (she was super concerned with the animated fabric that was spewn all over everything at the time) but don’t interject your out of character superiority problems into the middle of an in character conversation someone is having thanks. Our DM handled it graciously and we moved on quickly, idk what I would’ve done if I was Dming and something like that happened, I’m so easily annoyed by the ignorance and stupidity of others. I feel like he’s having a lot of issues because, for a lot of reasons, I know a shit load more about the game than he does and I’ve only been playing for a few months, whereas he’s been playing for decades. But I was forced to learn everything on my own in a matter of days so I was forced to actually read the players handbook, cover to cover, whereas he played previous editions and transferred previous knowledge of the game rules.

Anyway, that’s all for tonight, it’s my birthday and I’m going to bed, gnight.

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My old highschool is doing an alumni tour of Italy in two years. I had signed up for information because I thought it’d be a great time. But the more I consider the more I think I want to take a vacation to Salem in two years instead. By myself. I’ve never traveled alone before. Well I’ve travelled alone, but there was always someone waiting for me on the other end. I’ve never vacationed alone before and I think I’m finally at a point where I want to. To truely vacation, take a break from my life to relax and recharge and I know I can’t do that with people with me. I’ve always thought visiting Salem would be neat, it’s always felt like a spiritual home for me and out of all the places I could go that’s the one place I think I’d feel most comfortable.

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Holy fucking shit

My mom just ignored me the whole drive home while I was trying to talk to her and was asking her questions because she was too busy colouring on her phone

Is she suddenly 14? What the actual fuck.

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I think as a fucking adult I’m allowed to be annoyed about people who stress me the fuck out

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Guess i can’t post on my main tumblr anymore since apparently my irl friends lurk there too and I hurt their precious feelings by being honest 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

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The magical lucky loot box. Reblog for luck in your loot boxes this Halloween~~

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satin cloud top

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Sorry I'm shitty at keeping in touch with you guys :/

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Things always to so well for so long and then my boyfriend says something stupid Like For example He's gonna marry his ex 🤣😂😂 👌👌

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I don't want to be here anymore I don't want to exist

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I need help so badly but no one will talk to me

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Lol what do you do when you're boyfriend stops hanging out with you bc all the things you usually do together "have gotten boring" lmao