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I had this artwork in my shelves for a while but I needed to share it because I still like it alot:

Its Vicar Amelia from the game Bloodborne, I played it a while ago with a friend of mine and like one of the last moments before we stopped playing was me beating Vicar Amelia. I fucking love her design and she kinda activated some neurons in me.

I used initially procreate but I finally got CSP and switched to that for the last finishes, its still very rough with the coloring but nonetheless it fucks hard.

#bloodborne #vicar amelia #video games

beastmaidens

model of vicar amelia i revised a few months back

#hmm wife #bloodborne #vicar amelia #video games

summer-oil-inactive

forced caretaking as a trope i think is like cocaine to people who know they need to be taken care of but have mental blocks in the way like yeah please do gently force me into a state of vulnerability so my body learns it is a safe thing to feel around you

fluffiest-fox-kira

This has gotta be a hit with the girlies who have always wanted something terrible to happen to them just so people realize they're in more misery than their outward appearance lets on

sirwombat

Let's laugh on mama

#mamaposting #with mama #big hyena hours

I'm ngl I'm not doing well at all right now and I don't know where else to vent about it without bothering people, but I feel like this account is kinda dead so it'll be like shouting into the void lol.

My anxiety is so bad I'm having trouble functioning. Like my body is just... not having it right now. All I want to do is sleep but sleep makes me feel sick, and my usual distractions aren't working. I feel paranoid that everything good in my life is about to be swept away from me and I'm scared of losing the people I love, and I don't know how to combat those feelings. I probably need to be talking to a professional about this but finding a therapist is so daunting and I'm scared i'll just be judged for not having it bad enough to need therapy.

Idk what the point even is of posting this, I guess just as a record of sorts. Maybe one day I'll be doing better and I can look back on this and think about how far I've come.

11.11.24

#personal #ramblings #gods i hope no one sees this

gloombby

#yeah

aceofwolves

What's the opposite of artblock because I have it and I wanna get off this ride

aceofwolves

Just tallied them... 17 ideas/open WIPs aauughh

#personal #rambles

What's the opposite of artblock because I have it and I wanna get off this ride

#personal #rambles

Trying a new approach to my art queue. Normally I only work on one thing at a time all the way from start to finish. But right now my brain is being silly and I'm paranoid about losing my creative energy to get ideas on paper. So I'm sketching out several pieces right now and then I can hopefully go back at my leisure and work on the more tedious stuff like lining and coloring. We'll see how this works out for me

#personal #art process #rambles