bones

zombie/canine trying his best to pass as human (but not really)

[aching-canine]

An intro post!

My name is Ambrose or Bones, either works :]

He/it! Please do NOT use they/them or she/her for me.

I'm 17!

Silly zombie and canine, don't worry! I'd never eat your brains ૮ > ﻌ • ა

I'm a socialist

I very much have issue with wordings and understanding tones through text. If possible tone tags are appreciated in anything that could be taken as negative, otherwise I will likely assume the worst.

Diagnosed ADHD, anxiety, depression. "Too creative" for autism -a licensed psychologist

DNI

Homophobes, transphobes, etc. I pretty regularly post about being trans and achillean.

Darkshippers.

Trump supporters, though I think other stuff on this list already excludes you.

Transandrophobes. Why would you even be here. Bugger off.

Pedophiles, zoophiles, etc.

Irls (unless given explicit permission.)

Islamaphobes, Xenophobes, all the types of racists, etc.

Antisemites and antizionists. (Nazis.) Just don't.

Anyone who labels themselves as "TMA" or "TME".

Anti therians, otherpaws, nonhumans, althumans, etc.

This blog is meant to be a safe place for me in a tiny corner of the internet! You will not change my mind about any of my DNIs! All arguing with me will do is upset us both. Please just block me and move on with your life.

[scavvenger]

i love being a weird kid who is secretly an even weirder kid

[aching-canine]

sometimes i wish i could vanish. not in the death way. i want to go into the woods and be free and never seen again. being human feels so wrong.

[learn-how-to-love]

Does this person hear themselves. Like does this not just sound like a justification for transmisogyny and racism because someone looked “scary” but justified because it’s a stinky trans man who deserves it. Exhausting

[this-is-weird-behavior]

i really do not think it can be overstated how much hatred against trans men on this site is driven by people finding trans men Just Kind Of Annoying. people have pipelined themselves into posting on the daily about how tmes should be raped to death because 6 years ago a teenage trans boy was somewhat overexuberant on a fandom post, and other such minor irritations. finding someone (and therefore their entire segment of the population) Just Kind Of Annoying is a direct line, especially on the internet, to completely unpersoning them. nothing one of those people ever says or does should be taken seriously, even if it's a matter of life and death. because they were kind of annoying :/

[ironqueer]

It's especially sinister as a trans man to spend your life having your masculinity bullied out of you while presenting as a girl, and then finally accept yourself just to have your own community mirror the same abuse but expect you to take it because you're a man now.

[aching-canine]

r/FreedTheNips is my favourite subreddit it's so beautiful I could cry

it has really solidified my want for lack of nipple grafts. I've been told by so many people that's disgusting and weird and will look unnatural, and seeing so many people post op is. Oh my god

[aching-canine]

redoing tbe profile a lil idkkkk

[aching-canine]

my mum always tells me my eyes look golden sometimes, like a colour she's never fully seen on a human before

like.. yeah that makes sense actually

[aching-canine]

i love sharing advice from when i was trying to quash down the boy because wdym i get to tell this trans woman all these tips and she's so impressed and someone gets to appreciate my knowledge? and it HELPS her? as someone who hasn't had like. any positive interactions with trans women before this is so cool trans women are epic actually i love everyone how can anyone hate people so full of awe at life and living and eyeliner

[aching-canine]

i got confused because i could feel metal in my mouth and then remembered its my snakebites

[canine-entertainment]

I'm not a misanthropist in a "all humans are scum and I despise them" way. I'm a misanthropist in a "I know what these creatures are capable of and I'm terrified" way.

[aching-canine]

my cat just ripped such a smelly fart if he was human i would think he shat himself he really is my son

[aching-canine]

i wish i had more safe spaces to be a dog, a canine, a wolf, what i really am

right now it's just. here. and that isn't really enough, not to get greedy

wolfquest is nice, but i'm alone there

[thoughts-of-an-dumbass]

seeing a post about a transmasc saying he feels spoken over and shut down by other queer people screenshotted and reposted by a transfem with the caption telling him to shut up really makes me want to hurt people. but yeah, trans men “really are the men of the community,” right?

[vaguely-bronco]

ive started saying "they wanted to have their bone and chase it too" when i'm feeling particularly Dog is this anything folks?

[sex-hiccups]

All I'm saying is that I wasn't supposed to still be here. I didn't think I'd see 21. I was quite sure of it, in fact.

Now, I turn 31 in about a week.

I sing in my car at night to the angsty mixed CDs I made as a teenager, but now with a voice that I can feel rumble in my chest precisely where that heavy feeling used to sit like a bag of concrete.

My beard tickles as it blows in the wind, and my lungs are so full because they are no longer bound.

I sing, and I drive home after kissing someone goodnight who sees every part of all that I am and all I am not and does not flinch.

I go to bed sober.

And everything is not okay. But everything is better.

And I wasn't supposed to be here anymore, after I tried putting myself back in the closet very literally and permanently that October over 10 years ago.

But sometimes belts break. Knots give way.

And now here I am.

Driving and singing, as loud as I can.

Young trans guys, it is absolutely imperative that you stay alive.

Stay alive.