Cory,
It’s been almost two months now, so I think I’m good. Thanks though.
Well, Oliver and I have been kind of off lately. He’s never around anymore and when he is everything feels, I don’t know, just weird. And when I was around Lance I felt a lot better. Like, a lot better. He made me feel awesome. Like, better than I’ve felt in a long while.
The only time he’s talked to me was via owl and he just keeps making me feel really guilty. I just really want him to not hate me, Cory. I can’t deal with myself if he hates me.
-Jean
Jeanie--
I'll send you all the love I possess, dear, and all the prayers.
If you and Oliver have been off lately, then not all the problems lay with you. I'm not saying that what you did was entirely right, but it sounds like you two have more issues that need to be worked out, and you aren't the only one to blame. So no matter what, you talk to him. And if all he can do is act hurt and make you feel guilty, you know what you need to do. He's not going to hate you, I doubt he hates you now; he's hurt and that's understandable, but he has no right to act like a child when you're both involved in this.
And while you're at it, talk to Lance. Don't just jump in with him, but give him some idea what's going on and talk to him about how you feel. It's equally as important as talking to Oliver.
--Cory
