mel

crazy noisy bizarre artist | 18 | 🇵🇭

[ackitscaramel]

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hey hey! I’m Mel, and I draw and write sometimes. She/her, and I’m 18. Loud and proud 🇵🇭 and bi!

currently watching Jojo, and planning to watch Mob Psycho 100 and finishing One Piece (maybe)

send me asks about whatever-I love answering questions and I love yapping!

Enjoy my (very new) blog!

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if you ever die, what will your memory start looking like?

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Oh my gawdddd Kakyoin…….

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giyuu doodle

friend asked if I could sketch giyuu for them so we sat in a silent FaceTime call while I did this in 30 minutes

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Guess who’s back (and Johnny Joestar is here too)

genuinely had a crazy time I lost a good friend then started college then a family member died is this adjacent to the ao3 author curse anyway here’s johnnyyyy I saw some photo of some guy in the rain and tried to replicate it then gave up

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Commission with fun edit for @doomreed !

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I haven’t stopped laughing over my friend grabbing my hachiware plush the entire day

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ōgon no kaze sounds of

can anyone find all the faces and references

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IT’S BRUNO COMING OUT OF YOUR TUMBLR!

HES ABOUT T

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what’s that one quote about how loving a hero means he will be the world to you but to him you’re only part of the world

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i eas bored

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legitimately had an interaction straight out of a jojo chapter today

[chiisana-sukima]

nine people i want to get to know better

Thank you for the tag, @slutsons-blog! Starting a new post because I'm autistic and therefore mostly only care about the "Current Obsession" question, and want to ramble excessively as usual in that one.

Last song: Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Red Rescue Team: Pokemon Square because I'm currently playing Pokemon Mystery Dungeon with my daughter. Otherwise I honestly couldn't tell you. Whatever was on in my car.

Fave color: Purple

Currently watching: Star Trek Discovery

Last movie: Knives Out

Sweet/spicy/savory: Sweet, tart, salty

Relationship: married x 27 years

Last thing I googled: the word "dependent", for spelling assistance. which is a good thing because I spelled it "dependant".

Current Obsession: it's been spn since 2016. Truly we are the Hotel California of media franchises. I did recently play Disco Elysium twice in a row in quick succession, and I follow the DE tag. I can't recommend the game highly enough.... but I can feel my Special Interest-level obsession with it fading already. Spn has never faded even a tiny bit and I wonder if it ever will.

@slutsons-blog I feel after reading that you're watching spn for the first time, that I did you a bit of a disservice with my Sam takes to you before in that I mostly talked about Sam's evolution as a character as the show goes on and very little about him from the first five seasons.

Gotta be honest and tell you that although I liked both brothers all along, I was a Dean girl until the end of s6/beginning of s7, when the balance of who gets whumped the most started shifting and my subconscious suddenly decided to switch allegiances. It's not that I liked Dean any less; my id just loves a sopping wet pathetic kitten of a man who has been sexually abused, and Sam got suddenly way more kitteny and pathetic after the Cage. So I don't actually have a ton of takes on "what to love about Sam in the early seasons". I do love early seasons Sam too--she is my beautiful baby princess--but my early seasons takes are a lot more inchoate.

I count myself lucky about my id's sudden defection though, because I think we have limited control of who our blorbos are, and having Dean as a blorbo is a tough row to hoe as the later seasons go along. You know how you noticed that in s6, Dean suddenly gets a lot more assholey without apparent reason? Unfortunately he never gets better again, and in fact keeps getting worse and worse as the years go by, until by the last seasons he is openly far more abusive to their joint child(-in-an-adult body) than John was to him and Sam. It's a realistic picture of what can happen when trauma keeps piling up on people, but it's also honestly pretty distressing, especially if he's your blorbo.

If one is in it for the ship, there's some good destiel content in the later seasons, but if you're in it for Dean, you're left either 1) dealing with the fact he's got extremely significant interpersonal problems that he never gets much of anywhere on solving and that negatively impact his chosen family in profound ways, or 2) pretending he's the same character he was in s1 and Sam is the same Sam from s1, only more boring, and Dean is just trying to put up with him because he was brainwashed by John (or ig 3- something in the middle between those two. But that seldom seems to happen in practice for whatever reason). These two versions of the show are poorly compatible, and that's how the Sam girls and the Dean girls end up in isolated silos. A few people manage to live in both, but not many.

Anyway, I feel like without the context of how Sam and Dean change in the mid to late seasons, the two fics I recc'd as Sam character studies are going to seem insanely Dean-critical, so if you haven't read them yet, you might want to wait until s10. In the meantime, the general recs are fun reads and hopefully do a good job of showcasing both characters earlier on.

Tagging (but I would be a huge hypocrite if I didn't specify there's no pressure to respond, since I almost always fail at responding to tag games myself): @adihildilid @aliusfrater @quietwingsinthesky @sammygender @ardentpoop

@peanutbutterandbananasandwichs @schizosamwincester @normalbrothershow @jellybracelet.

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Thank you for the tag @chiisana-sukima! I do tag games on my main, so I'm reblogging from here

Last song: "What Makes a Man?" by City and Colour. Although also kind of "Elstree" by The Buggles since it's stuck in my head right now

Favorite color: red

Currently watching: Supernatural. Which. Yeah.

Last movie: i honestly don't remember. I don't really watch movies. Can we count musicals? I saw 42nd Street the other day.

Sweet/spicy/savory: you're. Making me choose a favorite flavor? Uh. I guess sweet?

Relationship: Single and very aro so very staying that way. I've got a damn cool FWB, though

Current Obsession: Supernatural. Still. Probably will be for a long while. Although my love of the musical Company is flaring up lately as well, which is nice. It's basically aromanticism: the musical. And personally I also think Bobby seems very aplatonic.

Okay! Tags! @ven10 @randosfandos @70snasagay @thewormarchives @thetreetzar @cat-boy-tom @roach-in-the-kitchen @idjits-areus @closetedangel

[ven10]

Thanks for the tag Mickey! :)

🎶 Last song: ‘Anybody have a map?’ From ‘Dear Evan Hansen’ (as I was listening to it I was imagining Isadora+Duncan feeling lost without Quigley and not knowing how to act anymore or if they are making the right decisions without him contributing or pointing out obvious flaws in their plans or even just making absolutely terrible plans of action for D+I to realise they can 100% come up with something better.)

Favourite colour: Blue

Currently watching: ‘Lock and key’ and ‘House MD’ (unintentional rhyming couplet. Isadora wishes she had what I had/j 🤩🤩🤩)

Last movie: ‘Penelope’

Sweet/Spicy/Savoury: Sweet!!! I love chocolate sm, also tea with sugar😌👍💯. However I do also love salty food, I think that salted fudge is just the most divine thing on this planet. The perfect blend of sweet+salty. Absolutely majestic.

Relationship: I have a gf (who plays the electric guitar) (very cool)

Current obsession: ‘A series of unfortunate events’ 💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯🎊🎊🎊💥absolutely LOVE this ; the books+the show+the fanfiction+the art+also the rare cosplay I stumble across are all INCREDIBLE 🌟🌟🌟🌟⚡️⚡️⚡️💫🌟🔥. I am also currently obsessed with my original WIP which is a lil strange+daunting bc I’m the one creating the plot+characters so if I don’t write something down and I forget it then it’s just GONE. However, it’s also GREAT for the reason that I can make literally anything canon! :)

I’m tagging @cotton-candy-vodka @cygninae @thewormarchives @kitsnicket @thehistoryone @sunsunbauds @violetsbaudelaire @whencartoonsruletheworld @paigesqualor

[cygninae]

Thank you for the tag!

Last song: Sexy Boy by Air - I rewatched 10 Things I Hate About You last night (yes, I am unfortunately a secret romcom fan) and I've had this song on repeat today!

Favourite colour: Probably brown, green or blue. Earthy colours :) I mostly wear brown, black and white though.

Currently watching: Oh god, I'm meant to be watching House of the Dragon for a certain couple of people in my life who is obsessed, but I'm really bad at watching TV shows. I've told them I'm happy to read the books instead, but I might as well be held at gunpoint right now as far as pressure goes to watch the show. So, I'm trying.

Last movie: as previously established, 10 Things I Hate About You. If anyone is curious, my favourite character is probably Patrick. I fucking hate Cameron. He is so annoying, and yet everyone I talk to about this film loves him?! It's driving me bonkers :( am I alone here??

Sweet/Spicy/Savoury: Anything but sweet. Sweetness makes me feel sick. Of savoury or spicy, I'd probably choose savoury the majority of days, but what's one without the other?? (Sidenote: @ven10, I am still appalled by your tea with sugar habits. I believe you should consider therapy.)

Relationship: I kinda have a boyfriend, but he can't really be out, so I'll say complicated? I'll use this as an excuse to talk about him a little, though, because he is unbelievably clever and silly and has the sexiest - cutest accent ever, and I like him quite a bit :)

Current obsession: A little bit between obsessions at the moment. As always, I'm still obsessed with ASOUE and Lemony Snicket, but I've been really busy with moving out and the start of second year Uni - so that's kind of been my main obsession. A lot of packing. So much packing. (Save me.)

I'll tag just a few mutuals so as not to make this post seven pages long: @thehistoryone @who-could-that-be-at-this-hour @professorvonspooky @accidentallylita @library-child @matineaux @spadesquire

[whocouldthatbeatthishour]

TYYYY!

last song: white winter hymnal by fleet foxes

favourite colour: green, brown, orange, earthy tones ftw

currently watching: kaos (/grey's anatomy)

last movie: footloose

sweet/spicy/savoury: savoury, but totally agree a nice mix of all three is superior

relationship: single :(

current obsession: lemony snicket forever and always has my heart. But I also just finished the third a good girls guide to murder and it's literally all I think about. I have dreams about it. Seriously considering majoring in forensics or criminal law

tagging <3, obvs no pressure to partake

@alittle-crow @lemonysnicket @free-my-boy-grumbot @princessstolas @crow-with-a-hoodie @random-knowone @we-are-the-multitude @acesophiewalten @heartrender6

[lemonysnicket]

omg i havent done one of these in so longggg ty for the tag

last song: gay messiah, rufus wainwright

favorite color: i love foresty greens but i also just adore rich warm browns and sepias. lotsa siennas and rich umbers and the like

last movie: student of prague 1913 but that was for class, other than that my last one was rope 1948 (so normal so so soooo normal)

sweet/spicy/savory: i am a sweets enjoyer

relationship status: i have a partner ish of the platonic sort ! but i am not involved in any romantic things no

current obsession: i'm getting back into snicket if it's not obvious considering i'm active again buttt i also really love rope 1948 and raconteurs. and my own personal ttrpg game world and characters

tagging: uhhhh anyone who wants to!! sorry most people i would normally tag have already been tagged haha

[jacobsnicket]

quill i hope you don’t mind me yoinking this lol

last song: fake happy by paramore

favorite color: i like blue and purple. and green. yellow is also good

currently watching: trying to finish my gravity falls rewatch but i have been slacking ngl

last movie: my dad roped me into watching kalki 2898 ad. it was incredibly mid

sweet/spicy/savory: SWEET FOREVER

relationship status: i have a girlfriend and she is great and i love her a lot but she lives on the other side of the country which is not great

current obsession: snicket obviously but i have also fallen back into gravity falls obsession. ford pines lives in my brain now. i am not complaining

tagging: @ackitscaramel @antanplantan @mrnovelist @ellington-f3int and uhh anyone else who wants to do it

[ackitscaramel]

LES GO

Last song: Zero Voltage - Breasts

Favorite color: Purple

Currently watching: Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure Golden Wind every episode has me stressed out

Last movie: Ponyo!

Sweet/spicy/savory: SAVORY FOR THE WIN

Relationship status: single 🗿🗿🗿🗿 the less said the better yk it’s bad when a homie says “can I use this for my oc lore” abt one of your stories

Current obsession: Jojo DUH but also I’m reading bungou stray dogs and I’m TWEAKING WHY ARE ALL MY FAVES ARE DYING IN EVERY MEDIA

tagging: UHHH @pastello-puddle IDK WHO ELSE EVERYONE ELSE HAS BEEN TAGGED I THINK

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what’s that one quote about how loving a hero means he will be the world to you but to him you’re only part of the world

[ackitscaramel]

Hi 👋, My name is Mohammad, and I’m reaching out in a moment of desperate need. I’m a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. 💔

I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $40,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future. 🕊️🇵🇸

Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my family’s safety and well-being. 🫶

If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. 🙏

Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. ❤

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 🔗

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Thank you dear supporters for all the help you are offering the people of Gaza in this dire time. I am a father of four tender babies who are paying much of their childhood and innocence in this unfair war. Please do whatever you can to help me save my family till the war ends.

Despite the suffering and hardships of this fierce war , your support and assistance ease us and grant us power and patience. Your contribution keeps a whole family safe, that is why i am asking you to donate whatever you can of at least share my link so that other donors can know about my tragedy and pain.

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I’m working lateeee, cuz I’m a minorrrrrr (college applications)

sorry this came to me in a dream

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genuinely so crazy abt Jojo bc every time I watch an episode I end up drawing jojo art anyway can someone send me poses Joseph or Jonathan would do I’m cooking something