ac

lover of star wars & miscellaneous music

[mansons-horror-queen]

Marilyn Manson ~ This Is The New Shit

Live 2003

[theserlingbucket]

A visual of what I experience everyday.. I’m still scared to ask my mom to go get diagnosed with ocd because that’s what I feel like I have since I match all the symptoms and I heard it runs in my family,…

[profoundness4u]

Me: *breathes*

Also me: it’s a defense mechanism for the anxiety I developed due to my childhood traumas

[stopppicking]

stop scratching. start healing

[theboyinacorner-deactivated2021]

Compulsions

Me: my OCD isn’t THAT bad

Also me: can’t touch garbage cans without then washing my hands with either 5 or 10 pumps of soap, has specific hand gestures for different actions so that the desired outcome happens, counts foot steps to find patterns, picks at skin, thinks accidentally hitting an animal while driving means I might become a sociopathic mass murderer, has to leave extra early for anything “because what if something happens and I end up being late then everyone hates me”, “if I don’t follow The Routine ™, then The Bad ™ will happen”

Me: no…not bad at all!

[bananafishing-infp-blog]

Wait, what do you mean by “not everyone has intrusive thoughts”? Does it mean not everyone wakes up thinking “oh common little ugly potato get up to act stupidly and see how noone cares for you”?

[recoveringminds1stepatatime]

Showing people round my bedroom like

[structuresofunfeeling]

sensorimotor ocd is absolutely funsies today i spent a full 1 hour re-saying and re-saying the word “decision” because my tongue feels weird and flabby and nothing sounds correct anymore when i speak

[cheaphalloweencostume]

out of my various OCD habits such as counting stairs and pulling out every hair on my body I think my favorite is having to measure chapstick caps against the chapstick that’s sticking out of the tube every time I use it because if the chapstick itself touches the inside of the cap I Will Perish

[downwiththedarklord-deactivated]

me: my acne has nothing to do with my eating habits/mental health

also me: *picks at face 24/7* *eats 5 cupcakes in a row*

[joshholloways]

“Everyone dies sometime. Some of them before you, some of them long after you.”

[johnlockez]

Jack Shephard in every episode of Lost™:

[blarkehart]

when you rewatch a show and hope that maybe this time your favorite character won’t die but they do

[luffybrini]

me: *watches lost five years after it was finished*

me: why isn't anyone talking about lost??

[llinstead]

[joshholloways]

“Two players, two sides. One is light, one is dark.”

[laughordie]

I miss this show