a disappointed idealist

my name's grantaire, i havent a hope for the future, a word thats worth a cent, or a painting that isnt him. [[independent grantaire rp blog from les mis; will rp with with anyone]] current m!a: none

[acynicalgay]

is.......anyone still here lmao its been 2 fuckin years LOL

[acynicalgay]

"Did you do this?" -apolloenrouge

"Did I do what?"

[apolloenrouge]

“—

I thought so,” he replied after a moment, sparing another glance to the paper in his hand. “I— It’s very good.”

[acynicalgay]

He rolled his eyes, letting out a silent laugh. "My dear ami, you don't have to lie to me."

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

Grantaire knocked on the door lightly, scrunching his nose up.

(SPAZZES) 

Gabes eyes widened as he opened the door, his still breath caught in his throat. “R?” 

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

Gabe shifted his weight, leaning his back against the wall. “You still love me?”

[acynicalgay]

He nodded. “Mon coeur veut vous seulement.”

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

Gabe smiled. “Je t’aime aussi, vous abrutie. I got that from a book.”

[acynicalgay]

"Comme c'est mignon." Grantaire grinned, with a role of his eyes. "Could I uh, like, kiss you now?"

[acynicalgay]

"Did you do this?" -apolloenrouge

"Did I do what?"

[apolloenrouge]

He held up the drawing silently. He had found it the night before, left behind after the meeting.

[acynicalgay]

He stared at it for a long moment. "That would be mine."

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

Grantaire knocked on the door lightly, scrunching his nose up.

(SPAZZES) 

Gabes eyes widened as he opened the door, his still breath caught in his throat. “R?” 

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

Gabe shifted his weight, leaning his back against the wall. “You still love me?”

[acynicalgay]

He nodded. "Mon coeur veut vous seulement."

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

Grantaire knocked on the door lightly, scrunching his nose up.

(SPAZZES) 

Gabes eyes widened as he opened the door, his still breath caught in his throat. “R?” 

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

"Oh." Gabe looked down. "Its good that you were with your friends. Do you..wanna come inside?" 

[acynicalgay]

Grantaire nodded, taking a quick step inside. "I've missed you, a lot you know. Poor Proserpina is probably sick of me moping about you." A small pause an a sigh. "Vous savez Je t'aime? Je me sens comme poubelle pour laisser tellement, je suis d'accord si vous voulez me sortir de votre vie. Je suis désolé et je vous aime. Beaucoup."

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

Grantaire knocked on the door lightly, scrunching his nose up.

(SPAZZES) 

Gabes eyes widened as he opened the door, his still breath caught in his throat. “R?” 

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

"You were with Enjolras?" 

[acynicalgay]

"uh, yeah, yeah I was. Joly, Bossuett and 'Chetta had a date night so I couln't stay with them...and...yeah." Grantaire forced a smile that was quickly dropped.

[acynicalgay]

yoyo im actually back lets rp and shit

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

Grantaire knocked on the door lightly, scrunching his nose up.

(SPAZZES) 

Gabes eyes widened as he opened the door, his still breath caught in his throat. “R?” 

[acynicalgay]

Grantaire forces a small smile, rubbing the back of his next.  ”That’s me.”

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

"When..when did you get back?"

[acynicalgay]

"Around two days ago. Crashed at Enjolras' place for the time, until I could catch a train to see you."

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

Grantaire knocked on the door lightly, scrunching his nose up.

(SPAZZES) 

Gabes eyes widened as he opened the door, his still breath caught in his throat. “R?” 

[acynicalgay]

Grantaire forces a small smile, rubbing the back of his next.  "That's me."

[suspiciions]

@acynicalgay started following you

Toby heard the familiar ding of the shop doorbell, signalling that another customer had entered the meat pie shop. It was a young man, scruffy, but handsome, Toby thought. He didn’t look very happy, though, in his opinion. 

“‘Ello, sir, wha’ can I do for ya?” He asked, flashing the man a cheerful smile, almost hoping it would be contagious. He didn’t like to see people looking so down.

[acynicalgay]

Grantaire sighed slowly, rubbing at his face as he forced himself to look at the other. He didn't say anything for a long moment, just glancing around the shop, waving some dust away from his face. 

"Uh, bonjour." He mumbled, giving the boy a quick smile. "Just looking around and such."

[acynicalgay]

"I have an idea.."

"Please enlighten me."

[acynicalgay]

"Did you do this?" -apolloenrouge

"Did I do what?"

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

"I'm home."

"R?" Gabe eyed the man curiously. Then he smiled brightly, throwing his arms around the cynics neck in glee, burying his face in his neck. "Where have you been? I missed you so much."

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

“You’re wonderful, Grantaire. Really really wonderful.” He smiled.

[acynicalgay]

"Not as wonderful as you."

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

"I'm home."

"R?" Gabe eyed the man curiously. Then he smiled brightly, throwing his arms around the cynics neck in glee, burying his face in his neck. "Where have you been? I missed you so much."

[acynicalgay]

Grantaire stayed silent for a moment, slowing wrapping his arms around the other. “I’m so sorry. I’ve just been, gone.”

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

He pulled away slightly. “It’s okay. I’m glad you’re back.” He said in a soft voice. “You’re here now.”

[acynicalgay]

Grantaire pressed a small kiss to Gabe’s lips, giving him a smile. “And I’m here to stay.”

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

"You have no idea how much I’ve missed you." He ran his hand through the others hair.

[acynicalgay]

Another kiss. “Ive missed you more than anything in this entire world.”

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

"Did you really?"

[acynicalgay]

"Thought of you everyday. Wished upon a star that you were with me."

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

"That’s.." He flushed slightly. "That’s sweet. I couldn’t sleep without you, you know."

[acynicalgay]

"I drew you whenever I had the chance. Someone even bought a painting of you and Proserpina." He paused for a moment, kissing him lightly. "There wasn't a night that I didn't dream of you."

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

"I'm home."

"R?" Gabe eyed the man curiously. Then he smiled brightly, throwing his arms around the cynics neck in glee, burying his face in his neck. "Where have you been? I missed you so much."

[acynicalgay]

Grantaire stayed silent for a moment, slowing wrapping his arms around the other. “I’m so sorry. I’ve just been, gone.”

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

He pulled away slightly. “It’s okay. I’m glad you’re back.” He said in a soft voice. “You’re here now.”

[acynicalgay]

Grantaire pressed a small kiss to Gabe’s lips, giving him a smile. “And I’m here to stay.”

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

"You have no idea how much I’ve missed you." He ran his hand through the others hair.

[acynicalgay]

Another kiss. “Ive missed you more than anything in this entire world.”

[gabriel-ghost-boy]

"Did you really?"

[acynicalgay]

"Thought of you everyday. Wished upon a star that you were with me."

[acynicalgay]

Dear Diary,

I feel kind of numb. I don't know if it's from the cold or just me. I don't know much of anything anymore.

I miss my friends. I miss my cat. I miss my art. I miss my drinks. I miss my life.

-R