Nostalgic for Disaster

Recovering Nihilist

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Giving dating advice to the person you’re in love with 🥴

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Just borderline filth

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You had your chance

so close

a thin layer, a soft wind

would have crumbled my house of cards

exposing and eroding

a deep well

an untouched oasis

a delusion of my soul

what ifs fade away

a day is a new day

take me further baby

this is divergence

silence brings violence

a chaser and a shot of spirits

we never lied

but we were definitely concealing

so now is now

a future anew

no answers are given

all lies become truth

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My head

[dioraura-deactivated20200527]

a form of self love is getting rid of the urge to want to announce things publicly, and celebrating them silently or privately.

[ohlalaparis]

hannah_lagom

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Sunset

What color would I use to describe happiness? I think it changes from person to person With her it's like a lilac, a comforting site Soft like satin

Your more of a dark purple One with depth, that’s polished A color that feels like it holds a whole universe Intense

I misplaced you for awhile Forgot You drifted further away Somehow the stars sent you back to me

An easy ember to reignite A warm glow, like a sunset Soft like the clouds holding in the light Cherishing its escaping nature

That’s how I imagine you now A purple deep as the ocean But mixed with the color of the sky Over the sea, kissing its horizon

Your energy is felt Or maybe i’m just imagining all this Creating false realities in my head Reading far too deep

History creates context We see that in each other A way no one new can Events, feelings, smoke all rising above

I crave a feeling that may not exist A wave sent out into the sky A beam that lights the ground on fire But burning cool at our feet

Meet me in between the present and a memory In my dreams A safe place we can exist No restrictions

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Nostalgia

I’m not sure if I fall in love with people

Or the feelings they give me

Or gave me

Recreating past events in my mind

Looks and tastes

Laughs out of place

Humor is such a turn on

I worry about chances I missed

Moves I strategized myself out of

Experiences lost

Because I never looked up