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Why is it so hard to see that I care for you even though you treat me like shit. I would ruin myself to fix you. All I ask is for a hug.

Compliments is a normal interaction trait between social groups that I was not used to when growing up. Mainly because no one liked me or thought I was pretty.

I want there to be another chance.... I really want there to be another chance....

This screams a mistake...

“I don’t know what to say”

“I don’t know what I’m feeling”

"I feel conflicted"

Say it. Just say it’s a mistake. Please. Just admit it. Please let me in.

His not getting back with me. He is the type of person who makes a decision and never looks back. I know him. So don't spin me that false hope of "he'll realize what his missing" because he won't. I know he won't. And the sad part is I hope I am wrong but I know I am right. Because I know him...

Learning how to live a happy lonely life. This reading makes it look so easy... Tha k god I have three dogs. I'm pretty sure it's fucking hard.

I hate myself......

Stop fighting...heart and brain I know you want this but please stop. You're hurting me. It's over. Stop trying to convince him. Please stop. I've come to terms with it when he first brought up his feelings. Please stop. It's not worth it if he doesn't want it. I can't take this just stop feeling.

Fucking crying in my sleep. What is this fucking hich school. Tell my body to stop. Please stop just stop. I don't want this. Please. Please....please.

This is some cruel joke. I can't take this anymore.

Pretty much karma. I deserved this in the end. It was bound to happen.

It's still not working and if I try to finish it off it will only harm me. I don't know what to do. This is finally it. I'm going to be alone. THAT Is it. And it scares me. No more dating. No more relationship. No more of it. Just me myself and I. I'm not ready for it but I'm going to have to be. And what hurts me is when he leaves me and finds himself his going to find someone else. And I have to be oki with it because I love him but I how can I be when it should be with me. Fuck.

I never thought I would ever do this but drinking to make this pain go away makes a lot of sense. No I'm not drinking myself to death. Just enough not to feel.

Just inherited my uncles playboy collection.....

Vacation?

How are you going to tell me "We'll see" about taking a vacation next year? Year 2016 is a leap year so you're going to have 366 days in one year. That is one extra day. And a vacation usually is 3 to 7 days. And you're going to say "we'll see" to me?

Yes....

I get irratated when you don’t answer my text back for hours but during that same time and then some you can share something in facebook five times as much

"No but you know they were gone for a long time and they left by ship"

Stop it. The parents told Elsa they were coming back in 2 weeks. Seriously. Tarzan is not their brother.

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