A disturbed Musing

The Hard account of a semi disturbed mun.

[faye-savin]

Baby Mine: Faye & Chris (introducing Eowyn)

[faye-savin]

Faye smiled at him, in the way that sloppily drunk people do, all sideways and genuine. “Tha’s good… she’s a good baby. Jus’ scared o’ her bein’ all alone. They gonna know what room I’m in?” she asked, her eyes watering again. The drugs took all filter off her words, and all rational thought. 

“Yeah,” she drawled slowly, moving her fingers back and forth over his. “’s neccissa… nirresse…. needed,” she finally managed. A few tears did make their way down her face. She wiped them away with a heavy hand. “Don’t mean to be… such a burden. Feel like it. Like I’m…” she made a steep diving motion with her free hand, “draggin’ you down. Makin’ you miserable.” Her eyes closed. She was so tired. 

“No wond’r… you f’rgot ‘bout … marryin’ me…” she breathed out as she fell into an exhausted sleep.

[adisturbedmusing]

“Oh stop it.” He told her, “Just relax, and try not to think about any of that stuff right now.” He let out a small sigh as he thought of everything she was trying to say, it was a shame that he couldn’t really respond back to her about it, he could but it probably wouldn’t of stuck and now really wasn’t the time to broach this subject as she lay half unconscious in a hospital bed.

His jaw clenched at her words about forgetting to marry her, that wasn’t it at all, everything else took precedent over a formality of actually getting married. He opened his mouth to speak but was interrupted with a small snore coming from the bed beside him. The only real noise besides the nurses outside working on what ever it was that nurses worked on.

Chris stood up and grabbed the other chair, so he could prop his feet up and sort of lay down a little before closing his eyes. He opened one eye again just to check on her and take a look at her monitors, he should have know by now and how many times they had been in the hospital what they meant but he didn’t. Chris moved his hand to reach over and put it on her arm so if she woke up she had some sense of where he was.

[faye-savin]

Baby Mine: Faye & Chris (introducing Eowyn)

[theplantsdontlie]

Chris almost dropped her as she fought against his grip, “Calm down.” He told her. Normally you could tell when an animal would attack another animal but this didn’t feel like that at all. Although it looked odd yes, did it feel threatening not at all. Chris hung back and watched the almost ceremony going on from the imps around their child, one more dead give away that this wasn’t threatening was the plants weren’t attacking.

“Faye.” He told her, “They plants aren’t attacking them.” He put his hand out and took her hand. He knew this probably wouldn’t stop her but it was worth a try. Maybe the imps were doing something to protect the baby.

[faye-savin]

“What?” she said in confused alarm. “What do you-” But then she saw what he mean. The plants weren’t trying to harm the Imps. In fact, they weren’t anywhere near the truck or the babbling circle of creatures that moved around Eowyn. 

Pulling Chris forward towards the truck, Faye stopped at the open door. When the creatures noticed her presence they stopped, turning towards her curiously, though some laid back their ears and chittered something she didn’t think was a friendly hello. 

“What are they saying?” Faye asked Chris as she peeked in to see Eowyn sound asleep in her carseat, unharmed.

[adisturbedmusing]

“I don’t speak Imp.” He told her with a laugh as the creatures looked at Faye, they had grown on him and he had actually come to like them. In his head he was naming them, but sexing them was difficult as no visual genitalia was present.

“It’s like they are protecting her from something.” He told her, “Like they care? If it was harmful the plants would be here right?” He said again more for his own confirmation. He looked back at the Imps and one of them gave him a toothy smile and they all came to a group and dissapeared.

[royaltylovers]

This simple story made me tear.. No matter how much we sacrifice, there will always be the ones who will throw us away once they get what they want. It’s really sad… Poor Teddy..

[everyone-was-kung-fu-fighti-blog]

A strong man needs a strong woman (Unless he is gay, but still…your partner is a reflection of yourself). Any man who stifles the voice of others, stifles his own voice. Who we choose as partners is a reflection of ourselves. Heterosexual men who want women to be subservient Stepford wives are...

[andrewmaxedon]

[baeyan-deactivated20180829]

“This piece was primarily a trust exercise, in which she told viewers she would not move for six hours no matter what they did to her.  She placed 72 objects one could use in pleasing or destructive ways, ranging from flowers and a feather boa to a knife and a loaded pistol, on a table near her and invited the viewers to use them on her however they wanted. 

Initially, Abramović said, viewers were peaceful and timid, but it escalated to violence quickly.  “The experience I learned was that … if you leave decision to the public, you can be killed… I felt really violated: they cut my clothes, stuck rose thorns in my stomach, one person aimed the gun at my head, and another took it away. It created an aggressive atmosphere. After exactly 6 hours, as planned, I stood up and started walking toward the public. Everyone ran away, escaping an actual confrontation.”

This piece revealed something terrible about humanity, similar to what Philip Zimbardo’s Stanford Prison Experiment or Stanley Milgram’s Obedience Experiment, both of which also proved how readily people will harm one another under unusual circumstances.”

This performance showed just how easy it is to dehumanize a person who doesn’t fight back, and is particularly powerful because it defies what we think we know about ourselves. I’m certain the no one reading this believes the people around him/her capable of doing such things to another human being, but this performance proves otherwise.”

this is why performance art is important

[thebestworstidea]

So every single person who told me ‘ignore them they’ll go away’ and ‘you can’t let them know they bothered you’ and ‘They’ll stop if they don’t see you react’ and all that bull shit, my entire school career, I want you to look good and hard at this.

I want you to think about what you said.

What you keep saying.

What you are telling your children.

You are making them powerless.

[darkestgreen]

that last comment. actually crying.

[bm13]

We talked about this piece in my performance art class over in school. It was fascinating at first, but as she explained what people started to do to her as the performance continued the entire class was horrified. I remember specifically the artist explaining how one person took the rose she had on the table and gently brushed it’s petals across her face, then a handful of minutes later someone took that very rose and stuck it to her skin by its thorns.

It applies to so many things in life. Bullying, abuse, trauma, and even everyday life. Muggings, robberies…so many things. What people will do is insane.

This is an extremely powerful and important piece. Even if you are not very interested in performance art or art ta all, please, read this one. Please.

It holds a very important message about people.

[your-health-hazard]

[wecanonlysleep]

[cannot-stand-this-hell]

[this-pretty-bullshit-deactivate]

[leslieswhirlwind-deactivated201]

[brokenteens21]

[sizvideos]

[niggasandcomputers]

he did more than the government

[this-is-wanderlust]

this seriously makes me want to cry i wish i had enough money to do that

[fuzzycricket]

For 1000 dollars, this man’s life was made considerably easier for four weeks. The government has many thousands of dollars. And yet…

[adisturbedmusing]

Wow that's awesome

[nolongerthesamewoman]

[krxs10]

in case yall been sleeping here’s a reminder that we just shut down Mall Of America, the largest mall in the USA, to protest the wrongful deaths of young black men by police. #blacklivesmatter

[everyone-was-kung-fu-fighti-blog]

This is perfect.

[purplebuddhaproject]

Inability to accept the mystic experience is more than an intellectual handicap. Lack of awareness of the basic unity of organism and environment is a serious and dangerous hallucination. For in a civilization equipped with immense technological power, the sense of alienation between man and nature leads to the use of technology in a hostile spirit—-to the “conquest” of nature instead of intelligent co-operation with nature.

 Alan W. Watts (via purplebuddhaproject)

[fxckup-kid-deactivated20161012]

Never underestimate the pain of a person. Everyone is struggling. It’s just some people are better at hiding it

(via fxckup-girl)

[chillin-likeavillainnn]