Everything is Everything

Dreamers,travellers,lovers.

[adolescentptr]

Remember me

See me when you see the sky

Remember me

When you walk through the shore

Feel me

When you smells the ground after the rains

Remember me

When you walk on sunny days

Remember me

Like you remember the smell of seasalt

Cause whenever you go you’ll see me everywhere.

One of my poetry sound creepy lol.

[adolescentptr]

Two bugs flying searching the honey

The one bug still have it

But he couldn’t get enough

Until he found the good one

But still get enough

But the another didn’t have any leave anymore

She was searching everywhere

But still couldn’t find it

She’s even hopeless

Until one day she found the whole garden with full of flower.

#justmidnightthought

[adolescentptr]

About life and take it

[adolescentptr]

The sign of memories

[adolescentptr]

Being empty is like a vacant house. An unlocked, vacant house. Anybody can come on, anytime they want. Thats what scare me the most. I can make things rain from the sky, but most of the time i don’t have any idea what i’m going to make rain next. #myfavlinefromkafkaontheshore

[adolescentptr]

Once

There’s a beautiful eyes

With smooth teeth

Too many secret he keeps

Walking through sands

The sweetest skins

Wondering why he leave

[adolescentptr]

The moon was shine in the middle of the night

The sun was bright after the rain

There will be a wrong or right

I hope we will met again in the next life

[juansendizon]

“I always thought that loneliness was this kind of sickness that I needed to destroy in order for me to be happy. But then I felt that without this loneliness, I wouldn’t be able to understand what makes me feel better when I am alone. So then I decided to be alone. I said good morning to myself alone. I ate alone. I read books about how people who were alone managed to find redemption by being alone. I showered alone, went for a skate on the afternoons alone, and sang sweet songs to my sadness when I realized that being gentle with myself when I am alone is enough to make a garden of self-worth in my mind regardless of being alone until one day I felt like I wasn’t despite still being alone. I saw music in the way the birds sang on top of glowing streetlamps when the darkness came, and I heard poetry in the way I saw the countless people in the streets walking alone, stargazing alone, and simply taking in the night air alone, and so I wasn’t really alone. I am a part of this great club where poets are born, nature lovers are born, flower childs are born, and the funny thing is we’ll be dying in the good company of ourselves alone. Loneliness is a sign that we’re in need of a search for something that will make us happily whole.”

— Juansen Dizon

[adolescentptr]

#midnightthoughts

[adolescentptr]

Sometimes , im just afraid

To time

That makes everyone differentt or i’am being different.

It makes me sad pretty much.

[adolescentptr]

Tonight,tonight

All i wanna say is, i miss you all

I miss them.

I know that our situations not support us to be together, but i just i wanna say miss you all.

Nad,gong,nya,gi,lan,tam er,dil,nad,dit all of you who really matters in my life.

Omg its so paintful.

I just miss our memories.

[adolescentptr]

To. My cancerian Soulmate

Here,we go again

A special day in your life, though everyday with you was specials. 🥺

We through all the epic years

I dont know when it stop

But i hope it will never stop

To through this roller coaster life with u

Though i really scare, but as long as with u being part of my life, i’ll do it over and over again.

The conclusion is. Trying so hard for your birthday wishes is sucks, but i keep doing it through this time. Lol

A words happy birthday is not just a word when it comes to yours.

Soooo rather than sweet words nor heartwarming words,

I’d like to say, please have a long life, because i dont know how my life without you. this day is yours happy 30 june. 💩👾

[adolescentptr]

The earth is resting

So we are

Today was good enough

You did a really good job enough

Thank you for endure until now

I love you, sorry to make u exhausted, i really proud of you.

Dear my self and i.

[adolescentptr]

I wonder 5 wishes, what i really want it so badly, lets write it! :)

- covid-19 is over

- run my coffee shop with peace

- stabble physically and mentally

- my family healthy

- find the one lol

[adolescentptr]

Thoughts the corner of the room

I’d like to know how you’ve been lately

I used to think that we are infinity

We’ve been through thick and thin

Happiest and sadnest moment together

Fuse into the space

Imagine what’s the future bring us

How ours path ends

How our steps bring us

How’s your family looks like in the future?

Yea i used to think like that

Now, it hurts to think about that

It seems not the same anymore

We’re like strangers instead.

[adolescentptr]

It happens again actually, it enough that i’m loser for past 26 years. And please i want change.

I thought that i was good enough, but it wasn’t.

[adolescentptr]

Anavrin

I open my eyes on the corner of my bed

New page of my life was started

I cannot resist nor banned it

Never imagine to met you soon

I believed soon as possible

New home is waitin’