I'm going to admit it here for the first time in my life. Im bulimic and i'm addicted to laxatives. I'm been bulimic for 2 years. Later, for a period, about 10 month, I've become anorexic (in that period I lost quite 10 kg in the first 3 month) every body started to call my sick, even my closer friends. Now I'm suffering from bulimia nervosa that had made me gain about 4kg (before I started with laxatives). Now I look healthier, but I feel worse, broken inside. I just wish I can return back in that shape that used to make me feel comfortable with myself, but doing this the real problem would be the others sight of me that wouldn't make me feel comfortable with them and myself. Thanks for reading.