Getting Somewhere Fast

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[adrenaliziing]

I shouldn’t have looked

I wish I was okay

I deserve to be okay

I wish it didn’t hurt so much

How much of it did I do to myself

It’s too much

[adrenaliziing]

I think about pain a lot more than I actually experience it…

[adrenaliziing]

It hurts to feel

So burdened by the same emotions

That make me the artist I am

The person I am

But what good am I for anything

If I lose my mind?

Miles and miles away

I float off on clouds of my own thoughts

Drifting and forgetting where I first started

In this wandering and confusion— the “rabbit hole” I call it—

I start to feel very down, out of my own control

My head feels like thunder and eventually my eyes give in and break.

Next thing I know,

the rain is falling from my eyes

as my body sinks

into the weight

of the cement block by my front porch

All of my limbs melt into a puddle

and my eyes become blurry,

hoping no one comes outside and slips…

And as I am melting, and my eyes are blurry,

I start to hear the earth moving around me

I can hear the gutter dripping

I can hear the crickets chirping

the AC unit humming

the cars passing

And then I remember that puddles reflect the sky

So, as my puddled-self continues to melt, I remember to look up

I can see the stars

I can see the soft, low clouds

the orange street lamps

the neighbors winding down,

For these things I will gladly embrace my melting moments

Knowing that tomorrow I will be illuminated by the sun

And promise to embrace the rain in my rainbow

[destroymylife]

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[seurious]

[sunsetquotes]

“Life went on without you. Of course, it did. Of course, it does. It was just an ending. Not the end.”

— Lang Leav

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By Alexander Milov

[aestheticgoddess]

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