perfect body, perfect soul

vent blog for ✨disordered eating✨ don't do what i do, please ♡ sw: unknown (200lbs+) cw: 167lbs ♡ gw1: 160lbs ♡ gw2: 140lbs ♡ ugw: 120lbs

[pinkmatchaswirl]

I've realized how easy it is to just not 3at? Just don't? Time is going to pass anyway HOW MANY TIMES ARE WE GONNA HEAR THAT DAMN SENTENCEEE, but it's true. You can be at your gw in a month if you lock in right now. I don't care if you're reading this after a b1nge or after you purg3d. I don't care. Just close your mouth. The feeling is Euphoric. You will be th1n.

[acompleteunkn0wn]

an empty stomach will always feel better that a full one

[girlreallyfuckinginterrupted]

yk ill be really embarrassed if people ik irl find this account not because of the things i post because theyre gonna think “this b!tch is not even sk!!nny why is she posting about 3ds”

[adroptodrink]

also i lost 18lbs since i was last weighed at the doctor's office! down to 174!! it was 172 at one point but since i was 174 later that same day i think it was just losing water weight or my sweatshirt or something

this is so encouraging. if i keep up this rate i can get the next ~50lbs off by spring easily and be at my ugw 🥰 my gw1 is close too!!

[adroptodrink]

[almost one year later] a bitch could not keep up that rate

[anaslefttit]

my fav low cal foods ♡

cucumbers!!! (you can slice them really thinly and season them a bunch so yum practically no cals)

eggs (i prefer boiled but if you fry them without too much oil the cal0ries are kinda the same)

rice cakes! (you can add a light layer of greek yoghurt soo yum)

berries (literally every type of berry is low in cals but especially strawberries and they’re soo cute)

watermelon (so refreshing in the summer and the crunch is soo good)

ok thats it for now lmk if u want more <33

update: just posted part 2!! <3

[adroptodrink]

you can turn most frozen fruit into a sorbet just by blending them with a tiny bit of warm water. the warm water helps create the smoother sorbet texture. but imo the almost shaved ice consistency you get when pureeing a rock-solid frozen fruit like strawberries is really good too. you can add a sweetener if you want to but that's optional

[adroptodrink]

im not proud of it but when ppl talk about how they wish they could gain weight or how they hate having a low appetite i hate them sm. "oh i have a hard time eating enough calories 🥺" genuinely stfu

[silentlittlelambx]

"having a fast metabolism is so hard 🥺🥺" oh shut the fuck up you know you enjoy being able to inhale the whole mcdonalds menu and stay under 40kg dont even lie

[sammyl0ll]

"you dont want to have a fast metabolism"

uhm yeah.... i do....

[crxnberrykxng]

pros of drinking water: lose water w3ight, curbs hung3r p@ins, water is good for you

cons of drinking water: i now piss approximately 300 times a day

[crxnberrykxng]

hey google, "low c@l recipes" does not mean "445 per serving"

[lyslowcal]

This whole Ed thing is making me dumb because I ate a snack because I was REALLY hungry, and here I am thinking i shouldn’t have eaten that because I’m not that hungry….. YEA UR NOT HUNGRY CUZ YOU ATE THE SNACK

[mentallyillkidd]

So tired of my body id wholeheartedly would rather d¡e than l¡ve another day in this sh¡tty f@t vessel. It doesn’t even feel mine at this point im so detached from my body I genuinely cant l¡ve in it anymore. It betrays me day after day, i want another body🎀🎀🎀

[dying-to-be-skinny]

why must alcohol have calories 😔

[dioradd1ctbitch]

why tf does my body get hungry when it can just burn my fat?? what does it need the extra food for

[starsvation]

"but being skinny won't solve your problems" being fat IS my problem what are you talking about

[nocalbun]

why can’t i just restrict 😭 this used to be so easy

[elaichitea24-deactivated2025070]

Eating two meals a day instead of just one keeps me under my limit better bc I can actually control myself when I get to eat and I don’t feel like dying until my omad