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Infatuation

Infatuate you lifeless

I move on to the night shift

I didn’t really love it

I’m just a classic druggy

I hope you never find out

No drink to wet my dry mouth

I used you just to hide out

I wish that I was high now

I wanted things you couldn’t give

I wanted hope, reason to live

I wanted love, it never is

I want a life better then this

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i love saying fuck me because it can either be sexual or self-loathing and those are two things that describe me perfectly

Childhood

I wish I had my adolescence. When the essence was to play and open presents. Didn’t need to get high to feel happy or nostalgic Too young to give a fuck about it Tripping was what changed so quickly When I saw who I was I began to miss me The old me that is, so hopeful and hungry I thought if I changed more people would want me Always craving more attention but seeking solitude They told me go this way and then I followed you Fuck my feelings my emotions are ship wrecked Back to the bottle while life is neglect