always here, pinky swear

grief sideblog where i continue to mourn the loss of my very best friend who ghosted me out of the blue. healing from this still feels so impossible.

[p0nur4k]

[mellarkslovergirl]

We need more songs on friendship breakups tbh

[adventuresyettobehad]

i just had like 6 dreams in a row about you. every time i woke up, i’d just fall right back into another. each felt more real than the last and now i feel so lost and confused

[adventuresyettobehad]

almost. almost.

[adventuresyettobehad]

If I didn’t have bad luck, I’d have no luck

[opossum-handz]

[star-struck09]

I grieve the little things I did not get to say to you and the things I never will.

[wastedjackpot]

[adventuresyettobehad]

I don’t think I’d even recognize myself if I didn’t have to wear the loss of you everyday

[adventuresyettobehad]

hey. I miss you.

[anxeious]

[adventuresyettobehad]

i’m trying so fucking hard to not be mean back to the person being so cruel to me. dude, it’s so fucking hard. i can’t stoop to that level, right? not just to smooth things over, but for my own mental wellbeing. right?

[adventuresyettobehad]

not a single kind word has been spared for me today. i’m not all right.

[muthwoom]

in your attempt not to be cruel,

you forgot to be kind.

i know you weren’t trying to be —

but you weren’t trying not to, not really.

i can’t put the love down,

or give it away to anyone else;

it’s always belonged to you,

a small part of myself.

but it’s so heavy.

some days it’s so, so heavy.

some days

i imagine i know how atlas must feel.

— i’d hold up the world for you if i knew you would come back.

[adventuresyettobehad]

sometimes it’s impossible to remember who i am without you

[archivegeo-deactivated20260222]

take a jacket just in case

[gift-from-the-bellow]

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