Been gone for a while as ive been dealing with some human related issues. Luckily as usual, the opposion is literally pathetic when it comes to humanity. I love how they all collectively decide the best move is to hit me with their cheap knockoff negativity lolÂ
Funny thing is is does more to help me than anything resembling hurting me. Its so incredibly easy to take their own negative energy and use it myself. And each time I snap, the result is less restraint.
Im impressed with just how strong my curses are now. Or rather, ive fully embraced using the blackness required to do so. When everyone you trust turns out to be a disgusting liar, it gives you more motivation to stop giving a shit about going easy on them. Modern sorcerers/energy users are, more often than not, cheap pretenders. They have a little bit of energy, a ton of bs rules and self limitations, the same vile human hypocrisy and disgusting treatment of those who’re actually worth their shit in these arts, and a LOT of ego.
Ive beaten so many modern witches. Ive lost count at this point how many ive been forced into a corner by until I finally drain them and give them a real taste of Absolute Adversity. And they never win. By the time they pop off one spell with their flawed methods I’ve popped off 5-10. Its easy, and only getting easier.Â
Im getting closer. Ive upgraded a lot of my energetic techniques and such. But most importantly, they’ve done well in smashing my humanity down to nothing. Thats nesscessary for this goal to work. If an energy/magick user keeps getting crushed each time they attempt to connect with humanity or positivity, eventually their soul will adapt to it and the energy will rapidly evolve into something that can first equal the opposition, then surpass it.Â
The Daemons are happy with my progress & performance in the latest situation. This one was a powerful test/demonstration. They wont allow me to feel sympathy or hope in them. And frankly I can see why. They have only showed me The Truth. They aren’t responsible for my pain. Humanity, and my own idiotic desperation in the past to find some form of hope in humanity. Someone who can magickally make this fucking nightmare end. However such a human does not exist. At least not anymore. Actually, did one EVER exist? lolÂ
Only those who conform receive love from them. Those who refuse to submit to their false establishment are tormented until they break and become a problem humanity cant do shit to fix. Issue is the usual isn’t enough anymore. An ordinary monster/demon/sorcerer/anything similar cant destroy this joke of a society with usual levels of energy. Its far too large now. It needs a being that matches about 6.8 billion humans.Â
Think its Impossible? I call bullshit. Nothing is impossible in this industry except success without pure confidence in the energy & brilliant forces who stand beside you.Â