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Collateral Damage

Anastia,

I don't have a lot of time so I’ll keep to the point. Theodore isn't well, Mia is going through a particularly rough patch and is in hospital right now, and Theodore is there by himself. Please, I beg you to not ask questions, it will only complicate things. I wouldn’t ask for your help if I could stay with them, and I know you don’t owe me any favors. So I ask for Theodores sake to be there for him. I’ve attached Floo directions, please go as soon as you can.

Phoebus

She read the letter at least six more times before she could understand it. Even then she didn’t have a clue what was going on. Surely this was one of her anxious spirals, surely this boy that Mia was seeing isn’t asking this of her—surely Theodore isn’t once again in the middle of whatever it is that Mia’s father’s done…

One way to find out, she supposed.

She stood, sending the owl away with a small bit of food. Ana couldn’t shake the ever growing list of questions in her head as she dressed to leave. How could she possibly help? Would they even let her into wherever Theodore was? Was this some sort of trap from the Dark Lord because Theodore’s done something bad? She groaned out loud, rubbing her eyes to try wiping these thoughts away. After a few deep breaths she made a line to the nearest ‘jailbroken’ Floo. This Umbridge bullshit really made all of this all the more inconvenient…

With a green flash she stepped into a little waiting room, somehow ostentatious despite the somber aura of the space. If she’d done this right, Theodore and Mia would be just down the hall—if Phoebus’s instructions were correct.

Ana stood in front of the door, took a deep breath, and knocked twice. Her heart was hammering in her chest, and her wand felt warm in her pocket as she awaited an answer.

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Theodore had been sitting with his head against the bed, holding Mia’s hand ever since Phoebus had left. He knew she was sedated, he knew that it was impossible, but he’d been hoping she’d wake up all the same. He was so caught up in wishing and hoping she’d wake up, as well as panicking about what was to come, that the knock on the door startled him. He jumped up, his wand raised, already on high alert after the events of the past few days, was Phoebus back already? No! He couldn't be, although he wasn't sure how long it had been since he’d left, 

Theodore was certain that Phoebus’s parents wouldn’t have let him go yet. Besides, Phoebus wouldn’t knock. None of the healers had knocked yet, they just walked in, her father certainly wouldn’t knock, so who could it be? Theodore hadn’t even sent for his father yet, although the healers could have sent for him early, they did seem very keen to talk to him. Well, it was no use guessing, he’d have to just open the door to see who it was. That could be risky though, no, he’d peek through the slat in the blinds first to see who it was before making a further decision on what to do.

The very last person Theodore was expecting to see when he peeked through the blinds, was Ana, his Ana. Phoebus! As much as Theodore wanted Ana here, needed her here, Phoebus shouldn’t have told her, he’d just put her in danger. He didn’t know it was possible to be so happy and so upset at the same time, yet both of these emotions flooded and overwhelmed him at the sight of her. He snatched open the door, pulling her into the room and closing the door before anyone could see her.

He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her into the tightest hug, sighing deeply,

“What are you doing here? Oh I have missed you so much, you can’t be here though, you shouldn’t be here, you’re in danger.” He mumbled into her hair, inhaling deeply as he nuzzled his face against her, her scent soothing him instantly.

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Ana saw his eyes through the blinds and for a wild second she wondered if perhaps it was Theodore’s father—but thankfully she felt Teddy's arms around her and she melted. She hugged him as tightly as she could, rubbing his back and soothing his hair.

As he started speaking, she couldn’t help but feel a little stupid—of course he wouldn’t want her here, he was always going on about protecting her, how all of this was dangerous. Little does he know she’d had her own brushes with danger in her life.

But those things were best saved for another time. “Don’t worry about that right now, it’s okay, I’m here...” She whispered in his ear, continuing to soothe him with her hands “Your friend Phoebus sent me a letter, I came as soon as I could.” She pulled away only enough to produce the parchment, giving it to Theodore. “I won't ask you what’s going on, I'm just here to be with you. I promise.” She stroked his cheek, pressing her forehead to his “I'm just here for you…”

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Theodore couldn't help sigh a deep sigh of relief as he held his Ana. This was what he’d been craving since this mess began. Yet, he’d felt so guilty for even wishing for such things. The way he’d seen Phoebus sat over Mia, so lost, so torn, not knowing if he’d ever see his love again. Theodore knew Ana was safe, hell, he’d kept her away at his own expense just to keep her safe. Now that she was here though, now he was feeling her touch, smelling her scent, there was no denying it, he needed her. 

“Phoebus! Of course, I’ll kill him, well, if I get a chance.” Theodore said as he rolled his yes, though he sobered at the thought of what might be happening to his friend at this moment. 

“I wanted to tell you, I wanted you here, I needed you, Merlin I really needed you.” He said, his grip tightening, 

“But, well, you know how risky things are.” He said, gesturing towards Mia. “It’s such a mess Ana, I don’t even know if she’s going to make it. They don’t know if she’ll survive.” He said, his voice wavering with emotion. 

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She soothed him as he spoke, her hands running through his hair, stroking his face, rubbing his arms. Ana shook her head slowly at his explanations, “don’t worry about that, I’m here for you now, thats all that matters.”

Ana lead them to the chairs in the room, sighing solemnly as he mentioned Mia’s dire situation “I’m so sorry Teddy. She’s my friend and everything of course so i am upset on my own behalf, but she’s like your sister… I can’t imagine…” her arms wrapped around his shoulders.

“Erm…Teddy’s elf?” She tried, jumping a little as the thing materialised in front of her “Will you get my blanket from my dormitory bed please?”

“Ooh, ‘please’! Master Theodore’s lovely girlfriend is too kind…right away!” The elf was gone as soon as it appeared.

“I know I’m not staying for long but I’m not leaving you without something of mine. I know id want that from you if i was in your position…”

The elf was back with a pop, wordlessly presenting the now folded blanket and bowing before disappearing again.

“here, it’s charmed to make you feel calm.” She draped it over his shoulders, rubbing it as it wrapped around him.

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Theodore let out a ragged breath he felt he’d been holding for hours. He wanted to tell her everything, but he knew he couldn’t without endangering her, so instead he just held her. His head fell forward to rest against her shoulder as she rubbed his arms. He leaned into her touch, his eyes closing as the calming charm on the blanket began to work its magic, dulling the sharpest edges of his panic.

It didn't take away his pain for Mia, nor his fear, but it softened it, it stopped the world from spinning so fast.

He reached up, his fingers tangling with hers pulling her hand to his lips for a lingering, desperate kiss.

"I don't deserve you," he murmured against her skin, his eyes stinging.

He shifted, drawing her closer into his lap, so he could bury his face in the softness of the blanket, and her.

“It smells like you. It’s perfect. Thank you.

I just need to feel you here before you go."

Teddy leaned into her, his forehead resting against hers for a few stolen, quiet heartbeats. He breathed in the scent of her hair, closing his eyes and trying to memorise this moment of peace before the storm of their situation would swallow him whole again. For now, he just wanted to be a boy with his girlfriend, tucked away from the threat of the real world.

After a long while, he signed, a deep resigned sigh. He didn’t want this, he instead wanted to pull her tighter into his lap and never let go, to keep her right here in the safety of this room where the world couldn't reach them.

But as it always did, their harsh reality came crashing back.

He looked at her, his heart aching with a mixture of love and absolute terror. He knew the poison, the danger that followed Mia’s father.

He knew he was in danger, and so the closer she stood to him, the closer she stood to a blast radius that could destroy her.

"You're right," he said, his voice thick with the effort of being the one to have to let go. He reached up, gently cupping her face, his thumb tracing her cheekbone with a desperate motion, as if she’d vanish there and then. He pulled her face to his, kissing her deeply, putting all of his love and devotion into the kissing, praying that this wouldn’t be the last time.

“You can't stay. I want you here more than anything. I'm a selfish wreck right now, but I can't let you get caught in the middle of this. Not with Mia's father. It’s a hellhole Ana, and I won't have you dragged down here with me into the depths just because I’m struggling to breathe."

He pulled the blanket tighter, the scent of her on the fabric acting as a temporary shield.

“Go back to the dorm. Please. Knowing you're safe, protected, and far away from this, from his wrath, from his reach, that’s the only way I’m actually going to feel calm.

I’ll send an elf to you the second I have an update, or as soon as I’m clear. He’ll find you. I promise I’ll get back to you as soon as I can safely bring you back into my arms."

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Early Practice

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“Oh I see, well, very smart. What they don’t know can’t hurt them I suppose.” He mused, “Though I wish you’d told me, we could have gone flying together, that would have been fun.” He said, a twinge of sadness in his voice. “You’ve picked up some good tips, it’s obvious you’ve been watching the professionals. Like I said, you need help with techniques and movements but you’ve got the raw talent and that is hard to learn, let alone teach, so I think you may well just be naturally gifted.” Theodore complimented her earnestly. “You’re more than good enough to show people, you should believe in yourself more. I think with a few lessons and some hard work you could be a really proficient player, I would certainly want you on my team that is for sure.” He grinned at her happily.

She opened her mouth to respond only to close it again. Ana frankly didn’t know what stopped her from telling Theodore–perhaps to not look like a muggleborn in front of him, or maybe just her pride. “Not sure…I just wanted to be up to par before I tried it in front of anyone.” she shrugged once more. As he spoke, her cheeks burned, and she wished she had the beater’s bat to still have something to fidget with. “Thanks Teddy” she grinned, not seeing flattery in his features, but finding honesty instead; it made her have to look away for a moment. “I was going to try out next year” she blurted, pressing her lips together for a moment before deciding to continue. “Not to actually make the team, I just wanted to see how I’d do. That was my goal.” she confessed, “I don’t think I could keep me being on the Quidditch team a secret at home…” 

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Ana didn’t respond to his comment–her denying any of the compliments he’d give her would result in him insisting and her with a red face. Instead Ana only smiled, though her cheeks did feel warm as they started to walk. She laughed “I know what you mean, I haven’t really gone that hard before, I may need to place a freezing charm on something and hold it on my shoulder later,” she obliged him as he asked to let her through first, though not without a small roll of her eyes. “Do you want to meet with Mia and everyone in the Great Hall? I think she came back from her ‘appointment’ this morning” she chuckled, not quite understanding that girl’s scenario.

“Oh, are you sure you’re ok? I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to push you too hard.” He said, looking at her with concern. “If you need anything let me know, I have some cream that is good for muscle injuries as well as some potions.” He offered.

“It’s up to you, she’s a law unto herself anyway, so whether she is even at the great hall is anyone’s guess I suppose we shall wait and see.” Theodore chuckled, “Do you know what you want to eat? I want a full English with all the trimmings, I feel I deserve it.” He said with a chuckle.

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“I should be fine, yes. Well if I’m trying to get to a certain level, I need to make sure I’m getting used to the actual workload, you know?” Ana shrugged, before grinning at him once more “I’ll let you know if I need them–if” she poked his arm, shaking her head slightly.

“I just want to drink a huge cup of water” she groaned, letting out a puff of air between her lips “but yes, that actually sounds good–shocking I know, I must really be hungry” she laughed, “You do deserve it, you’ve done your good deed for the day so you should get a reward” she grinned.

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Theodore nodded at hr, “Yes, I feel that I do indeed deserve such things.” He chuckled, he clicked his fingers summoning one of his elves, talking with the elf as he continued walking, the elf running to keep up with their strides. “Have two full English breakfasts waiting for myself and my friend, I will also take a protein shake, and a large glass of ice water.” He said, the elf nodded and bowed, before popping out of sight. “It’s a little awkward having to order food to be brought to me, but I can’t take the risk of eating the food here, these girls are crazy.” He shook his head, “I’m glad you’re not like them, you’re an awesome friend, you just like me for me. Thank you.” He smiled at her genuinely, his eyes twinkling.

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Ana jumped a little as the elf appeared, never quite used to how they used elves here, despite how reliant on them he was. She frowned as he spoke, the more he spoke of all the things he had to deal with, the more grateful she was that her parents sent her so far away for school. And though she did wish the same for Theodore, she was glad they’d been able to meet. She laughed at his statement, though it may have been less genuine than she’d wanted to be “Oh, you don’t have to worry about any of that with me, trust me.” she nudged his arm, as he continued “You don’t need to thank me. don’t be silly” she smiled back, surprised when she had to force herself to look away after a small moment. “Let’s just eat in the Kitchens, I don’t remember Mia being in bed when I woke up this morning anyway…” she decided, shrugging as they turned a corner.

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Theodore raised his eyebrow as she mentioned not thinking Mia was in bed this morning. That meant one of two things, either her father had summoned her or she was out running herself into the ground in an ill advised effort to try and keep on top of her thoughts: he didn’t like the sound of either option. He didn’t mention anything to Ana, though he did make a mental note to make sure he checked up on her later. “The kitchens sounds good, at least I won’t have anyone staring at me down there, well, maybe the elves, but they’re alright.” he grinned at her, he switched directions, now walking towards the kitchens rather then the great hall.

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She did notice the strange look that crossed his features, though as he didn’t seem to want to talk about it, she didn’t pry. One of the things shed learned while being Theodore and Mia’s friend, was that it was better to not know everything about them. He did worry her sometimes, the boy looked like he had the weight of the world on his shoulders. “I’ll be sure to avoid eye contact as well” she teased, crossing her arms under her chest as she nudged him a little. it really was a good move to repress whatever nervous feelings she had around him–the last thing she wanted to be was another person he avoided. Besides, he didn’t seem to think of her as anything else either. “I’ll be too busy looking at my food anyway”

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“Oh no, I didn’t mean you, not at all. You are fine to make eye contact, in fact, I’d encourage it.” He chuckled, nudging back against her. “Oh well that is if you can tear your eyes away from your food for long enough to pay me any attention that is.” He teased her.

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“You know, times like these I’m so glad you just see me as a friend and not…you know, a hunter. But maybe I’ll spare you a glance after I’ve eaten” she laughed, the sound more nervous than shed wanted. thankfully though they’d made it to the tapestry shrouding the kitchens. She did the honors, pulling the thing for Theodore to get through. “In you go then” she grinned.

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He paused as she waited for him to enter the kitchen and looked down at her, “No, I’ve never seen you like that, ever, you’re nothing like those girls, you’re nothing like any other girls, you’re special.” He replied, grinning at her softly, their eyes connecting for a tender moment before he turned and began looking forward as he stepped into the kitchens.

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Ana returned his grin, hoping the knowledge that shed dissect his words for hours later tonight didn’t show in her face. She crossed her arms as Theodore’s elf teetered into view, somehow done with the massive order he’d given it not a few moments ago.

”master nott! your breakfast for you and your friend!” it squeaked as it laid it all out on a nearby table, promptly disappearing soon after.

“full English… well I can’t back out now“ she laughed, making her way to the table.

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Theodore thanked the elf and moved to pull out a chair for Ana to sit on. “Nope, you have to try everything as well.” He grinned, waiting until she had sat down before pushing her chair into the table.

Once she was settled he made his way to his seat and sat down himself. His eyes raked across the food, wondering what to try first. “After you.” He said softly, waiting for her to begin.

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Ana mirrored his movements, her eyes surveying the plate of food before her with polite apprehension. “I’ll try it, but I can’t say I’ll like it” she giggled, hoping she didn’t seem as nervous as she looked.

“Let’s start with the safest things..” she started on the egg and toast, nodding in approval. “One of these days I’ll sneak one of my cooks in for you…” she grinned, allowing herself to regard the sight of him for a moment before returning to her plate,

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“Nah, I know you’ll like it, just give it a chance.” He grinned at her, her giggle had his stomach turning somersaults. He pushed down his thoughts before they could surface, gulping them down.

“I would love that.”He said as she spoke of bringing one of her cooks, “If you tell them what you want, the elves can make any dish, literally anything from around the world, you just have to ask. Might also be an option.” He shrugged.

He noticed that her hair was falling into her face and he didn’t want it to go into her food. Before his thoughts could catch up with him: he had learned over and tucked her hair behind her ear, “Sorry, I just, I didn’t want it to go into your food.” He managed to stutter out sheepishly.

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She scrunched her nose at him, tilting her head one way, then the other. “I don’t know, I’ve tried before, it’s not the same. I’m sure it’s actually not, but still…” she shrugged, unsure why she’d admit to any of that—because it was Theodore, that’s why…

Ana froze when she registered his hand was this close to her face, gliding across her cheek and down her ear. She did her best to suppress the smallest shiver that ran down her back. She cleared her throat after he spoke, “Um. No—I mean, don’t worry about it… or rather, uh, thank you.” Ana spoke to her plate, no hope of hiding how red her face had gotten.

“So uh, how’s Mia?” She asked after she couldn’t stand the silence anymore, he’d be too distracted by that to focus on Ana, she was sure of it…

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“Um, oh, yeah, of course, you’re very welcome.” Theodore spluttered out self consciously. 

Had he done the wrong thing? Had he made her uncomfortable? She seemed flustered, maybe she was upset? He hadn’t meant to do it. Dammit, why did he do that? He thought it was the right thing, but what if it wasn’t, what if she was upset with him now? 

Her voice breaking the silence was a little startling, he’d been lost in his own thoughts, 

“Um, yeah, well, she’s, you know, Mia.” He chuckled as he shrugged his shoulders. 

“How’s your food?” Theodore asked her, continuing to eat his own whilst he waited for her response. 

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Ana made a mental note to always make sure her hair was pulled back — surely he must think she’s unkempt or something for letting her hair get so close to getting into her food. Merlin she was a mess.

Not even that, she was a mess around him specifically, and she hated it. What a betrayal of trust, to feel this kind of way about him when all he wants is a simple friendship. She should be ashamed of herself…

As he spoke, she nodded politely, praying her expression didn’t give any more away than her actions already had. “It’s um, it’s good—thank you, Teddy.” She managed a smile, daring to meet his eyes again.

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Theodore watched closely, she was endearingly beautiful, he couldn’t help but notice it more the longer they spent together and it made his own chest tighten.

He was distracted, noticing the way the light caught the flickers of gold in her eyes. So when she met his gaze, and their eyes connected his heart skipped a beat. He felt like he’d been caught doing something illegal. He was sure she’d hear, the thrum of his heart beating against his chest.

“Just 'good'?" he teased softly, a desperate attempt to break the tension inside his own head.

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“You know damn well I never just talk a good game, I am more than capable of following through as well.” He growled at her lowly, he gripped her hips and pulled her closer to him. Theodore sat up in the hot tub, leaning back against the side and holding her in his lap, “In fact, not too long ago you were moaning about how hard I had worked you, hence us being in the hot tub to soothe those poor overworked muscles.” He smirked at her, his hands flexing against her hips as he looked up at her smugly.

Her hands roamed his chest, her nails grazing his abdomen as she made her way back up to his shoulders, “Well yes but then I told you if you fed me you’d have a very energetic version of me willing to see if you’d keep your word” she twitched as he squeezed her hips, her lips more biting his neck than teasing him. Her lips went to his ear, sure to shift against him as she spoke “Are you telling me that you’re too tired and overworked?” she placed a kiss right behind his ear, almost chastely, before smirking to herself. 

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Her gasp was sharp as he got out of the water, the cold shock of the evening air making her only shudder harder around him. Her arms immediately looped around his neck, not wishing for him to do all the work. Ana looked up at him and licked her lips as they took a moment to take each other in. Her hands wrapped around his forearms, digging her nails in as he started fucking her once more. She gasped, then almost screamed with how good it felt. Her release was barely done, now it felt like it started over again. Her back arched, her senses overwhelmed by his movements. Her hands slid up his arms, down his torso, back up to his face, she pulled him to her so she could suck his bottom lip into his mouth groaning at the taste. 

Theodore groaned into her mouth as she sucked his borrom lip, he snarled at her playfuly, growling as he pulled his lip from her grasp and snapped her lip into his mouth, sucking hungrily at the supple flesh. He moaned deeply as he began to thrust against her harder, making sure she took all of him, his muscles flexing in his arms as he held himself up over her. He looked down at her, watching every little reaction she gave him. He wanted her falling apart for him again, he wanted her screaming and gasping and pleading as she cam undone around him.

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A small giggle left her lips as he snarled at her, though it was cut off by a grunt as he bottomed out inside her. Ana’s eyes opened to watch how he bit her lip, causing her to groan once more. She was quickly building into another orgasm, each time she felt  all of him deep inside her she couldn’t help but groan out loud. She met his gaze as he pulled back to continue, her lip now between her own teeth as she grazed her fingertips down his torso and back up again. Her legs wrapped around his waist, pushing him further down, using the leverage to meet his thrusts. 

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He ducked forward, pulling her lower lip from her teeth and sucking it into his mouth, groaning against her lip as he nibbled it teasingly. His eyes locked onto hers, his thrusts unrelenting against her. Her noises for him were driving him to distraction, as always. He groaned deeply, his teeth biting down harder against her lip for a moment to offset the tension building within him.

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Ana moaned into his mouth, using as much leverage as she could to meet his thrusts. She loved when he was like this, unrelenting while she was riding out her release. Though she did like it more when she watched him lose himself to her. Ana grunted,his teeth making her twitch hard around him, and she hadn’t realized how close she was again until she pulled away to bite down on the crook of his neck to keep from screaming. She came harder than the first time, her legs wrapping tight around him to push him harder against her.

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Theodore groaned loudly as she bit his neck and began to ride out her release once more. He doubled his efforts, making sure to give her all he had, forcing her to take all of him, to ride it out for as long and as hard as she possibly could. “Fucj you feel so good, so fucking tight against me.” He groaned at her, “That’s it baby, ride it out on my cock.”

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Ana dragged her tongue over the bite mark, the hint of his blood on her tongue. “Fuck–so deep… Don’t fucking stop…” She grunted between gasps. She let herself go for a moment, enjoying the waves of electricity going through her. As he continued, she smirked, using the hold she had on him to flip him onto his back “Make me.” She retorted, slamming herself down as hard and fast as she could on him, her head thrown back and she groaned.

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He couldn’t help but chuckle as she flipped them, giving her a moment to enjoy her win before he effortlessly flipped the back once more, “Happily.” He replied, smirking down at her. He pulled himself back, gripping her hips so he could double his efforts against her and really make her take all of him: his eyes not leaving hers for a second, a smug grin across his lips.

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Ana fell on her back with a grunt, blinking up at him for a second before she arched her back With the force of his thrusts. She moaned deep in her chest, pulling her legs up further, pushing him deeper, needing more. “That’s it make me ride it out teddy… I want you to come in me just like this—oh fuck it’s so good…” Ana couldnt tell if that came out As a plea or as a demand, and she frankly didn’t care as long as he did it.

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Theodore’s eyes darkened as she arched and he looked down, his eyes raking over her, his lust for her taking over his thoughts.

He growled loudly as she spoke, the sound resonating deep within his chest.

“Oh you want it? It doesn’t seem like you’re that desperate for it yet?” He teased, gazing down at her hungrily, his movements unrelenting.

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Ana snarled, her body shuddering as her release continued in waves, “Oh you don’t feel my tight little cunt squeezing your cock? I know you do, I feel your cock twitching inside me Teddy…” her voice was hardly even, grunting each time he bottomed out inside her.

“Don’t make me flip us over again, I’m always doing all the work” she goaded him, managing a smirk as she met his gaze, her eyes full of lust for him, her body twitching as she continued her release.

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Theodore smirked as she spoke, “I do feel it, oh you feel so good. Doesn’t mean you’re desperate though does it? Just means that you’re human.” He chucked.

“Pft, that’s hardly fair and you know it.” He scoffed, “I’ve done plenty of the work.” He snarled playfully, as he maneuvered them so that she was now on top of him. His hands migrated up her chest, his hips thrusting upwards, making sure she felt all of him.

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Ana smiled, she hoped he’d do this. Without wasting time, she began slamming herself down onto him, a moan leaving her lips as their skin slapped together. “Don’t know Teddy, looks like I’m doing all the work again…” she pants, giggling breathlessly,

She took one of his hands, guiding it to her lower abdomen, “do you feel how deep you are inside me Teddy? Fuck…its so fucking good, stretching me out like that… I need you to fill my little cunt with your come Teddy.” She scratched down his chest, sure to catch his nipples as she did so.

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He scoffed as she spoke, “Yeah, Yeah, you wish.” He retorted breathlessly. 

He watched her intently as she moved, his eyes rolling into the back of his head as she placed his hand on her abdomen, “Fuck, yes, take it. You feel so good.” He panted. 

Theodore enjoyed her movements against him for a few moments before he reached up and gripped the back of her neck. He used the leverage against her to flip them once more. He pushed the back of her head down into the pillow, his moments against her unrelenting. Once she was completely flat against the bed he took her wrists in his hands he pinned them above her head. He grunted as he thrust against her aggressively, making sure she took all of him. 

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The noise she made when he flipped them over again was between a scream and a giggle. Ana groaned deep in her throat, immediately trying to break free from his hold on her wrists—though that was soon forgotten as he started moving against her once more.

“Fuck! Yes! Don’t stop….fuck yes Teddy please come for me while you pound into my pussy like that..” she groaned, biting her lip to keep from crying out harder than she already was. She met his eye unashamedly, their noises leaving their lips at the same time, each time their skin slapped together.

[theodore-x-nott]

He’d known this was what she’d wanted, what she’d goaded him for, but he couldn’t care. It was too delicious, too enticing. She was completely consuming his thoughts, he needed all of her, he needed to completely fill her and take her until she knew nothing but him.

“This is what you wanted isn’t it? You desperate little slut: such a greed, wanton cunt you have. So needy, begging to be filled with my cock and my come.” He doubled down his efforts, forcing all of his weight down onto her to really make her feels it, to make sure she got exactly what she was asking for.

[anastiabenzakour]

[theodore-x-nott]

Ana needed to calm down if she was to make it through the night without embarrassing herself. It was bad enough she nearly jumped him last night–which she still blames the champagne for. Though the anxious train of thought evaporated more with the more he kissed her. It was like she was flying, he was making her have the most ridiculous reactions just by kissing her–maybe it truly was a good idea they were holding off from most other things… Her hands migrated back to his shirt, gripping it softly to get some leverage on him, another moan leaving her lips at the same time his did. She’d never given such attention to sounds like this before, it was making her fight the urge to hook her leg over his hip.

Theodore groaned softly as she gripped his shirt, her hands feeling delicious against his chest. He flexed his muscles subconsciously at her touch, rolling his shoulders and sighing deeply. His hands held her face softly, guiding and moving her how he wanted as he continued to deepen the kiss. He sighed happily against her lips, this just felt, well, right. Like she was made for him, like this was meant to be. He face fit so perfectly between his hands, their lips met together so fluidly and effortlessly. He cursed himself for waiting for so long, for wasting so much time, he wished he’d know then how perfect things would feel now: he would have handled things very differently.

[anastiabenzakour]

She could die happy, she’s decided. If they only had tonight and this was all they did until they had to return to school and pretend nothing happened, she’d not complain. Not too much anyway. His hands cradled her face in a way that made her feel like the most precious thing in this world. Ana’s own hands migrated under the collar of his shirt to really hold the back of his neck, another moan leaving her lips at the feeling of his skin on her fingertips. Her thumbs gently rubbed at the side of his neck, gasping as she felt his pulse through his skin. She pressed closer to him, before she could think twice, the warmth of his body making her shudder.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore shuddered as her hands moved against his neck, he moaned softly against her lips, sighing contently as he continued to lose himself in their kiss. He rolled his head as her thumbs moved against his neck, granting her better access. He shifted as she moved closer to him, hooking his leg over her hip and pulling her further in towards his body. “You taste so good.” he moaned softly against their lips, his tongue running against her lower lip teasingly.

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana pressed her thumb harder against his pulse point, just to see how it affected him. A groan left her lips as he placed his leg over her hip, she could feel him, he heat radiating off him surely also radiating off herself. “I’ve told you, you have no idea.” She whispered, one of her own legs going between his, gasping when she went too far up and felt the bulge in his pants. Ana broke the kiss, pulling her body back as she tried to get her breathing in check. “Fuck…” She sighed, trying to hide her face in the crook of his neck “this is going to be so much harder than I thought. And that’s saying something.”

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore moaned softly as she pressed her thumb against his pulse point, a shudder running through his body as it reacted to her touch. He couldn’t help but chuckle as she pulled away, “Is it that scary? Surely it’s a good thing that it’s harder than you thought.” He teased her. Though he shifted himself, placing his hand under her chin to lift her head up to look at him, “Are you ok?” He asked her softly, watching her intently to make sure he didn’t miss anything.

[anastiabenzakour]

She laughed, burying her face further into the crook of his neck. “shut up” she mumbled, just knowing her face was a cherry as he coaxed her into looking at him again. “What’s <I>difficult</I> is following this rule you’ve put on me.” she bit her lip, stroking his cheek, and down his neck, sighing longingly. “Im fine–frustrated–but fine… Are you okay?” She asked, offering him a grin. She needed to get a grip–she was going to send him running. If he thought this was all she wanted. And while it was a part of it, she had been in love with him since she knew him, and kept falling deeper the more she knew him. “sorry”. She averted her eyes, taking a deep breath to push down the embarrassment.

[theodore-x-nott]

He couldn’t help but grin at her widely: the smile reaching his eyes. “It will be worth it in the end. I can put a cast iron  guarantee on that.” He said as he winked at her. He moved her hair behind her ear, squeezing the lobe gently as he did so. “I’m fine, also frustrated, but I want to do things properly, I want to treat you the way you deserve and have this be real. I’ve spent so long rushing and only having one thing because I was determined not to have any emotions or feelings involved, to have everything be superficial and meaningless. I don’t want that with you, I want this to be real and pure and everything you deserve. I want to savour every moment.” He smiled at her, his hand cupping her cheek tenderly.

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana laughed, the sound more relaxed than before. It did help that he seemed so at ease. Her heart broke for him a little bit as he mentioned never having emotions about his trysts, that in fact, officially, she might be his first girlfriend… It hadn’t occurred to her until now. Him squeezing her earlobe grounded her from her train of thought. “yes but then you also pull me down to snog me on a couch in a yacht far away from the world and hooking your leg over my hip.” she giggled. she sobered quickly though, her hands mirroring his so she could pull him into a slow kiss. “I do want to savor it too, you’re so special to me. And you deserve it all as well… I don’t know how Im getting to have all of this from you, but I want to make sure I make it worth it for you.”

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore shrugged, grinning cheekily at her as she mentioned his actions.

“Hey I’m still just a guy, and you’re, well look at you: irresistible is the word that springs to mind.”

He sighed softly against her lips as she kissed him once more, “You deserve all of this, you’re worth this, and so much more.” He reassured her gently.

“You mean so much to me, I don’t want to throw it all away for a few hours of passion, all be it enjoyable, unforgettable passion.” He smirked, twitching his lips. “Seriously though. You’re special to me and I want to make sure our first time is special and cherished, not just some hormone driven fumble.” He said, kissing her nose.

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana scoffed, “Sure…” she replied, not wanting to completely disagree with him, she was learning he liked debating with her about her looks.

“So are you.” She whispered back, her smile soft and adoring, she couldn’t try to downplay herself anymore.

So many scenarios flashed through her mind as he mentioned ‘hours’ of passion. Her brows shot up, parting her lips but shutting them in time to stop the questions from spilling out. Instead, a somewhat mad-sounding giggle left her mouth; she had to look away from him for a moment.

“If tonight is any indication of how detail-oriented you are, I look forward to it” she managed to meet his eye again as she spoke, letting the need she still felt show through.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore reached across, turning her to look at him once more as she turned away,

“Hey, no need to look away, no need to be embarrassed, I like your giggles, they’re cute!” He reassured her, kissing her nose softly.

He pulled back to look at her once more, “Well, tonight is far from over, we have a few more hours here to finish up our food and then, I have a little something further planned for you.I think you will really like it.” He said excitedly, hoping she’d like all he had organised.

[anastiabenzakour]

“I don’t know what it is you do to me but I do not giggle around anyone else…” she confessed, closing her eyes and grinning as he kissed her nose. Ana could hardly believe this was really happening.

She figured if they were ever to get through tonight, that they should at least do what he’s planned. So with a sad little sigh, she sat upright as he spoke, pulling Theodore along with her. Taking the opportunity, she kissed him, slowly, longingly, before pulling away. Ana licked her lips before she could stop herself, before grinning at him.

“You’ve got more? Oh Merlin,” she looked around, shaking her head “this is already so much more than I expected… I can’t imagine what else you’ve got planned” she chuckled.

[theodore-x-nott]

“Well I will have to figure out whatever it is I am doing, so that I can keep on doing it.” Theodore grinned at her widely. 

Theodore groaned as she pulled him upwards, but allowed her to do so all the same. He’d much rather lie with her here forever, but, he did have plans, so he supposed they’d best get on with them. 

He groaned softly into her kiss, his eyes zoning in on her tongue as she began to lick her lips, his eyes met hers as she grinned, his own grin mirroring hers. 

He felt a little worried when she reacted, unsure if he’d done too much, 

“Is it, this, is it too much? Have I gone too over the top? I just wanted to spoil you, and well, if I am honest, I have been thinking about this for quite a while.” He said sheepishly, shuffling his feet anxiously. 

[anastiabenzakour]

She shook her head, her eyes narrowed despite her wide smile. “So rude, flustering me…”

Ana noticed his focus on her tongue—though she knew if she acted on it, it would only end with her more flustered than before. His focus on her alone was enough to drive her to distraction.

Her grin faded as he started stressing over her response. “No! I-I love it, its beautiful…I’m sorry i didn’t mean to come across like I didn’t like everything” she was fussing over his as she spoke, soothing his hair, his face, his shoulders.

“Don’t be silly, this is all so…” she sighed, letting the awe she felt show on her face, “this is perfect… you’re perfect…” she’d blurted it before she could think twice, and it was her turn to avert her gaze.

For what seemed like the millionth time tonight, her face grew hot as it flushed pink. Ana shook her head at herself, chuckling nervously.

[theodore-x-nott]

He let out a low, breathy chuckle, leaning into the hand she had placed on his face. The sight of her flushing pink once more was becoming his favourite part of the night.

He went still under her touch, the word perfect echoing in the quiet space between them. For a moment, the stress of her response evaporated, replaced by a warmth that had nothing to do with the temperature.

He reached up, his fingers gently catching her chin to coax her gaze back to his.

"Perfect?" he echoed, a small, genuine smile tugging at his lips.

He didn't let her pull away, his thumb began tracing the line of her flushed cheek.

“Ana. You don't have to apologise at all.”

“If this is perfect, then it’s only because you’re the one here with me." He muttered softly, sure she could hear the thrum of his heart beating against his chest.

“Are you ready for some more food?” He asked her in a desperate attempt to distract them. She was intoxicating him and making it very hard to keep his resolve.

[phoebusmalfoy]

Healing

[phoebusmalfoy]

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[theodore-x-nott]

Though he was a little bit frustrated with Phoebus for involving Ana when he had specifically asked him not to,

(See the as of now untitled para between Theodore and Ana for further details)

Theodore couldn’t deny that he had needed the comfort seeing her brought. Oh how he wished she could have stayed, he’d have given anything to have her here with him, holding his hand and helping through - well - whatever this was about to become. He couldn’t be that selfish though, things were about to become even more dangerous than they already were, and she didn’t need to be getting caught up in the middle of that. Anyone caught up in this was going to face serious repercussions  from the Dark Lord, and he wasn’t sure he was going to come out of this unscathed so how could he knowingly put her at such great risk? She meant too much to him for that, so they had spent some time together but with a heavy heart he’d had to send her away once his elf had told him to expect his father imminently. Theodore knew his father couldn’t lie to the Dark Lord and the Dark Lord was going to be looking at anyone and everyone to blame: so she couldn’t be seen there with him, they couldn’t risk it. It was with great sorrow that they parted ways, and he’d promised her that he would update her as much as he could but that she must stay away no matter what, unless he told her it was safe to return.

So now he was once again alone with a still unconscious Mia in front of him. He was stuck feeling very lost and very worried, he couldn’t even imagine how to begin explaining this to his father - let alone fathom what was about to happen. He didn’t know how or why things were about to happen, but he knew they were about to embark on an unbelievably risky journey and things were about to get a whole lot worse. He’d sent his elf to tell his father he was needed at the hospital at 11am because Mia had been admitted again. He knew the healers had wanted to see his father earlier but he’d fobbed them off and delayed things. This had given him and Ana some time to be together so he could explain everything to her. Besides, he’d needed those few hours with her, he didn’t know when or if he’d get to see her again. He’d kept it short and to the point, the healers needed to speak with him regarding paperwork, the rest he’d have to explain once his father arrived……

[bellatrixblackmalfoy]

Nero Nott was marching down the corridors of this god forsaken hospital, there may never be a time hell tolerate being here; too much has happened here. Too much tragedy, too much loss. 

His heart would always sink down every time time he saw that stationary in his pile of letters. He’ll always remember his dear friends, his own injuries—but more than anything, he’ll always remember his wife…

A small, sharp sigh escaped him; he fucking hated it here.

Such was the case now. His son and his ward spotted here will not end well. The Dark Lord was already not happy with Damia and he hated when she ‘shows weakness’—the fucking bastard. Regardless of why, Nero had to find a better reason than the real one for why they were here. He went through his mental list of prepared excuses, as he turned the corner, finding them all useless without the real reason for her admission here. 

He had to admit, he was worried for Damia, she was volatile enough without her father messing with her head. Perhaps it was serious this time. But he knows she did not leave the clutches of her father with major injuries—this must be self-inflicted. Nero had hoped she was smarter than this. They’d been over this too many times, she knew it would only get worse. 

Nero rubbed his eyes for a moment as he stopped a few feet from the door. He understood. He really did. It wasnt her fault her father does all of this to her, shes not well. Not to mention her mother and…well, all of that. 

He didn’t knock, he never does. Scanning the room, he sees Damia first, looking frail and gaunt crumpled in the bed—it was hard to remember how young she was… 

Nero met his son’s eyes, and his heart broke. “Oh Theodore…” he crossed the room in a few strides, wrapping his arms around his son. Though his tone was gentle and soft, he didn’t stop himself from demanding answers. “Why did you wait this long to get me? What’s going on? What’s she done to herself this time?”

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore flew up from the bed as the door opened, his wand raised once again, he’d been on edge ever since he’d arrived at this terrible place, and people turning up unannounced didn’t help.. Had he thought it through, he would have realised who it was, especially as he was expecting him. As it turned out, he didn’t really have time to react before his fathers arms were embracing him. He slumped into his fathers grasp, his wand dropping to his side as the sheer weight of everything hit him all at once.

Theodore waited a few moments before replying, just allowing himself to be comforted so he could summon the strength for everything that was about to transpire.

“I - oh Dad, it’s such a mess. It’s so much worse than anything else that’s happened. I honestly don’t know how to begin explaining it to you. I am not even sure you’ll believe me.” Theodore sighed deeply, “I didn’t want you to get caught up in the middle of it all, I wanted to wait to see what this.” He gestured to Mia’s lifeless body, “Even was, what it meant. Besides, there wasn’t much point in waking you in the middle of the night, we didn’t both need to be awake.” Theodore said, dropping his wand on the floor as he began wringing his hands together nervously: unsure how he was supposed to navigate all of this without it ending up with someone else getting hurt.

[bellatrixblackmalfoy]

Nero gulped down the lump in his throat, it always got to him to see his son like this. He was so like his mother…. He squeezed his shoulders before he held him at arm’s length to take a proper look at him. Merlin he looked worse for wear—the effect only amplified by the less than sensical rambling he was doing.

The man sighed at his son “Theodore, how many times do i have to tell you? I am Damia’s ward, not you. I am always going to end up involved whether you think you’ve handled it or not.” He lead him to where they boy had clearly been sat, ushering him to do so, and summoning a chair for himself. “Right, okay, don’t worry about trying to explain it all to me, i will just wait for the healer to arrive.” He took a moment to survey Damia on the bed—indeed she looked like she’d been attacked by a dementor. Surely such a thing hasn’t happened, the school wouldn’t after the events just two years prior.

“What you can answer is, is this something she’s done to herself or is it something else? I need you to be honest with me Theodore.” His tone lacked a large amount of the gentleness it had carried earlier—if he was going to form a good story for the Dark Lord, he needed to know the proper facts.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore sank into the chair his father provided, his legs feeling like lead. He couldn't look Nero in the eye, not when he could feel the weight of his father’s expectation pressing down on him. He was too tired to this, he didn’t know how much to say, how to proceed.

He scoffed and wrinkled his nose as his father reprimanded him about his responsibilities regarding Mia, he didn’t need to be told.

He couldn’t help how he felt, he’d always felt an overwhelming sense of responsibility towards her. They had always been connected, born at the same time, on the same day, everyone had called them spiritual twins. Then both of their mothers had been murdered senselessly, which only brought them closer together.

At least he’d had his father, at least his mother hadn’t been murdered by his father.

Mia was so alone, so lost, she pretended she was ok, she pretended she didn't care, but she did, her saw through it all. Her father had broken her down into a mere shell of a person. There was nothing left inside of her that he hadn’t touched or tainted. Her father was nothing but a parasite, a man who had spent years draining the light from her, all while whispering the lie that he was the very breath in her lungs.

Caring for her wasn't a passive act, it was an endurance test. Theodore felt every twist of the knife her father turned in her soul. He didn't just witness the slow erosion of her spirit: he felt it, like a phantom ache in the part of him that connected them every time she withered.

It was a weight they were meant to share, a birthright of blood and sorrow. Mia felt the same whenever he was hurt, it had been that way since they could remember. They were two sides of the same coin.

He knew he couldn't purge the poison her father had spent a lifetime injecting into her veins, but if he could just shoulder a fraction of the weight, perhaps she wouldn't collapse entirely. He knew he couldn't be her cure, but he refused to let her break alone. He would pour himself into the cracks of her breaking shell, trying to hold her together even as the world tried to grind her to dust.

Theodore let out a sharp, breathy laugh that sounded more like a choked sob.

"Your ward.” he muttered, the word cutting across his tongue like glass.

“You might act as such.” He hissed.

“Act as if you genuinely care, instead of acting like this is somehow inconvenient for you. You talk about being her ward like it’s a duty on a parchment, but look at her." Theodore grunted angrily.

He finally looked up at Nero. His eyes, usually so sharp, were clouded with the weight of his emotion, or the secrets he was keeping for her, and from her.

He knew his father was fishing for a report for the Dark Lord, and the thought made his stomach churn. His distain for Mia’s father was palpable and he was disgusted with his father in this moment for putting his duty to that monster above his care for Mia.

Even seeing her in this state, all his father could care about was the high and mighty. He wanted so badly to spit at the ground and renounce the so called ‘Dark Lord’.

He didn’t do that, instead he snapped at his father,unable to stop himself

“If the Dark Lord wants to know what happened, tell him the truth: his 'poison' is finally working. She’s hollowed out. She’s broken. Just like he wanted, just like he’s spent her whole life working on. Are you going to help me pick up the pieces, or are you just here to count them for him like everyone else?” He spat, though before he’d even finished the sentence he realised it was of no use. The realisation breaking him further.

"Truthfully, I don't know," he whispered, his voice cracking. It wasn’t a total lie, he wasn’t fully sure of the details, how could he be intil he heard it from Mia herself?

“It happened so fast.” He continued carefully, “One minute she was... and then the shadows just seemed to swallow her." He looked up, eyes bloodshot and pleading. "Does it matter whose fault it is? Look at her. She’s fading, and you’re worried about the politics of it? Please, just, wait for the healer to get here." Theodore implored, worried he’d say too much if his father prodded him much more, he was too overtired and emotional for this.

[anastiabenzakour]

Collateral Damage

Anastia,

I don't have a lot of time so I’ll keep to the point. Theodore isn't well, Mia is going through a particularly rough patch and is in hospital right now, and Theodore is there by himself. Please, I beg you to not ask questions, it will only complicate things. I wouldn’t ask for your help if I could stay with them, and I know you don’t owe me any favors. So I ask for Theodores sake to be there for him. I’ve attached Floo directions, please go as soon as you can.

Phoebus

She read the letter at least six more times before she could understand it. Even then she didn’t have a clue what was going on. Surely this was one of her anxious spirals, surely this boy that Mia was seeing isn’t asking this of her—surely Theodore isn’t once again in the middle of whatever it is that Mia’s father’s done…

One way to find out, she supposed.

She stood, sending the owl away with a small bit of food. Ana couldn’t shake the ever growing list of questions in her head as she dressed to leave. How could she possibly help? Would they even let her into wherever Theodore was? Was this some sort of trap from the Dark Lord because Theodore’s done something bad? She groaned out loud, rubbing her eyes to try wiping these thoughts away. After a few deep breaths she made a line to the nearest ‘jailbroken’ Floo. This Umbridge bullshit really made all of this all the more inconvenient…

With a green flash she stepped into a little waiting room, somehow ostentatious despite the somber aura of the space. If she’d done this right, Theodore and Mia would be just down the hall—if Phoebus’s instructions were correct.

Ana stood in front of the door, took a deep breath, and knocked twice. Her heart was hammering in her chest, and her wand felt warm in her pocket as she awaited an answer.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore had been sitting with his head against the bed, holding Mia’s hand ever since Phoebus had left. He knew she was sedated, he knew that it was impossible, but he’d been hoping she’d wake up all the same. He was so caught up in wishing and hoping she’d wake up, as well as panicking about what was to come, that the knock on the door startled him. He jumped up, his wand raised, already on high alert after the events of the past few days, was Phoebus back already? No! He couldn't be, although he wasn't sure how long it had been since he’d left, 

Theodore was certain that Phoebus’s parents wouldn’t have let him go yet. Besides, Phoebus wouldn’t knock. None of the healers had knocked yet, they just walked in, her father certainly wouldn’t knock, so who could it be? Theodore hadn’t even sent for his father yet, although the healers could have sent for him early, they did seem very keen to talk to him. Well, it was no use guessing, he’d have to just open the door to see who it was. That could be risky though, no, he’d peek through the slat in the blinds first to see who it was before making a further decision on what to do.

The very last person Theodore was expecting to see when he peeked through the blinds, was Ana, his Ana. Phoebus! As much as Theodore wanted Ana here, needed her here, Phoebus shouldn’t have told her, he’d just put her in danger. He didn’t know it was possible to be so happy and so upset at the same time, yet both of these emotions flooded and overwhelmed him at the sight of her. He snatched open the door, pulling her into the room and closing the door before anyone could see her.

He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her into the tightest hug, sighing deeply,

“What are you doing here? Oh I have missed you so much, you can’t be here though, you shouldn’t be here, you’re in danger.” He mumbled into her hair, inhaling deeply as he nuzzled his face against her, her scent soothing him instantly.

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana saw his eyes through the blinds and for a wild second she wondered if perhaps it was Theodore’s father—but thankfully she felt Teddy's arms around her and she melted. She hugged him as tightly as she could, rubbing his back and soothing his hair.

As he started speaking, she couldn’t help but feel a little stupid—of course he wouldn’t want her here, he was always going on about protecting her, how all of this was dangerous. Little does he know she’d had her own brushes with danger in her life.

But those things were best saved for another time. “Don’t worry about that right now, it’s okay, I’m here...” She whispered in his ear, continuing to soothe him with her hands “Your friend Phoebus sent me a letter, I came as soon as I could.” She pulled away only enough to produce the parchment, giving it to Theodore. “I won't ask you what’s going on, I'm just here to be with you. I promise.” She stroked his cheek, pressing her forehead to his “I'm just here for you…”

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore couldn't help sigh a deep sigh of relief as he held his Ana. This was what he’d been craving since this mess began. Yet, he’d felt so guilty for even wishing for such things. The way he’d seen Phoebus sat over Mia, so lost, so torn, not knowing if he’d ever see his love again. Theodore knew Ana was safe, hell, he’d kept her away at his own expense just to keep her safe. Now that she was here though, now he was feeling her touch, smelling her scent, there was no denying it, he needed her. 

“Phoebus! Of course, I’ll kill him, well, if I get a chance.” Theodore said as he rolled his yes, though he sobered at the thought of what might be happening to his friend at this moment. 

“I wanted to tell you, I wanted you here, I needed you, Merlin I really needed you.” He said, his grip tightening, 

“But, well, you know how risky things are.” He said, gesturing towards Mia. “It’s such a mess Ana, I don’t even know if she’s going to make it. They don’t know if she’ll survive.” He said, his voice wavering with emotion. 

[anastiabenzakour]

Early Practice

[anastiabenzakour]

theodore-x-nott

“Oh I see, well, very smart. What they don’t know can’t hurt them I suppose.” He mused, “Though I wish you’d told me, we could have gone flying together, that would have been fun.” He said, a twinge of sadness in his voice. “You’ve picked up some good tips, it’s obvious you’ve been watching the professionals. Like I said, you need help with techniques and movements but you’ve got the raw talent and that is hard to learn, let alone teach, so I think you may well just be naturally gifted.” Theodore complimented her earnestly. “You’re more than good enough to show people, you should believe in yourself more. I think with a few lessons and some hard work you could be a really proficient player, I would certainly want you on my team that is for sure.” He grinned at her happily.

She opened her mouth to respond only to close it again. Ana frankly didn’t know what stopped her from telling Theodore–perhaps to not look like a muggleborn in front of him, or maybe just her pride. “Not sure…I just wanted to be up to par before I tried it in front of anyone.” she shrugged once more. As he spoke, her cheeks burned, and she wished she had the beater’s bat to still have something to fidget with. “Thanks Teddy” she grinned, not seeing flattery in his features, but finding honesty instead; it made her have to look away for a moment. “I was going to try out next year” she blurted, pressing her lips together for a moment before deciding to continue. “Not to actually make the team, I just wanted to see how I’d do. That was my goal.” she confessed, “I don’t think I could keep me being on the Quidditch team a secret at home…” 

[theodore-x-nott]

Ana didn’t respond to his comment–her denying any of the compliments he’d give her would result in him insisting and her with a red face. Instead Ana only smiled, though her cheeks did feel warm as they started to walk. She laughed “I know what you mean, I haven’t really gone that hard before, I may need to place a freezing charm on something and hold it on my shoulder later,” she obliged him as he asked to let her through first, though not without a small roll of her eyes. “Do you want to meet with Mia and everyone in the Great Hall? I think she came back from her ‘appointment’ this morning” she chuckled, not quite understanding that girl’s scenario.

“Oh, are you sure you’re ok? I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to push you too hard.” He said, looking at her with concern. “If you need anything let me know, I have some cream that is good for muscle injuries as well as some potions.” He offered.

“It’s up to you, she’s a law unto herself anyway, so whether she is even at the great hall is anyone’s guess I suppose we shall wait and see.” Theodore chuckled, “Do you know what you want to eat? I want a full English with all the trimmings, I feel I deserve it.” He said with a chuckle.

[anastiabenzakour]

“I should be fine, yes. Well if I’m trying to get to a certain level, I need to make sure I’m getting used to the actual workload, you know?” Ana shrugged, before grinning at him once more “I’ll let you know if I need them–if” she poked his arm, shaking her head slightly.

“I just want to drink a huge cup of water” she groaned, letting out a puff of air between her lips “but yes, that actually sounds good–shocking I know, I must really be hungry” she laughed, “You do deserve it, you’ve done your good deed for the day so you should get a reward” she grinned.

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Theodore nodded at hr, “Yes, I feel that I do indeed deserve such things.” He chuckled, he clicked his fingers summoning one of his elves, talking with the elf as he continued walking, the elf running to keep up with their strides. “Have two full English breakfasts waiting for myself and my friend, I will also take a protein shake, and a large glass of ice water.” He said, the elf nodded and bowed, before popping out of sight. “It’s a little awkward having to order food to be brought to me, but I can’t take the risk of eating the food here, these girls are crazy.” He shook his head, “I’m glad you’re not like them, you’re an awesome friend, you just like me for me. Thank you.” He smiled at her genuinely, his eyes twinkling.

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Ana jumped a little as the elf appeared, never quite used to how they used elves here, despite how reliant on them he was. She frowned as he spoke, the more he spoke of all the things he had to deal with, the more grateful she was that her parents sent her so far away for school. And though she did wish the same for Theodore, she was glad they’d been able to meet. She laughed at his statement, though it may have been less genuine than she’d wanted to be “Oh, you don’t have to worry about any of that with me, trust me.” she nudged his arm, as he continued “You don’t need to thank me. don’t be silly” she smiled back, surprised when she had to force herself to look away after a small moment. “Let’s just eat in the Kitchens, I don’t remember Mia being in bed when I woke up this morning anyway…” she decided, shrugging as they turned a corner.

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Theodore raised his eyebrow as she mentioned not thinking Mia was in bed this morning. That meant one of two things, either her father had summoned her or she was out running herself into the ground in an ill advised effort to try and keep on top of her thoughts: he didn’t like the sound of either option. He didn’t mention anything to Ana, though he did make a mental note to make sure he checked up on her later. “The kitchens sounds good, at least I won’t have anyone staring at me down there, well, maybe the elves, but they’re alright.” he grinned at her, he switched directions, now walking towards the kitchens rather then the great hall.

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She did notice the strange look that crossed his features, though as he didn’t seem to want to talk about it, she didn’t pry. One of the things shed learned while being Theodore and Mia’s friend, was that it was better to not know everything about them. He did worry her sometimes, the boy looked like he had the weight of the world on his shoulders. “I’ll be sure to avoid eye contact as well” she teased, crossing her arms under her chest as she nudged him a little. it really was a good move to repress whatever nervous feelings she had around him–the last thing she wanted to be was another person he avoided. Besides, he didn’t seem to think of her as anything else either. “I’ll be too busy looking at my food anyway”

[theodore-x-nott]

“Oh no, I didn’t mean you, not at all. You are fine to make eye contact, in fact, I’d encourage it.” He chuckled, nudging back against her. “Oh well that is if you can tear your eyes away from your food for long enough to pay me any attention that is.” He teased her.

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“You know, times like these I’m so glad you just see me as a friend and not…you know, a hunter. But maybe I’ll spare you a glance after I’ve eaten” she laughed, the sound more nervous than shed wanted. thankfully though they’d made it to the tapestry shrouding the kitchens. She did the honors, pulling the thing for Theodore to get through. “In you go then” she grinned.

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He paused as she waited for him to enter the kitchen and looked down at her, “No, I’ve never seen you like that, ever, you’re nothing like those girls, you’re nothing like any other girls, you’re special.” He replied, grinning at her softly, their eyes connecting for a tender moment before he turned and began looking forward as he stepped into the kitchens.

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Ana returned his grin, hoping the knowledge that shed dissect his words for hours later tonight didn’t show in her face. She crossed her arms as Theodore’s elf teetered into view, somehow done with the massive order he’d given it not a few moments ago.

”master nott! your breakfast for you and your friend!” it squeaked as it laid it all out on a nearby table, promptly disappearing soon after.

“full English… well I can’t back out now“ she laughed, making her way to the table.

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Theodore thanked the elf and moved to pull out a chair for Ana to sit on. “Nope, you have to try everything as well.” He grinned, waiting until she had sat down before pushing her chair into the table.

Once she was settled he made his way to his seat and sat down himself. His eyes raked across the food, wondering what to try first. “After you.” He said softly, waiting for her to begin.

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Ana mirrored his movements, her eyes surveying the plate of food before her with polite apprehension. “I’ll try it, but I can’t say I’ll like it” she giggled, hoping she didn’t seem as nervous as she looked.

“Let’s start with the safest things..” she started on the egg and toast, nodding in approval. “One of these days I’ll sneak one of my cooks in for you…” she grinned, allowing herself to regard the sight of him for a moment before returning to her plate,

[theodore-x-nott]

“Nah, I know you’ll like it, just give it a chance.” He grinned at her, her giggle had his stomach turning somersaults. He pushed down his thoughts before they could surface, gulping them down.

“I would love that.”He said as she spoke of bringing one of her cooks, “If you tell them what you want, the elves can make any dish, literally anything from around the world, you just have to ask. Might also be an option.” He shrugged.

He noticed that her hair was falling into her face and he didn’t want it to go into her food. Before his thoughts could catch up with him: he had learned over and tucked her hair behind her ear, “Sorry, I just, I didn’t want it to go into your food.” He managed to stutter out sheepishly.

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She scrunched her nose at him, tilting her head one way, then the other. “I don’t know, I’ve tried before, it’s not the same. I’m sure it’s actually not, but still…” she shrugged, unsure why she’d admit to any of that—because it was Theodore, that’s why…

Ana froze when she registered his hand was this close to her face, gliding across her cheek and down her ear. She did her best to suppress the smallest shiver that ran down her back. She cleared her throat after he spoke, “Um. No—I mean, don’t worry about it… or rather, uh, thank you.” Ana spoke to her plate, no hope of hiding how red her face had gotten.

“So uh, how’s Mia?” She asked after she couldn’t stand the silence anymore, he’d be too distracted by that to focus on Ana, she was sure of it…

[theodore-x-nott]

“Um, oh, yeah, of course, you’re very welcome.” Theodore spluttered out self consciously. 

Had he done the wrong thing? Had he made her uncomfortable? She seemed flustered, maybe she was upset? He hadn’t meant to do it. Dammit, why did he do that? He thought it was the right thing, but what if it wasn’t, what if she was upset with him now? 

Her voice breaking the silence was a little startling, he’d been lost in his own thoughts, 

“Um, yeah, well, she’s, you know, Mia.” He chuckled as he shrugged his shoulders. 

“How’s your food?” Theodore asked her, continuing to eat his own whilst he waited for her response. 

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theodore-x-nott

“You know damn well I never just talk a good game, I am more than capable of following through as well.” He growled at her lowly, he gripped her hips and pulled her closer to him. Theodore sat up in the hot tub, leaning back against the side and holding her in his lap, “In fact, not too long ago you were moaning about how hard I had worked you, hence us being in the hot tub to soothe those poor overworked muscles.” He smirked at her, his hands flexing against her hips as he looked up at her smugly.

Her hands roamed his chest, her nails grazing his abdomen as she made her way back up to his shoulders, “Well yes but then I told you if you fed me you’d have a very energetic version of me willing to see if you’d keep your word” she twitched as he squeezed her hips, her lips more biting his neck than teasing him. Her lips went to his ear, sure to shift against him as she spoke “Are you telling me that you’re too tired and overworked?” she placed a kiss right behind his ear, almost chastely, before smirking to herself. 

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Her gasp was sharp as he got out of the water, the cold shock of the evening air making her only shudder harder around him. Her arms immediately looped around his neck, not wishing for him to do all the work. Ana looked up at him and licked her lips as they took a moment to take each other in. Her hands wrapped around his forearms, digging her nails in as he started fucking her once more. She gasped, then almost screamed with how good it felt. Her release was barely done, now it felt like it started over again. Her back arched, her senses overwhelmed by his movements. Her hands slid up his arms, down his torso, back up to his face, she pulled him to her so she could suck his bottom lip into his mouth groaning at the taste. 

Theodore groaned into her mouth as she sucked his borrom lip, he snarled at her playfuly, growling as he pulled his lip from her grasp and snapped her lip into his mouth, sucking hungrily at the supple flesh. He moaned deeply as he began to thrust against her harder, making sure she took all of him, his muscles flexing in his arms as he held himself up over her. He looked down at her, watching every little reaction she gave him. He wanted her falling apart for him again, he wanted her screaming and gasping and pleading as she cam undone around him.

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A small giggle left her lips as he snarled at her, though it was cut off by a grunt as he bottomed out inside her. Ana’s eyes opened to watch how he bit her lip, causing her to groan once more. She was quickly building into another orgasm, each time she felt  all of him deep inside her she couldn’t help but groan out loud. She met his gaze as he pulled back to continue, her lip now between her own teeth as she grazed her fingertips down his torso and back up again. Her legs wrapped around his waist, pushing him further down, using the leverage to meet his thrusts. 

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He ducked forward, pulling her lower lip from her teeth and sucking it into his mouth, groaning against her lip as he nibbled it teasingly. His eyes locked onto hers, his thrusts unrelenting against her. Her noises for him were driving him to distraction, as always. He groaned deeply, his teeth biting down harder against her lip for a moment to offset the tension building within him.

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Ana moaned into his mouth, using as much leverage as she could to meet his thrusts. She loved when he was like this, unrelenting while she was riding out her release. Though she did like it more when she watched him lose himself to her. Ana grunted,his teeth making her twitch hard around him, and she hadn’t realized how close she was again until she pulled away to bite down on the crook of his neck to keep from screaming. She came harder than the first time, her legs wrapping tight around him to push him harder against her.

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Theodore groaned loudly as she bit his neck and began to ride out her release once more. He doubled his efforts, making sure to give her all he had, forcing her to take all of him, to ride it out for as long and as hard as she possibly could. “Fucj you feel so good, so fucking tight against me.” He groaned at her, “That’s it baby, ride it out on my cock.”

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Ana dragged her tongue over the bite mark, the hint of his blood on her tongue. “Fuck–so deep… Don’t fucking stop…” She grunted between gasps. She let herself go for a moment, enjoying the waves of electricity going through her. As he continued, she smirked, using the hold she had on him to flip him onto his back “Make me.” She retorted, slamming herself down as hard and fast as she could on him, her head thrown back and she groaned.

[theodore-x-nott]

He couldn’t help but chuckle as she flipped them, giving her a moment to enjoy her win before he effortlessly flipped the back once more, “Happily.” He replied, smirking down at her. He pulled himself back, gripping her hips so he could double his efforts against her and really make her take all of him: his eyes not leaving hers for a second, a smug grin across his lips.

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Ana fell on her back with a grunt, blinking up at him for a second before she arched her back With the force of his thrusts. She moaned deep in her chest, pulling her legs up further, pushing him deeper, needing more. “That’s it make me ride it out teddy… I want you to come in me just like this—oh fuck it’s so good…” Ana couldnt tell if that came out As a plea or as a demand, and she frankly didn’t care as long as he did it.

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Theodore’s eyes darkened as she arched and he looked down, his eyes raking over her, his lust for her taking over his thoughts.

He growled loudly as she spoke, the sound resonating deep within his chest.

“Oh you want it? It doesn’t seem like you’re that desperate for it yet?” He teased, gazing down at her hungrily, his movements unrelenting.

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Ana snarled, her body shuddering as her release continued in waves, “Oh you don’t feel my tight little cunt squeezing your cock? I know you do, I feel your cock twitching inside me Teddy…” her voice was hardly even, grunting each time he bottomed out inside her.

“Don’t make me flip us over again, I’m always doing all the work” she goaded him, managing a smirk as she met his gaze, her eyes full of lust for him, her body twitching as she continued her release.

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Theodore smirked as she spoke, “I do feel it, oh you feel so good. Doesn’t mean you’re desperate though does it? Just means that you’re human.” He chucked.

“Pft, that’s hardly fair and you know it.” He scoffed, “I’ve done plenty of the work.” He snarled playfully, as he maneuvered them so that she was now on top of him. His hands migrated up her chest, his hips thrusting upwards, making sure she felt all of him.

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Ana smiled, she hoped he’d do this. Without wasting time, she began slamming herself down onto him, a moan leaving her lips as their skin slapped together. “Don’t know Teddy, looks like I’m doing all the work again…” she pants, giggling breathlessly,

She took one of his hands, guiding it to her lower abdomen, “do you feel how deep you are inside me Teddy? Fuck…its so fucking good, stretching me out like that… I need you to fill my little cunt with your come Teddy.” She scratched down his chest, sure to catch his nipples as she did so.

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He scoffed as she spoke, “Yeah, Yeah, you wish.” He retorted breathlessly. 

He watched her intently as she moved, his eyes rolling into the back of his head as she placed his hand on her abdomen, “Fuck, yes, take it. You feel so good.” He panted. 

Theodore enjoyed her movements against him for a few moments before he reached up and gripped the back of her neck. He used the leverage against her to flip them once more. He pushed the back of her head down into the pillow, his moments against her unrelenting. Once she was completely flat against the bed he took her wrists in his hands he pinned them above her head. He grunted as he thrust against her aggressively, making sure she took all of him. 

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[theodore-x-nott]

Ana needed to calm down if she was to make it through the night without embarrassing herself. It was bad enough she nearly jumped him last night–which she still blames the champagne for. Though the anxious train of thought evaporated more with the more he kissed her. It was like she was flying, he was making her have the most ridiculous reactions just by kissing her–maybe it truly was a good idea they were holding off from most other things… Her hands migrated back to his shirt, gripping it softly to get some leverage on him, another moan leaving her lips at the same time his did. She’d never given such attention to sounds like this before, it was making her fight the urge to hook her leg over his hip.

Theodore groaned softly as she gripped his shirt, her hands feeling delicious against his chest. He flexed his muscles subconsciously at her touch, rolling his shoulders and sighing deeply. His hands held her face softly, guiding and moving her how he wanted as he continued to deepen the kiss. He sighed happily against her lips, this just felt, well, right. Like she was made for him, like this was meant to be. He face fit so perfectly between his hands, their lips met together so fluidly and effortlessly. He cursed himself for waiting for so long, for wasting so much time, he wished he’d know then how perfect things would feel now: he would have handled things very differently.

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She could die happy, she’s decided. If they only had tonight and this was all they did until they had to return to school and pretend nothing happened, she’d not complain. Not too much anyway. His hands cradled her face in a way that made her feel like the most precious thing in this world. Ana’s own hands migrated under the collar of his shirt to really hold the back of his neck, another moan leaving her lips at the feeling of his skin on her fingertips. Her thumbs gently rubbed at the side of his neck, gasping as she felt his pulse through his skin. She pressed closer to him, before she could think twice, the warmth of his body making her shudder.

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Theodore shuddered as her hands moved against his neck, he moaned softly against her lips, sighing contently as he continued to lose himself in their kiss. He rolled his head as her thumbs moved against his neck, granting her better access. He shifted as she moved closer to him, hooking his leg over her hip and pulling her further in towards his body. “You taste so good.” he moaned softly against their lips, his tongue running against her lower lip teasingly.

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Ana pressed her thumb harder against his pulse point, just to see how it affected him. A groan left her lips as he placed his leg over her hip, she could feel him, he heat radiating off him surely also radiating off herself. “I’ve told you, you have no idea.” She whispered, one of her own legs going between his, gasping when she went too far up and felt the bulge in his pants. Ana broke the kiss, pulling her body back as she tried to get her breathing in check. “Fuck…” She sighed, trying to hide her face in the crook of his neck “this is going to be so much harder than I thought. And that’s saying something.”

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore moaned softly as she pressed her thumb against his pulse point, a shudder running through his body as it reacted to her touch. He couldn’t help but chuckle as she pulled away, “Is it that scary? Surely it’s a good thing that it’s harder than you thought.” He teased her. Though he shifted himself, placing his hand under her chin to lift her head up to look at him, “Are you ok?” He asked her softly, watching her intently to make sure he didn’t miss anything.

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She laughed, burying her face further into the crook of his neck. “shut up” she mumbled, just knowing her face was a cherry as he coaxed her into looking at him again. “What’s <I>difficult</I> is following this rule you’ve put on me.” she bit her lip, stroking his cheek, and down his neck, sighing longingly. “Im fine–frustrated–but fine… Are you okay?” She asked, offering him a grin. She needed to get a grip–she was going to send him running. If he thought this was all she wanted. And while it was a part of it, she had been in love with him since she knew him, and kept falling deeper the more she knew him. “sorry”. She averted her eyes, taking a deep breath to push down the embarrassment.

[theodore-x-nott]

He couldn’t help but grin at her widely: the smile reaching his eyes. “It will be worth it in the end. I can put a cast iron  guarantee on that.” He said as he winked at her. He moved her hair behind her ear, squeezing the lobe gently as he did so. “I’m fine, also frustrated, but I want to do things properly, I want to treat you the way you deserve and have this be real. I’ve spent so long rushing and only having one thing because I was determined not to have any emotions or feelings involved, to have everything be superficial and meaningless. I don’t want that with you, I want this to be real and pure and everything you deserve. I want to savour every moment.” He smiled at her, his hand cupping her cheek tenderly.

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Ana laughed, the sound more relaxed than before. It did help that he seemed so at ease. Her heart broke for him a little bit as he mentioned never having emotions about his trysts, that in fact, officially, she might be his first girlfriend… It hadn’t occurred to her until now. Him squeezing her earlobe grounded her from her train of thought. “yes but then you also pull me down to snog me on a couch in a yacht far away from the world and hooking your leg over my hip.” she giggled. she sobered quickly though, her hands mirroring his so she could pull him into a slow kiss. “I do want to savor it too, you’re so special to me. And you deserve it all as well… I don’t know how Im getting to have all of this from you, but I want to make sure I make it worth it for you.”

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Theodore shrugged, grinning cheekily at her as she mentioned his actions.

“Hey I’m still just a guy, and you’re, well look at you: irresistible is the word that springs to mind.”

He sighed softly against her lips as she kissed him once more, “You deserve all of this, you’re worth this, and so much more.” He reassured her gently.

“You mean so much to me, I don’t want to throw it all away for a few hours of passion, all be it enjoyable, unforgettable passion.” He smirked, twitching his lips. “Seriously though. You’re special to me and I want to make sure our first time is special and cherished, not just some hormone driven fumble.” He said, kissing her nose.

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Ana scoffed, “Sure…” she replied, not wanting to completely disagree with him, she was learning he liked debating with her about her looks.

“So are you.” She whispered back, her smile soft and adoring, she couldn’t try to downplay herself anymore.

So many scenarios flashed through her mind as he mentioned ‘hours’ of passion. Her brows shot up, parting her lips but shutting them in time to stop the questions from spilling out. Instead, a somewhat mad-sounding giggle left her mouth; she had to look away from him for a moment.

“If tonight is any indication of how detail-oriented you are, I look forward to it” she managed to meet his eye again as she spoke, letting the need she still felt show through.

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Theodore reached across, turning her to look at him once more as she turned away,

“Hey, no need to look away, no need to be embarrassed, I like your giggles, they’re cute!” He reassured her, kissing her nose softly.

He pulled back to look at her once more, “Well, tonight is far from over, we have a few more hours here to finish up our food and then, I have a little something further planned for you.I think you will really like it.” He said excitedly, hoping she’d like all he had organised.

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“I don’t know what it is you do to me but I do not giggle around anyone else…” she confessed, closing her eyes and grinning as he kissed her nose. Ana could hardly believe this was really happening.

She figured if they were ever to get through tonight, that they should at least do what he’s planned. So with a sad little sigh, she sat upright as he spoke, pulling Theodore along with her. Taking the opportunity, she kissed him, slowly, longingly, before pulling away. Ana licked her lips before she could stop herself, before grinning at him.

“You’ve got more? Oh Merlin,” she looked around, shaking her head “this is already so much more than I expected… I can’t imagine what else you’ve got planned” she chuckled.

[theodore-x-nott]

“Well I will have to figure out whatever it is I am doing, so that I can keep on doing it.” Theodore grinned at her widely. 

Theodore groaned as she pulled him upwards, but allowed her to do so all the same. He’d much rather lie with her here forever, but, he did have plans, so he supposed they’d best get on with them. 

He groaned softly into her kiss, his eyes zoning in on her tongue as she began to lick her lips, his eyes met hers as she grinned, his own grin mirroring hers. 

He felt a little worried when she reacted, unsure if he’d done too much, 

“Is it, this, is it too much? Have I gone too over the top? I just wanted to spoil you, and well, if I am honest, I have been thinking about this for quite a while.” He said sheepishly, shuffling his feet anxiously. 

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Collateral Damage

Anastia,

I don't have a lot of time so I’ll keep to the point. Theodore isn't well, Mia is going through a particularly rough patch and is in hospital right now, and Theodore is there by himself. Please, I beg you to not ask questions, it will only complicate things. I wouldn’t ask for your help if I could stay with them, and I know you don’t owe me any favors. So I ask for Theodores sake to be there for him. I’ve attached Floo directions, please go as soon as you can.

Phoebus

She read the letter at least six more times before she could understand it. Even then she didn’t have a clue what was going on. Surely this was one of her anxious spirals, surely this boy that Mia was seeing isn’t asking this of her—surely Theodore isn’t once again in the middle of whatever it is that Mia’s father’s done…

One way to find out, she supposed.

She stood, sending the owl away with a small bit of food. Ana couldn’t shake the ever growing list of questions in her head as she dressed to leave. How could she possibly help? Would they even let her into wherever Theodore was? Was this some sort of trap from the Dark Lord because Theodore’s done something bad? She groaned out loud, rubbing her eyes to try wiping these thoughts away. After a few deep breaths she made a line to the nearest ‘jailbroken’ Floo. This Umbridge bullshit really made all of this all the more inconvenient…

With a green flash she stepped into a little waiting room, somehow ostentatious despite the somber aura of the space. If she’d done this right, Theodore and Mia would be just down the hall—if Phoebus’s instructions were correct.

Ana stood in front of the door, took a deep breath, and knocked twice. Her heart was hammering in her chest, and her wand felt warm in her pocket as she awaited an answer.

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Theodore had been sitting with his head against the bed, holding Mia’s hand ever since Phoebus had left. He knew she was sedated, he knew that it was impossible, but he’d been hoping she’d wake up all the same. He was so caught up in wishing and hoping she’d wake up, as well as panicking about what was to come, that the knock on the door startled him. He jumped up, his wand raised, already on high alert after the events of the past few days, was Phoebus back already? No! He couldn't be, although he wasn't sure how long it had been since he’d left, 

Theodore was certain that Phoebus’s parents wouldn’t have let him go yet. Besides, Phoebus wouldn’t knock. None of the healers had knocked yet, they just walked in, her father certainly wouldn’t knock, so who could it be? Theodore hadn’t even sent for his father yet, although the healers could have sent for him early, they did seem very keen to talk to him. Well, it was no use guessing, he’d have to just open the door to see who it was. That could be risky though, no, he’d peek through the slat in the blinds first to see who it was before making a further decision on what to do.

The very last person Theodore was expecting to see when he peeked through the blinds, was Ana, his Ana. Phoebus! As much as Theodore wanted Ana here, needed her here, Phoebus shouldn’t have told her, he’d just put her in danger. He didn’t know it was possible to be so happy and so upset at the same time, yet both of these emotions flooded and overwhelmed him at the sight of her. He snatched open the door, pulling her into the room and closing the door before anyone could see her.

He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her into the tightest hug, sighing deeply,

“What are you doing here? Oh I have missed you so much, you can’t be here though, you shouldn’t be here, you’re in danger.” He mumbled into her hair, inhaling deeply as he nuzzled his face against her, her scent soothing him instantly.

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Early Practice

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theodore-x-nott

“Oh I see, well, very smart. What they don’t know can’t hurt them I suppose.” He mused, “Though I wish you’d told me, we could have gone flying together, that would have been fun.” He said, a twinge of sadness in his voice. “You’ve picked up some good tips, it’s obvious you’ve been watching the professionals. Like I said, you need help with techniques and movements but you’ve got the raw talent and that is hard to learn, let alone teach, so I think you may well just be naturally gifted.” Theodore complimented her earnestly. “You’re more than good enough to show people, you should believe in yourself more. I think with a few lessons and some hard work you could be a really proficient player, I would certainly want you on my team that is for sure.” He grinned at her happily.

She opened her mouth to respond only to close it again. Ana frankly didn’t know what stopped her from telling Theodore–perhaps to not look like a muggleborn in front of him, or maybe just her pride. “Not sure…I just wanted to be up to par before I tried it in front of anyone.” she shrugged once more. As he spoke, her cheeks burned, and she wished she had the beater’s bat to still have something to fidget with. “Thanks Teddy” she grinned, not seeing flattery in his features, but finding honesty instead; it made her have to look away for a moment. “I was going to try out next year” she blurted, pressing her lips together for a moment before deciding to continue. “Not to actually make the team, I just wanted to see how I’d do. That was my goal.” she confessed, “I don’t think I could keep me being on the Quidditch team a secret at home…” 

[theodore-x-nott]

Ana didn’t respond to his comment–her denying any of the compliments he’d give her would result in him insisting and her with a red face. Instead Ana only smiled, though her cheeks did feel warm as they started to walk. She laughed “I know what you mean, I haven’t really gone that hard before, I may need to place a freezing charm on something and hold it on my shoulder later,” she obliged him as he asked to let her through first, though not without a small roll of her eyes. “Do you want to meet with Mia and everyone in the Great Hall? I think she came back from her ‘appointment’ this morning” she chuckled, not quite understanding that girl’s scenario.

“Oh, are you sure you’re ok? I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to push you too hard.” He said, looking at her with concern. “If you need anything let me know, I have some cream that is good for muscle injuries as well as some potions.” He offered.

“It’s up to you, she’s a law unto herself anyway, so whether she is even at the great hall is anyone’s guess I suppose we shall wait and see.” Theodore chuckled, “Do you know what you want to eat? I want a full English with all the trimmings, I feel I deserve it.” He said with a chuckle.

[anastiabenzakour]

“I should be fine, yes. Well if I’m trying to get to a certain level, I need to make sure I’m getting used to the actual workload, you know?” Ana shrugged, before grinning at him once more “I’ll let you know if I need them–if” she poked his arm, shaking her head slightly.

“I just want to drink a huge cup of water” she groaned, letting out a puff of air between her lips “but yes, that actually sounds good–shocking I know, I must really be hungry” she laughed, “You do deserve it, you’ve done your good deed for the day so you should get a reward” she grinned.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore nodded at hr, “Yes, I feel that I do indeed deserve such things.” He chuckled, he clicked his fingers summoning one of his elves, talking with the elf as he continued walking, the elf running to keep up with their strides. “Have two full English breakfasts waiting for myself and my friend, I will also take a protein shake, and a large glass of ice water.” He said, the elf nodded and bowed, before popping out of sight. “It’s a little awkward having to order food to be brought to me, but I can’t take the risk of eating the food here, these girls are crazy.” He shook his head, “I’m glad you’re not like them, you’re an awesome friend, you just like me for me. Thank you.” He smiled at her genuinely, his eyes twinkling.

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana jumped a little as the elf appeared, never quite used to how they used elves here, despite how reliant on them he was. She frowned as he spoke, the more he spoke of all the things he had to deal with, the more grateful she was that her parents sent her so far away for school. And though she did wish the same for Theodore, she was glad they’d been able to meet. She laughed at his statement, though it may have been less genuine than she’d wanted to be “Oh, you don’t have to worry about any of that with me, trust me.” she nudged his arm, as he continued “You don’t need to thank me. don’t be silly” she smiled back, surprised when she had to force herself to look away after a small moment. “Let’s just eat in the Kitchens, I don’t remember Mia being in bed when I woke up this morning anyway…” she decided, shrugging as they turned a corner.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore raised his eyebrow as she mentioned not thinking Mia was in bed this morning. That meant one of two things, either her father had summoned her or she was out running herself into the ground in an ill advised effort to try and keep on top of her thoughts: he didn’t like the sound of either option. He didn’t mention anything to Ana, though he did make a mental note to make sure he checked up on her later. “The kitchens sounds good, at least I won’t have anyone staring at me down there, well, maybe the elves, but they’re alright.” he grinned at her, he switched directions, now walking towards the kitchens rather then the great hall.

[anastiabenzakour]

She did notice the strange look that crossed his features, though as he didn’t seem to want to talk about it, she didn’t pry. One of the things shed learned while being Theodore and Mia’s friend, was that it was better to not know everything about them. He did worry her sometimes, the boy looked like he had the weight of the world on his shoulders. “I’ll be sure to avoid eye contact as well” she teased, crossing her arms under her chest as she nudged him a little. it really was a good move to repress whatever nervous feelings she had around him–the last thing she wanted to be was another person he avoided. Besides, he didn’t seem to think of her as anything else either. “I’ll be too busy looking at my food anyway”

[theodore-x-nott]

“Oh no, I didn’t mean you, not at all. You are fine to make eye contact, in fact, I’d encourage it.” He chuckled, nudging back against her. “Oh well that is if you can tear your eyes away from your food for long enough to pay me any attention that is.” He teased her.

[anastiabenzakour]

“You know, times like these I’m so glad you just see me as a friend and not…you know, a hunter. But maybe I’ll spare you a glance after I’ve eaten” she laughed, the sound more nervous than shed wanted. thankfully though they’d made it to the tapestry shrouding the kitchens. She did the honors, pulling the thing for Theodore to get through. “In you go then” she grinned.

[theodore-x-nott]

He paused as she waited for him to enter the kitchen and looked down at her, “No, I’ve never seen you like that, ever, you’re nothing like those girls, you’re nothing like any other girls, you’re special.” He replied, grinning at her softly, their eyes connecting for a tender moment before he turned and began looking forward as he stepped into the kitchens.

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana returned his grin, hoping the knowledge that shed dissect his words for hours later tonight didn’t show in her face. She crossed her arms as Theodore’s elf teetered into view, somehow done with the massive order he’d given it not a few moments ago.

”master nott! your breakfast for you and your friend!” it squeaked as it laid it all out on a nearby table, promptly disappearing soon after.

“full English… well I can’t back out now“ she laughed, making her way to the table.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore thanked the elf and moved to pull out a chair for Ana to sit on. “Nope, you have to try everything as well.” He grinned, waiting until she had sat down before pushing her chair into the table.

Once she was settled he made his way to his seat and sat down himself. His eyes raked across the food, wondering what to try first. “After you.” He said softly, waiting for her to begin.

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana mirrored his movements, her eyes surveying the plate of food before her with polite apprehension. “I’ll try it, but I can’t say I’ll like it” she giggled, hoping she didn’t seem as nervous as she looked.

“Let’s start with the safest things..” she started on the egg and toast, nodding in approval. “One of these days I’ll sneak one of my cooks in for you…” she grinned, allowing herself to regard the sight of him for a moment before returning to her plate,

[theodore-x-nott]

“Nah, I know you’ll like it, just give it a chance.” He grinned at her, her giggle had his stomach turning somersaults. He pushed down his thoughts before they could surface, gulping them down.

“I would love that.”He said as she spoke of bringing one of her cooks, “If you tell them what you want, the elves can make any dish, literally anything from around the world, you just have to ask. Might also be an option.” He shrugged.

He noticed that her hair was falling into her face and he didn’t want it to go into her food. Before his thoughts could catch up with him: he had learned over and tucked her hair behind her ear, “Sorry, I just, I didn’t want it to go into your food.” He managed to stutter out sheepishly.

[anastiabenzakour]

theodore-x-nott

“You know damn well I never just talk a good game, I am more than capable of following through as well.” He growled at her lowly, he gripped her hips and pulled her closer to him. Theodore sat up in the hot tub, leaning back against the side and holding her in his lap, “In fact, not too long ago you were moaning about how hard I had worked you, hence us being in the hot tub to soothe those poor overworked muscles.” He smirked at her, his hands flexing against her hips as he looked up at her smugly.

Her hands roamed his chest, her nails grazing his abdomen as she made her way back up to his shoulders, “Well yes but then I told you if you fed me you’d have a very energetic version of me willing to see if you’d keep your word” she twitched as he squeezed her hips, her lips more biting his neck than teasing him. Her lips went to his ear, sure to shift against him as she spoke “Are you telling me that you’re too tired and overworked?” she placed a kiss right behind his ear, almost chastely, before smirking to herself. 

[theodore-x-nott]

Her gasp was sharp as he got out of the water, the cold shock of the evening air making her only shudder harder around him. Her arms immediately looped around his neck, not wishing for him to do all the work. Ana looked up at him and licked her lips as they took a moment to take each other in. Her hands wrapped around his forearms, digging her nails in as he started fucking her once more. She gasped, then almost screamed with how good it felt. Her release was barely done, now it felt like it started over again. Her back arched, her senses overwhelmed by his movements. Her hands slid up his arms, down his torso, back up to his face, she pulled him to her so she could suck his bottom lip into his mouth groaning at the taste. 

Theodore groaned into her mouth as she sucked his borrom lip, he snarled at her playfuly, growling as he pulled his lip from her grasp and snapped her lip into his mouth, sucking hungrily at the supple flesh. He moaned deeply as he began to thrust against her harder, making sure she took all of him, his muscles flexing in his arms as he held himself up over her. He looked down at her, watching every little reaction she gave him. He wanted her falling apart for him again, he wanted her screaming and gasping and pleading as she cam undone around him.

[anastiabenzakour]

A small giggle left her lips as he snarled at her, though it was cut off by a grunt as he bottomed out inside her. Ana’s eyes opened to watch how he bit her lip, causing her to groan once more. She was quickly building into another orgasm, each time she felt  all of him deep inside her she couldn’t help but groan out loud. She met his gaze as he pulled back to continue, her lip now between her own teeth as she grazed her fingertips down his torso and back up again. Her legs wrapped around his waist, pushing him further down, using the leverage to meet his thrusts. 

[theodore-x-nott]

He ducked forward, pulling her lower lip from her teeth and sucking it into his mouth, groaning against her lip as he nibbled it teasingly. His eyes locked onto hers, his thrusts unrelenting against her. Her noises for him were driving him to distraction, as always. He groaned deeply, his teeth biting down harder against her lip for a moment to offset the tension building within him.

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana moaned into his mouth, using as much leverage as she could to meet his thrusts. She loved when he was like this, unrelenting while she was riding out her release. Though she did like it more when she watched him lose himself to her. Ana grunted,his teeth making her twitch hard around him, and she hadn’t realized how close she was again until she pulled away to bite down on the crook of his neck to keep from screaming. She came harder than the first time, her legs wrapping tight around him to push him harder against her.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore groaned loudly as she bit his neck and began to ride out her release once more. He doubled his efforts, making sure to give her all he had, forcing her to take all of him, to ride it out for as long and as hard as she possibly could. “Fucj you feel so good, so fucking tight against me.” He groaned at her, “That’s it baby, ride it out on my cock.”

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana dragged her tongue over the bite mark, the hint of his blood on her tongue. “Fuck–so deep… Don’t fucking stop…” She grunted between gasps. She let herself go for a moment, enjoying the waves of electricity going through her. As he continued, she smirked, using the hold she had on him to flip him onto his back “Make me.” She retorted, slamming herself down as hard and fast as she could on him, her head thrown back and she groaned.

[theodore-x-nott]

He couldn’t help but chuckle as she flipped them, giving her a moment to enjoy her win before he effortlessly flipped the back once more, “Happily.” He replied, smirking down at her. He pulled himself back, gripping her hips so he could double his efforts against her and really make her take all of him: his eyes not leaving hers for a second, a smug grin across his lips.

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana fell on her back with a grunt, blinking up at him for a second before she arched her back With the force of his thrusts. She moaned deep in her chest, pulling her legs up further, pushing him deeper, needing more. “That’s it make me ride it out teddy… I want you to come in me just like this—oh fuck it’s so good…” Ana couldnt tell if that came out As a plea or as a demand, and she frankly didn’t care as long as he did it.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore’s eyes darkened as she arched and he looked down, his eyes raking over her, his lust for her taking over his thoughts.

He growled loudly as she spoke, the sound resonating deep within his chest.

“Oh you want it? It doesn’t seem like you’re that desperate for it yet?” He teased, gazing down at her hungrily, his movements unrelenting.

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana snarled, her body shuddering as her release continued in waves, “Oh you don’t feel my tight little cunt squeezing your cock? I know you do, I feel your cock twitching inside me Teddy…” her voice was hardly even, grunting each time he bottomed out inside her.

“Don’t make me flip us over again, I’m always doing all the work” she goaded him, managing a smirk as she met his gaze, her eyes full of lust for him, her body twitching as she continued her release.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore smirked as she spoke, “I do feel it, oh you feel so good. Doesn’t mean you’re desperate though does it? Just means that you’re human.” He chucked.

“Pft, that’s hardly fair and you know it.” He scoffed, “I’ve done plenty of the work.” He snarled playfully, as he maneuvered them so that she was now on top of him. His hands migrated up her chest, his hips thrusting upwards, making sure she felt all of him.

[anastiabenzakour]

[theodore-x-nott]

Ana needed to calm down if she was to make it through the night without embarrassing herself. It was bad enough she nearly jumped him last night–which she still blames the champagne for. Though the anxious train of thought evaporated more with the more he kissed her. It was like she was flying, he was making her have the most ridiculous reactions just by kissing her–maybe it truly was a good idea they were holding off from most other things… Her hands migrated back to his shirt, gripping it softly to get some leverage on him, another moan leaving her lips at the same time his did. She’d never given such attention to sounds like this before, it was making her fight the urge to hook her leg over his hip.

Theodore groaned softly as she gripped his shirt, her hands feeling delicious against his chest. He flexed his muscles subconsciously at her touch, rolling his shoulders and sighing deeply. His hands held her face softly, guiding and moving her how he wanted as he continued to deepen the kiss. He sighed happily against her lips, this just felt, well, right. Like she was made for him, like this was meant to be. He face fit so perfectly between his hands, their lips met together so fluidly and effortlessly. He cursed himself for waiting for so long, for wasting so much time, he wished he’d know then how perfect things would feel now: he would have handled things very differently.

[anastiabenzakour]

She could die happy, she’s decided. If they only had tonight and this was all they did until they had to return to school and pretend nothing happened, she’d not complain. Not too much anyway. His hands cradled her face in a way that made her feel like the most precious thing in this world. Ana’s own hands migrated under the collar of his shirt to really hold the back of his neck, another moan leaving her lips at the feeling of his skin on her fingertips. Her thumbs gently rubbed at the side of his neck, gasping as she felt his pulse through his skin. She pressed closer to him, before she could think twice, the warmth of his body making her shudder.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore shuddered as her hands moved against his neck, he moaned softly against her lips, sighing contently as he continued to lose himself in their kiss. He rolled his head as her thumbs moved against his neck, granting her better access. He shifted as she moved closer to him, hooking his leg over her hip and pulling her further in towards his body. “You taste so good.” he moaned softly against their lips, his tongue running against her lower lip teasingly.

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana pressed her thumb harder against his pulse point, just to see how it affected him. A groan left her lips as he placed his leg over her hip, she could feel him, he heat radiating off him surely also radiating off herself. “I’ve told you, you have no idea.” She whispered, one of her own legs going between his, gasping when she went too far up and felt the bulge in his pants. Ana broke the kiss, pulling her body back as she tried to get her breathing in check. “Fuck…” She sighed, trying to hide her face in the crook of his neck “this is going to be so much harder than I thought. And that’s saying something.”

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore moaned softly as she pressed her thumb against his pulse point, a shudder running through his body as it reacted to her touch. He couldn’t help but chuckle as she pulled away, “Is it that scary? Surely it’s a good thing that it’s harder than you thought.” He teased her. Though he shifted himself, placing his hand under her chin to lift her head up to look at him, “Are you ok?” He asked her softly, watching her intently to make sure he didn’t miss anything.

[anastiabenzakour]

She laughed, burying her face further into the crook of his neck. “shut up” she mumbled, just knowing her face was a cherry as he coaxed her into looking at him again. “What’s <I>difficult</I> is following this rule you’ve put on me.” she bit her lip, stroking his cheek, and down his neck, sighing longingly. “Im fine–frustrated–but fine… Are you okay?” She asked, offering him a grin. She needed to get a grip–she was going to send him running. If he thought this was all she wanted. And while it was a part of it, she had been in love with him since she knew him, and kept falling deeper the more she knew him. “sorry”. She averted her eyes, taking a deep breath to push down the embarrassment.

[theodore-x-nott]

He couldn’t help but grin at her widely: the smile reaching his eyes. “It will be worth it in the end. I can put a cast iron  guarantee on that.” He said as he winked at her. He moved her hair behind her ear, squeezing the lobe gently as he did so. “I’m fine, also frustrated, but I want to do things properly, I want to treat you the way you deserve and have this be real. I’ve spent so long rushing and only having one thing because I was determined not to have any emotions or feelings involved, to have everything be superficial and meaningless. I don’t want that with you, I want this to be real and pure and everything you deserve. I want to savour every moment.” He smiled at her, his hand cupping her cheek tenderly.

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana laughed, the sound more relaxed than before. It did help that he seemed so at ease. Her heart broke for him a little bit as he mentioned never having emotions about his trysts, that in fact, officially, she might be his first girlfriend… It hadn’t occurred to her until now. Him squeezing her earlobe grounded her from her train of thought. “yes but then you also pull me down to snog me on a couch in a yacht far away from the world and hooking your leg over my hip.” she giggled. she sobered quickly though, her hands mirroring his so she could pull him into a slow kiss. “I do want to savor it too, you’re so special to me. And you deserve it all as well… I don’t know how Im getting to have all of this from you, but I want to make sure I make it worth it for you.”

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore shrugged, grinning cheekily at her as she mentioned his actions.

“Hey I’m still just a guy, and you’re, well look at you: irresistible is the word that springs to mind.”

He sighed softly against her lips as she kissed him once more, “You deserve all of this, you’re worth this, and so much more.” He reassured her gently.

“You mean so much to me, I don’t want to throw it all away for a few hours of passion, all be it enjoyable, unforgettable passion.” He smirked, twitching his lips. “Seriously though. You’re special to me and I want to make sure our first time is special and cherished, not just some hormone driven fumble.” He said, kissing her nose.

[anastiabenzakour]

Ana scoffed, “Sure…” she replied, not wanting to completely disagree with him, she was learning he liked debating with her about her looks.

“So are you.” She whispered back, her smile soft and adoring, she couldn’t try to downplay herself anymore.

So many scenarios flashed through her mind as he mentioned ‘hours’ of passion. Her brows shot up, parting her lips but shutting them in time to stop the questions from spilling out. Instead, a somewhat mad-sounding giggle left her mouth; she had to look away from him for a moment.

“If tonight is any indication of how detail-oriented you are, I look forward to it” she managed to meet his eye again as she spoke, letting the need she still felt show through.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore reached across, turning her to look at him once more as she turned away,

“Hey, no need to look away, no need to be embarrassed, I like your giggles, they’re cute!” He reassured her, kissing her nose softly.

He pulled back to look at her once more, “Well, tonight is far from over, we have a few more hours here to finish up our food and then, I have a little something further planned for you.I think you will really like it.” He said excitedly, hoping she’d like all he had organised.

[it-is-bunny-bitch]

In Dreams We Enter A World That’s Entirely Our Own ….

The all to familiar rage was building within her again, she could feel it running through her veins, it was burning hot, she felt like her blood was boiling as it coursed through her body. She wanted to hurt, to maim, to kill. That was strongly counteracted with the lust that was pulling at her loins, she was desperate for him, she needed him, she kissed Phoebus deeply, biting and snapping at his lip, snarling into their kiss. She moved against him as she straddled him, arching her back as she ground her body into his. She craved him, she wanted him, every inch of her body was yearning for him.

She screamed suddenly as she felt a sharp pain cut across her shoulders, it was like the skin was being pulled so tight across her shoulder blades she swore it would rip open. She tried to reach and look behind her, struggling to feel what was happening, the skin was pulsating, it was tearing, she could swear it was splitting open. Her fingers felt like they were going to break, like the bones were going to snap. It was as if her nail beds were on fire. She screamed again as another bout of rage tore through her, she began scratching at Phoebus, but it was more than normal, she wanted to hurt him, to kill him, to rip the flesh from his bones. She couldn’t stop herself, the rage was consuming her, she tried to think straight, she tried to control herself, but she couldn’t. She tore at him, getting more and more violent, screaming and snarling at him.

[her-phe-bear]

theodore-x-nott

Theodore shrugged, “Well yes she gets some shit for being my best friend, but not as much as she’d get if she was - well - more than that.” He gulped, “Yes she fights for me because she’s my friend, the same way I would fight for her, or you guys. Plenty of the girls have money and a name, that isn’t the issue, of course I know she doesn’t think about any of those things. But I also know she doesn’t think about anything with me, just being friends, she’s not like the others, she’s different.” He sighed deeply, “Well I don’t intend on ‘doing away with her’ the whole point is I don’t want to lose her from my life. It’s not about giving up before I’ve started, it’s not that at all. If I had feelings - which I don’t - but if I did, she doesn’t feel the same so it would ruin our friendship and I don’t want to live with that.” He said solemnly

Phoebus leaned his face on his hand, shaking his head slowly. The poor boy was incredibly insecure for the amount of praise he receives. It was sad, really, to see him struggle like this. Mia was convinced, and she knew Theodore better than anyone else, that they were both in denial of their feelings. “Doesn’t she live like, a million miles away? You barely hear from her over the summers or break. Do you think you’ll just be pen pals after Hogwarts? You’ll have your own lives, marriages, children, responsibilities… I’m not trying to depress you mate, I promise I’m not. But… come on, It’s me, I know you, why are you denying it? You’re Theodore fucking Nott! Posterboy for the aristocracy! you could have any girl you want. Why is she so different? Because you like her.” He shrugged, surveying the boys expression. 

[theodore-x-nott]

“She lives in Morocco, that is hardly far with the use of magic, we can floo or disapperate to one another. Yes, I fully intend to keep her in my life after Hogwarts, why wouldn’t I? She is one of my closes friends, I have no intention of throwing that away just because we no longer attend school together.” He shrugged. Theodore’s face dropped as Phoebus mentioned marriage and children, he didn’t particularly want to think of him doing such things, let alone her. “Well you’re doing a good job at depressing me, you know my father is already on about me marrying someone and settling down, if he has his way I shall be married by the time I am sixteen. Him and mother were wed at sixteen and so must I.” He groaned, “I am trying to convince him to let me wait until after school but so far no luck. We’re already having to discuss potential candidates. I am twelve almost thirteen and I have to think upon marriage? Even if I did like her, how do I even start anything with her? Oh, hi, not only will this totally fuck up our friendship, but in about three years my father is going to force me to marry.” Theodore groaned loudly, placing his face down onto the table.

[her-phe-bear]

Phe let him speak. shaking his head slowly as he watched him realize all the thing Phoebus already knew “And what–you think she doesn’t have the same coming at her? If she’s from a family worth your time, then she certainly is, all of us are getting it. My parents married straight out of school. I think the only reason I’m not betrothed already is because they know she’s not going to be taken away from her father’s clutches.” he jerked his head towards Mia. “I do know it’s a shitty thing to think about so far ahead–but if there’s someone you feel so strongly about, from a good family, and you already get along so well…why is that so far out reality to actually ask all that? Ask her if she’s had the conversation with her parents about it–as her friend–and see what she says. It’ll just come across like you’re confiding in her and giving her the chance to do the same” he shrugged. “You think your father wont like her as someone for you to be with?” he asked after a pause, his brow furrowing. 

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore laughed out loud, then began chuckling deeply, unable to stop himself, eventually he sighed and rubbed his eyes, “Oh mate, I needed that, fuck, thanks. Do you really believe your parents haven’t betrothed you is because of Mia? We both know they will never let you marry her, oh fuck the thought of your fathers face is just, it’s priceless.” He chuckled once more, “The thing is, it isn’t even just your family that won’t allow it, neither will her father.” He sobered, shaking his head, “Like, I hate to break it to you, but, you’re just as fucked as I am.” He nudged him, “We’re all fucked, the joy of being part of the aristocracy I suppose, at least we have more money than we know what to do with to take the edge off hmm? Oh, and supposedly this poison as well.” He said, taking another sip of his drink and wincing as it burnt his throat once more. “I don’t know, that’s a bit fucking suspicious isn’t it? Hey Ana buddy, hey pal, so, have your parents spoken to you about your forced marriage yet? Do you maybe want to be forced into marriage with me? You know, your friend, like come on, that is fucking wild, I can’t even imagine talking to her about that.” He groaned, letting his head fall back to look up at the ceiling.

[her-phe-bear]

“Fuck off” he rolled his eyes, shoving Theodore as the boy laughed, though not properly upset. He knew Theodore was right anyway. So he leaned back in his seat and sulked until the boy was finished telling him all of the reasons why he will end up with an unhappy life. “what I mean, is that the second I’m betrothed to anyone, Mia will find a way to kill her before I have a chance to open my mouth. My parents aren’t daft, they must know she at least likes me,they must remember all the things from our childhood.” He sighed, happy that the conversation returned to. Theodore’s own little conundrum. “I think you’d need to be a bit more fucking subtle about it, but yes.” He laughed. “You can talk to her about your dad trying to get you betrothed and ask her if she’s got a similar situation… I swear it’ll be a miracle if you manage getting a girlfriend, let alone this girl you’re giving zero chance to.” He shook his head, regarding him for a moment. “Just stop worrying so much, Mia says this girl likes you, just…you know, go for it” he shrugged, gesturing vaguely.

[theodore-x-nott]

“Well at least you have Mia to kill them all for you sl you certainly won’t get stuck with one you don’t like.” Theodore chuckled. Hey, I could have any number of girlfriends, should I wish, boyfriends to for that matter.” Theodore retorted, sticking his tongue out at Phoebus. “Mia is hardly an endorsement for someone’s feelings. She would say any girl likes me if I said I liked them, and she’d make sure they did because she’d break their legs if they disagreed and that would just be the start.” Theodore laughed, shaking his head.

[her-phe-bear]

“I mean, that’s one way to look at it, sure” he agreed, though he shook his head. He laughed as the boy continued, “right yes, but I meant one you actually like and don’t just want to snog behind a tapestry somewhere” he shot back with a grin. “I’d give you that, but she’s friends with her isn’t she, and shed tell you the truth if you really asked. “Such deprecating talk from the most eligible young aristocrat” he mocked, giving his best Rita skeeter impression.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore rolled his eyes and groaned loudly as Phoebus teased him. He sneered at Phoebus’s impression of Rita Skeeter.

“Don’t, that fucking woman will be the death of me. The shit that she writes should be enough to turn people against me but apparently not. The way she leers at me as well, it’s sickening. It just makes the girls want to be with me so they can be ‘famous’ it’s disgusting and tacky.” He snarled, taking another long sip from his glass and sighed heavily, “Why can’t anything just be easy? Why does everything have to be so difficult? It should be easy, we’re disgustingly rich, we should have the world at our feet, instead of trying to navigate this madness.”

Though he quickly sobered as he pondered his friends words regarding Ana. 

“That’s the very cusp of the problem though isn’t it? We’re friends, she is so dear to me, what if you’re wrong and she doesn’t like me back? I ruin all and any hopes of friendship if this blows up in my face.” Theodore sighed, ruffling his hair anxiously. “ I just don’t think I can bear to risk it.” He muttered softly, wrapping his arms around himself as though he was suddenly aware of how vulnerable he was feeling.

[her-phe-bear]

Phe rested his elbow on the table, tucking his chin on his hand, “I wonder if normal people have these problems.” He mused, sighing a little. “Well, let’s hope that Moroccan bird you fancy, actually fancies you back. And maybe when you actually grow a pair big enough to tell her how you feel, you might get to find out,” he grinned, though he did pat the boy’s shoulder as he sobered.

“You’re so funny you know, because you’re the first bloke to talk about being the hottest motherfucker alive. And then sit here and say she might not like you. If anything you’d be saving her from whatever arrangement her family is trying to plan. As we all are…” though his statement started lighthearted, his last phrase kind of sobered him.

He patted his mate’s shoulder once more, giving it a small squeeze “Hey, stop it. Also, in the handful of times I’ve seen this girl around you, she’s fucking smitten, the pair of you are making eyes at each other constantly.” He chuckled.

“Speaking of madness…” He looked at Mia’s sleeping form for a lingering moment “We need to wake her eventually, I can send for you in the morning if you’d like? Or do you want me to set up a room for you? I don’t think she’d do nicely with you being in here when she wakes up, she’ll be upset I told you any of this…”

[theodore-x-nott]

“If, and this is a terribly big if, but if I decide to tell her how I feel and she doesn’t feel the same and it blows up in my face. Well, I am holding you and Mia personally responsible and I shan’t be held liable for my following actions. Are you still so sure, so willing to risk it all?” Theodore said, sneering at Phoebus for a moment.

Theodore shrugged, “Just because I am hot, and I am hot.” Theodore said flexing his muscles, “I mean, just look at this.” He chucked, “It doesn’t mean she likes me, we have a really close friendship, surely if she liked me like that she’d have said something? You and Mia never shut up about how all the girls want me, you’re saying she makes eyes at me, well she doesn’t, she’s never said a single word about it, surely that tells us all we need to know?” He asked, genuinely curious as to why Phoebus and Mia didn’t see things the way he did.

Theodore’s heart sank as Phoebus spoke, at the mention of Mia he turned to look upon her once more, “I’m not leaving, I want to be here when she wakes, but you’re right, she probably doesn’t want to see me the second she wakes.” Theodore chuckled, “I will take a room, I want you to come get me once she’s awake though, ok? Promise me? Now matter what she says! We’re in this together, remember, you can’t do this on your own, nor do you have to.” Theodore said, squeezing Phoebus’s shoulder comfortingly. “You sure you’re ok to be alone? I can stay a while longer if you need?”

[her-phe-bear]

Phoebus let out a big “Hah!” At theodore’s comment, “your actions? Like crying and eating ice cream with Mia and my sister?”

As Theodore started flexing, his laughter only continued. He held his palms out at the boy, looking away as he continued to laugh. “you’re ridiculous… listen, if she lets you down we’ll line up all the other girls—and boys—whatever—that do like you and you can just pick whoever once you like the most” he grinned wide, though he let his cheeky expression fade as Theodore continued.

“Well I’ll put it this way, you also haven’t said anything to her about it and you’re constantly waxing poetic about her to Mia and me.” He leaned back in his chair as he shrugged slowly. “But what do I know. I’m just your best mate….”

The mood decidedly shifted and his smile faded altogether, Pheobus nodded as Theodore made his choice. A humourless chuckle left him as he made him promise “yes, yes, I promise. I’ll send for you when shes awake.” He stood then, stretching his hands high above his head, yawning deeply. “I’ll be okay, you know I’ll be out like Nox when I hit that pillow” he jerked his head at the space next to Mia on the bed. “You get some rest, do you…do you need anything?” He asked, his tone soft. Phoebus knew his sleeping issues were a touchy subject, but he wanted to make sure his friend was actually going to sleep…

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore felt his heart lurch as Phoebus spoke, though Phoebus didn't say it, Theodore knew the intention behind the request. He didn’t often speak of such things, he certainly couldn’t allow himself to even think of such things now, not with all of this going on, he needed to focus. 

“I, um, no, it’s ok, I’ll have my elf sort everything for me.” Theodore stuttered, unsure how to navigate the sensitive subject. 

“Now which room do you want me to use? I don’t want to be too far away in case you need me.” Theodore asked, wishing to change the subject. 

[phoebusmalfoy]

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Though he was a little bit frustrated with Phoebus for involving Ana when he had specifically asked him not to,

(See the as of now untitled para between Theodore and Ana for further details)

Theodore couldn’t deny that he had needed the comfort seeing her brought. Oh how he wished she could have stayed, he’d have given anything to have her here with him, holding his hand and helping through - well - whatever this was about to become. He couldn’t be that selfish though, things were about to become even more dangerous than they already were, and she didn’t need to be getting caught up in the middle of that. Anyone caught up in this was going to face serious repercussions  from the Dark Lord, and he wasn’t sure he was going to come out of this unscathed so how could he knowingly put her at such great risk? She meant too much to him for that, so they had spent some time together but with a heavy heart he’d had to send her away once his elf had told him to expect his father imminently. Theodore knew his father couldn’t lie to the Dark Lord and the Dark Lord was going to be looking at anyone and everyone to blame: so she couldn’t be seen there with him, they couldn’t risk it. It was with great sorrow that they parted ways, and he’d promised her that he would update her as much as he could but that she must stay away no matter what, unless he told her it was safe to return.

So now he was once again alone with a still unconscious Mia in front of him. He was stuck feeling very lost and very worried, he couldn’t even imagine how to begin explaining this to his father - let alone fathom what was about to happen. He didn’t know how or why things were about to happen, but he knew they were about to embark on an unbelievably risky journey and things were about to get a whole lot worse. He’d sent his elf to tell his father he was needed at the hospital at 11am because Mia had been admitted again. He knew the healers had wanted to see his father earlier but he’d fobbed them off and delayed things. This had given him and Ana some time to be together so he could explain everything to her. Besides, he’d needed those few hours with her, he didn’t know when or if he’d get to see her again. He’d kept it short and to the point, the healers needed to speak with him regarding paperwork, the rest he’d have to explain once his father arrived……

[bellatrixblackmalfoy]

Nero Nott was marching down the corridors of this god forsaken hospital, there may never be a time hell tolerate being here; too much has happened here. Too much tragedy, too much loss. 

His heart would always sink down every time time he saw that stationary in his pile of letters. He’ll always remember his dear friends, his own injuries—but more than anything, he’ll always remember his wife…

A small, sharp sigh escaped him; he fucking hated it here.

Such was the case now. His son and his ward spotted here will not end well. The Dark Lord was already not happy with Damia and he hated when she ‘shows weakness’—the fucking bastard. Regardless of why, Nero had to find a better reason than the real one for why they were here. He went through his mental list of prepared excuses, as he turned the corner, finding them all useless without the real reason for her admission here. 

He had to admit, he was worried for Damia, she was volatile enough without her father messing with her head. Perhaps it was serious this time. But he knows she did not leave the clutches of her father with major injuries—this must be self-inflicted. Nero had hoped she was smarter than this. They’d been over this too many times, she knew it would only get worse. 

Nero rubbed his eyes for a moment as he stopped a few feet from the door. He understood. He really did. It wasnt her fault her father does all of this to her, shes not well. Not to mention her mother and…well, all of that. 

He didn’t knock, he never does. Scanning the room, he sees Damia first, looking frail and gaunt crumpled in the bed—it was hard to remember how young she was… 

Nero met his son’s eyes, and his heart broke. “Oh Theodore…” he crossed the room in a few strides, wrapping his arms around his son. Though his tone was gentle and soft, he didn’t stop himself from demanding answers. “Why did you wait this long to get me? What’s going on? What’s she done to herself this time?”

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore flew up from the bed as the door opened, his wand raised once again, he’d been on edge ever since he’d arrived at this terrible place, and people turning up unannounced didn't help.. Had he thought it through, he would have realised who it was, especially as he was expecting him. As it turned out, he didn’t really have time to react before his fathers arms were embracing him. He slumped into his fathers grasp, his wand dropping to his side as the sheer weight of everything hit him all at once.

Theodore waited a few moments before replying, just allowing himself to be comforted so he could summon the strength for everything that was about to transpire.

“I - oh Dad, it’s such a mess. It’s so much worse than anything else that’s happened. I honestly don’t know how to begin explaining it to you. I am not even sure you’ll believe me.” Theodore sighed deeply, “I didn’t want you to get caught up in the middle of it all, I wanted to wait to see what this.” He gestured to Mia’s lifeless body, “Even was, what it meant. Besides, there wasn’t much point in waking you in the middle of the night, we didn’t both need to be awake.” Theodore said, dropping his wand on the floor as he began wringing his hands together nervously: unsure how he was supposed to navigate all of this without it ending up with someone else getting hurt.

[it-is-bunny-bitch]

In Dreams We Enter A World That’s Entirely Our Own ….

The all to familiar rage was building within her again, she could feel it running through her veins, it was burning hot, she felt like her blood was boiling as it coursed through her body. She wanted to hurt, to maim, to kill. That was strongly counteracted with the lust that was pulling at her loins, she was desperate for him, she needed him, she kissed Phoebus deeply, biting and snapping at his lip, snarling into their kiss. She moved against him as she straddled him, arching her back as she ground her body into his. She craved him, she wanted him, every inch of her body was yearning for him.

She screamed suddenly as she felt a sharp pain cut across her shoulders, it was like the skin was being pulled so tight across her shoulder blades she swore it would rip open. She tried to reach and look behind her, struggling to feel what was happening, the skin was pulsating, it was tearing, she could swear it was splitting open. Her fingers felt like they were going to break, like the bones were going to snap. It was as if her nail beds were on fire. She screamed again as another bout of rage tore through her, she began scratching at Phoebus, but it was more than normal, she wanted to hurt him, to kill him, to rip the flesh from his bones. She couldn’t stop herself, the rage was consuming her, she tried to think straight, she tried to control herself, but she couldn’t. She tore at him, getting more and more violent, screaming and snarling at him.

[her-phe-bear]

theodore-x-nott

Theodore shrugged, “Well yes she gets some shit for being my best friend, but not as much as she’d get if she was - well - more than that.” He gulped, “Yes she fights for me because she’s my friend, the same way I would fight for her, or you guys. Plenty of the girls have money and a name, that isn’t the issue, of course I know she doesn’t think about any of those things. But I also know she doesn’t think about anything with me, just being friends, she’s not like the others, she’s different.” He sighed deeply, “Well I don’t intend on ‘doing away with her’ the whole point is I don’t want to lose her from my life. It’s not about giving up before I’ve started, it’s not that at all. If I had feelings - which I don’t - but if I did, she doesn’t feel the same so it would ruin our friendship and I don’t want to live with that.” He said solemnly

Phoebus leaned his face on his hand, shaking his head slowly. The poor boy was incredibly insecure for the amount of praise he receives. It was sad, really, to see him struggle like this. Mia was convinced, and she knew Theodore better than anyone else, that they were both in denial of their feelings. “Doesn’t she live like, a million miles away? You barely hear from her over the summers or break. Do you think you’ll just be pen pals after Hogwarts? You’ll have your own lives, marriages, children, responsibilities… I’m not trying to depress you mate, I promise I’m not. But… come on, It’s me, I know you, why are you denying it? You’re Theodore fucking Nott! Posterboy for the aristocracy! you could have any girl you want. Why is she so different? Because you like her.” He shrugged, surveying the boys expression. 

[theodore-x-nott]

“She lives in Morocco, that is hardly far with the use of magic, we can floo or disapperate to one another. Yes, I fully intend to keep her in my life after Hogwarts, why wouldn’t I? She is one of my closes friends, I have no intention of throwing that away just because we no longer attend school together.” He shrugged. Theodore’s face dropped as Phoebus mentioned marriage and children, he didn’t particularly want to think of him doing such things, let alone her. “Well you’re doing a good job at depressing me, you know my father is already on about me marrying someone and settling down, if he has his way I shall be married by the time I am sixteen. Him and mother were wed at sixteen and so must I.” He groaned, “I am trying to convince him to let me wait until after school but so far no luck. We’re already having to discuss potential candidates. I am twelve almost thirteen and I have to think upon marriage? Even if I did like her, how do I even start anything with her? Oh, hi, not only will this totally fuck up our friendship, but in about three years my father is going to force me to marry.” Theodore groaned loudly, placing his face down onto the table.

[her-phe-bear]

Phe let him speak. shaking his head slowly as he watched him realize all the thing Phoebus already knew “And what–you think she doesn’t have the same coming at her? If she’s from a family worth your time, then she certainly is, all of us are getting it. My parents married straight out of school. I think the only reason I’m not betrothed already is because they know she’s not going to be taken away from her father’s clutches.” he jerked his head towards Mia. “I do know it’s a shitty thing to think about so far ahead–but if there’s someone you feel so strongly about, from a good family, and you already get along so well…why is that so far out reality to actually ask all that? Ask her if she’s had the conversation with her parents about it–as her friend–and see what she says. It’ll just come across like you’re confiding in her and giving her the chance to do the same” he shrugged. “You think your father wont like her as someone for you to be with?” he asked after a pause, his brow furrowing. 

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore laughed out loud, then began chuckling deeply, unable to stop himself, eventually he sighed and rubbed his eyes, “Oh mate, I needed that, fuck, thanks. Do you really believe your parents haven’t betrothed you is because of Mia? We both know they will never let you marry her, oh fuck the thought of your fathers face is just, it’s priceless.” He chuckled once more, “The thing is, it isn’t even just your family that won’t allow it, neither will her father.” He sobered, shaking his head, “Like, I hate to break it to you, but, you’re just as fucked as I am.” He nudged him, “We’re all fucked, the joy of being part of the aristocracy I suppose, at least we have more money than we know what to do with to take the edge off hmm? Oh, and supposedly this poison as well.” He said, taking another sip of his drink and wincing as it burnt his throat once more. “I don’t know, that’s a bit fucking suspicious isn’t it? Hey Ana buddy, hey pal, so, have your parents spoken to you about your forced marriage yet? Do you maybe want to be forced into marriage with me? You know, your friend, like come on, that is fucking wild, I can’t even imagine talking to her about that.” He groaned, letting his head fall back to look up at the ceiling.

[her-phe-bear]

“Fuck off” he rolled his eyes, shoving Theodore as the boy laughed, though not properly upset. He knew Theodore was right anyway. So he leaned back in his seat and sulked until the boy was finished telling him all of the reasons why he will end up with an unhappy life. “what I mean, is that the second I’m betrothed to anyone, Mia will find a way to kill her before I have a chance to open my mouth. My parents aren’t daft, they must know she at least likes me,they must remember all the things from our childhood.” He sighed, happy that the conversation returned to. Theodore’s own little conundrum. “I think you’d need to be a bit more fucking subtle about it, but yes.” He laughed. “You can talk to her about your dad trying to get you betrothed and ask her if she’s got a similar situation… I swear it’ll be a miracle if you manage getting a girlfriend, let alone this girl you’re giving zero chance to.” He shook his head, regarding him for a moment. “Just stop worrying so much, Mia says this girl likes you, just…you know, go for it” he shrugged, gesturing vaguely.

[theodore-x-nott]

“Well at least you have Mia to kill them all for you sl you certainly won’t get stuck with one you don’t like.” Theodore chuckled. Hey, I could have any number of girlfriends, should I wish, boyfriends to for that matter.” Theodore retorted, sticking his tongue out at Phoebus. “Mia is hardly an endorsement for someone’s feelings. She would say any girl likes me if I said I liked them, and she’d make sure they did because she’d break their legs if they disagreed and that would just be the start.” Theodore laughed, shaking his head.

[her-phe-bear]

“I mean, that’s one way to look at it, sure” he agreed, though he shook his head. He laughed as the boy continued, “right yes, but I meant one you actually like and don’t just want to snog behind a tapestry somewhere” he shot back with a grin. “I’d give you that, but she’s friends with her isn’t she, and shed tell you the truth if you really asked. “Such deprecating talk from the most eligible young aristocrat” he mocked, giving his best Rita skeeter impression.

[theodore-x-nott]

Theodore rolled his eyes and groaned loudly as Phoebus teased him. He sneered at Phoebus’s impression of Rita Skeeter.

“Don’t, that fucking woman will be the death of me. The shit that she writes should be enough to turn people against me but apparently not. The way she leers at me as well, it’s sickening. It just makes the girls want to be with me so they can be ‘famous’ it’s disgusting and tacky.” He snarled, taking another long sip from his glass and sighed heavily, “Why can’t anything just be easy? Why does everything have to be so difficult? It should be easy, we’re disgustingly rich, we should have the world at our feet, instead of trying to navigate this madness.”

Though he quickly sobered as he pondered his friends words regarding Ana. 

“That’s the very cusp of the problem though isn’t it? We’re friends, she is so dear to me, what if you’re wrong and she doesn’t like me back? I ruin all and any hopes of friendship if this blows up in my face.” Theodore sighed, ruffling his hair anxiously. “ I just don’t think I can bear to risk it.” He muttered softly, wrapping his arms around himself as though he was suddenly aware of how vulnerable he was feeling.

[her-phe-bear]

Phe rested his elbow on the table, tucking his chin on his hand, “I wonder if normal people have these problems.” He mused, sighing a little. “Well, let’s hope that Moroccan bird you fancy, actually fancies you back. And maybe when you actually grow a pair big enough to tell her how you feel, you might get to find out,” he grinned, though he did pat the boy’s shoulder as he sobered.

“You’re so funny you know, because you’re the first bloke to talk about being the hottest motherfucker alive. And then sit here and say she might not like you. If anything you’d be saving her from whatever arrangement her family is trying to plan. As we all are…” though his statement started lighthearted, his last phrase kind of sobered him.

He patted his mate’s shoulder once more, giving it a small squeeze “Hey, stop it. Also, in the handful of times I’ve seen this girl around you, she’s fucking smitten, the pair of you are making eyes at each other constantly.” He chuckled.

“Speaking of madness…” He looked at Mia’s sleeping form for a lingering moment “We need to wake her eventually, I can send for you in the morning if you’d like? Or do you want me to set up a room for you? I don’t think she’d do nicely with you being in here when she wakes up, she’ll be upset I told you any of this…”

[theodore-x-nott]

"If, and this is a terribly big if, but if I decide to tell her how I feel and she doesn't feel the same and it blows up in my face. Well, I am holding you and Mia personally responsible and I shan't be held liable for my following actions. Are you still so sure, so willing to risk it all?" Theodore said, sneering at Phoebus for a moment.

Theodore shrugged, "Just because I am hot, and I am hot." Theodore said flexing his muscles, "I mean, just look at this." He chucked, "It doesn't mean she likes me, we have a really close friendship, surely if she liked me like that she'd have said something? You and Mia never shut up about how all the girls want me, you're saying she makes eyes at me, well she doesn't, she's never said a single word about it, surely that tells us all we need to know?" He asked, genuinely curious as to why Phoebus and Mia didn't see things the way he did.

Theodore's heart sank as Phoebus spoke, at the mention of Mia he turned to look upon her once more, "I'm not leaving, I want to be here when she wakes, but you're right, she probably doesn't want to see me the second she wakes." Theodore chuckled, "I will take a room, I want you to come get me once she's awake though, ok? Promise me? Now matter what she says! We're in this together, remember, you can't do this on your own, nor do you have to." Theodore said, squeezing Phoebus's shoulder comfortingly. "You sure you're ok to be alone? I can stay a while longer if you need?"

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Though he was a little bit frustrated with Phoebus for involving Ana when he had specifically asked him not to,

(See the as of now untitled para between Theodore and Ana for further details)

Theodore couldn't deny that he had needed the comfort seeing her brought. Oh how he wished she could have stayed, he'd have given anything to have her here with him, holding his hand and helping through - well - whatever this was about to become. He couldn't be that selfish though, things were about to become even more dangerous than they already were, and she didn't need to be getting caught up in the middle of that. Anyone caught up in this was going to face serious repercussions  from the Dark Lord, and he wasn't sure he was going to come out of this unscathed so how could he knowingly put her at such great risk? She meant too much to him for that, so they had spent some time together but with a heavy heart he’d had to send her away once his elf had told him to expect his father imminently. Theodore knew his father couldn't lie to the Dark Lord and the Dark Lord was going to be looking at anyone and everyone to blame: so she couldn’t be seen there with him, they couldn't risk it. It was with great sorrow that they parted ways, and he'd promised her that he would update her as much as he could but that she must stay away no matter what, unless he told her it was safe to return.

So now he was once again alone with a still unconscious Mia in front of him. He was stuck feeling very lost and very worried, he couldn't even imagine how to begin explaining this to his father - let alone fathom what was about to happen. He didn't know how or why things were about to happen, but he knew they were about to embark on an unbelievably risky journey and things were about to get a whole lot worse. He’d sent his elf to tell his father he was needed at the hospital at 11am because Mia had been admitted again. He knew the healers had wanted to see his father earlier but he’d fobbed them off and delayed things. This had given him and Ana some time to be together so he could explain everything to her. Besides, he’d needed those few hours with her, he didn't know when or if he'd get to see her again. He'd kept it short and to the point, the healers needed to speak with him regarding paperwork, the rest he’d have to explain once his father arrived……