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MAYBE

Who knows?? Maybe one day, thinking about you and what we could have been will no longer hurt me. For the time being, let me take advantage of these opportunities to hurt myself until it no longer aches;

awts

who knows? maybe now’s the time.

i have never seen anything quite like u.

I think you know me more than know And you see me more than see I could die now more than die Every time you look at me.

destroymylife

diff me

I was not in myself these past few months. I felt like it was not me anymore. I felt like I was lost. Got imprisoned in the dark and waited for someone to lend me a light. I felt like I am looking for something. Something I wasted 2yrs ago. The feeling you made me feel. The love and care you made me feel. Then, I realized it was only YOU. You, who made me feel the best feeling in the world. I am longing for you. I am very very very very longing for you. I thought that I will be able to find someone who's better than you. I made a mistake. Nobody in this vast world would make me feel like you do. Amongst all the ladies who came into my life, you were the “crème de la crème”. I ain’t comparing. I’m just stating that if only. If only, I never wasted you. Maybe I am happier than I am today.

By the way, I am already slowly accepting that the time meant for US has already passed. Regrets always do come at last. Don’t worry, Every “dagkots” that I will do you will always be included in my prayers. I’m hoping the best for U. Thank youuuuuu so much. I’ll just keep on dreaming till my heartaches end & slowly move forward.

The only Lady who wore my jackets

To the girl whom I met 29 months ago. How are u? U good? We didn’t have proper goodbyes to each other. I haven’t really moved on bout being obsessed bout U. I just never showed it anymore because we were both good already. I was afraid that it might ruin what bond we have. But you still the one. You were the best amongst all the ladies that came into my life. I’m really glad that you are happy with someone now. I’ll be still here, Silently cheering for your happiness. Imissyouuu. I miss how you made me feel. But I guess things will never work the same way again. I’ll be good as long as you are. You take good care of yourself. Nevertheless, I’ll still hope, that one -day destiny will give me a chance to prove how much I loved you.

#sad but true #happy for u tho #staystrong

Hi <3

Ain’t interested to any girl anymore. Bring me back the lady I met in 2019. The lady I never had. The love I never had. Imisssyouuuuuuuu;

#i miss you #missingsome1 #gennnnnnn

Hearing those words from u really hit different. But it’ll be okay. I’ll still hope and pray for the best for you. Because that’s only what I can do for now. I’m glad you’re happy.

I want to win you back. I want to have u back. But, I see that you’ll be more happier without my presence. Besides, I suck at handling things like this.

#2019bb bai #sad boi aesthetic

Being a sensitive person costs you a lot, you always try to hide your feelings, you always pretend that nothing happened in order not to be labeled as dramatic, nobody knows how details hurt you, nobody knows how much you will overthink a word told by a beloved person, nobody will ever understand how those tiny actions matter.

Talking about how hard it is to open up to someone for being sad for no reason. Let’s talk about how hard it is to explain to your love ones that you have this heavy feeling in your chest for no reason. Let’s talk about how hard it is to understand why you’re having a panic attack while just taking a walk back home. How hard it is to sleep at night. Thinking where everything went wrong and how did it happened. Let’s talk about how hard it is to understand your own self and how scary it is to feel like the whole world is falling on your shoulders and you have no idea why.

#sad thoughts #sad boy #anxiété

Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more hard to bear. The frequent attempt to conceal mental pain increases the burden: it is easier to say, ‘My tooth is aching’ than to say, ‘My heart is broken.’

can i get through this?

#depressed #i'm weak

It’s funny if you think bout how the standards of being in a relationship today depends on what they is on public relationships. Relationships that are publicized online through social media applications/websites. It’s not a bad thing basing on how they handle their relationship. But, comparing things that one is not capable of doing is bad. You’re pressuring someone. They can’t and won’t tell you but they sure wish that they could do great more than you expect from them.

i wish i could meet you again for the first time.

#sad boi times #saddening

I’ve been thinking about you lately. Maybe you can save me from this crzy world I live in.

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Maybe I hoped too much. Maybe I have high confidence on myself. Thinking that it’s still me you want. HAHAHAHAHAAHHA

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