do not go gentle into that good night

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[aedifcare]

update

okay so i know i've been gone a while, frankly i don't use this account anymore. when my account was at it's peak, it was just fun vibes and i really do miss it but honestly when my atla hyperfixation died down, so did this account. however, i do have some sorta good news and bad news regarding a certain fic of mine that i haven't updated in a year and a half after the first chapter (*ahem* genuine life and it's her)

bad news? i'll be deleting the fic

good news? it's because i want to revise it and fully fledge it out

these past few months i've been really wanting to do something with it since i know there were some people who really liked it but every time i would reread the first chapter i would just cringe and it's not because i thought it was the worst thing on earth (bc at one point i was satisfied enough with it to fully publish it to the public) but because it's just so blatant i had no idea what to do with the story and every time i would write i just had no idea.

so? my solution. i'm gonna restart it. i'll delete the original fic only when i have the first two chapters of the revised fic fully completed along with an outline completing the story. this way, i know what's going to happen, i can work on foreshadowing and arcs, and i'll at least have a second chapter available in case i take forever to write the third one.

i really did want to complete this fic however back in january of last year (when it was published) some personal stuff happened a bit afterwards which just put me down in a hole where i had trouble writing ideas and just even loving what i used to love (hence, the hyperfixation dying down) and then it's hard to write if you don't have the same passion you once had but now i don't have the same passion i did for avatar the last airbender HOWEVER i do have the same passion for completing this fic because the few lot that actually really loved this fic, i still think about to this day and i really do wanna complete something.

anyways, i'll give a heads up and keep everyone updated on this blog about what's happening but i just wanted to post this about what to expect and all

love you all,

ashla <3

[aedifcare]

update

okay so i know i've been gone a while, frankly i don't use this account anymore. when my account was at it's peak, it was just fun vibes and i really do miss it but honestly when my atla hyperfixation died down, so did this account. however, i do have some sorta good news and bad news regarding a certain fic of mine that i haven't updated in a year and a half after the first chapter (*ahem* genuine life and it's her)

bad news? i'll be deleting the fic

good news? it's because i want to revise it and fully fledge it out

these past few months i've been really wanting to do something with it since i know there were some people who really liked it but every time i would reread the first chapter i would just cringe and it's not because i thought it was the worst thing on earth (bc at one point i was satisfied enough with it to fully publish it to the public) but because it's just so blatant i had no idea what to do with the story and every time i would write i just had no idea.

so? my solution. i'm gonna restart it. i'll delete the original fic only when i have the first two chapters of the revised fic fully completed along with an outline completing the story. this way, i know what's going to happen, i can work on foreshadowing and arcs, and i'll at least have a second chapter available in case i take forever to write the third one.

i really did want to complete this fic however back in january of last year (when it was published) some personal stuff happened a bit afterwards which just put me down in a hole where i had trouble writing ideas and just even loving what i used to love (hence, the hyperfixation dying down) and then it's hard to write if you don't have the same passion you once had but now i don't have the same passion i did for avatar the last airbender HOWEVER i do have the same passion for completing this fic because the few lot that actually really loved this fic, i still think about to this day and i really do wanna complete something.

anyways, i'll give a heads up and keep everyone updated on this blog about what's happening but i just wanted to post this about what to expect and all

love you all,

ashla <3

[aedifcare]

update

okay so i know i've been gone a while, frankly i don't use this account anymore. when my account was at it's peak, it was just fun vibes and i really do miss it but honestly when my atla hyperfixation died down, so did this account. however, i do have some sorta good news and bad news regarding a certain fic of mine that i haven't updated in a year and a half after the first chapter (*ahem* genuine life and it's her)

bad news? i'll be deleting the fic

good news? it's because i want to revise it and fully fledge it out

these past few months i've been really wanting to do something with it since i know there were some people who really liked it but every time i would reread the first chapter i would just cringe and it's not because i thought it was the worst thing on earth (bc at one point i was satisfied enough with it to fully publish it to the public) but because it's just so blatant i had no idea what to do with the story and every time i would write i just had no idea.

so? my solution. i'm gonna restart it. i'll delete the original fic only when i have the first two chapters of the revised fic fully completed along with an outline completing the story. this way, i know what's going to happen, i can work on foreshadowing and arcs, and i'll at least have a second chapter available in case i take forever to write the third one.

i really did want to complete this fic however back in january of last year (when it was published) some personal stuff happened a bit afterwards which just put me down in a hole where i had trouble writing ideas and just even loving what i used to love (hence, the hyperfixation dying down) and then it's hard to write if you don't have the same passion you once had but now i don't have the same passion i did for avatar the last airbender HOWEVER i do have the same passion for completing this fic because the few lot that actually really loved this fic, i still think about to this day and i really do wanna complete something.

anyways, i'll give a heads up and keep everyone updated on this blog about what's happening but i just wanted to post this about what to expect and all

love you all,

ashla <3

[elftwink]

“my favourite character only acts like an asshole because he’s deflecting/covering up his insecurities 🥺🥺🥺” you are so boring. he acts like that because he sucks. worst motherfucker on earth (affectionate). stop making excuses for him

[aedifcare]

update

okay so i know i've been gone a while, frankly i don't use this account anymore. when my account was at it's peak, it was just fun vibes and i really do miss it but honestly when my atla hyperfixation died down, so did this account. however, i do have some sorta good news and bad news regarding a certain fic of mine that i haven't updated in a year and a half after the first chapter (*ahem* genuine life and it's her)

bad news? i'll be deleting the fic

good news? it's because i want to revise it and fully fledge it out

these past few months i've been really wanting to do something with it since i know there were some people who really liked it but every time i would reread the first chapter i would just cringe and it's not because i thought it was the worst thing on earth (bc at one point i was satisfied enough with it to fully publish it to the public) but because it's just so blatant i had no idea what to do with the story and every time i would write i just had no idea.

so? my solution. i'm gonna restart it. i'll delete the original fic only when i have the first two chapters of the revised fic fully completed along with an outline completing the story. this way, i know what's going to happen, i can work on foreshadowing and arcs, and i'll at least have a second chapter available in case i take forever to write the third one.

i really did want to complete this fic however back in january of last year (when it was published) some personal stuff happened a bit afterwards which just put me down in a hole where i had trouble writing ideas and just even loving what i used to love (hence, the hyperfixation dying down) and then it's hard to write if you don't have the same passion you once had but now i don't have the same passion i did for avatar the last airbender HOWEVER i do have the same passion for completing this fic because the few lot that actually really loved this fic, i still think about to this day and i really do wanna complete something.

anyways, i'll give a heads up and keep everyone updated on this blog about what's happening but i just wanted to post this about what to expect and all

love you all,

ashla <3

[elinordash]

Damon Daunno as J.J. in THE MARVELOUS MRS. MAISEL (2017 – )

[hopecel]

DAMON DAUNNO as DANNY THE HATING GAME (2021)

[reallyhardy]

moments between orpheus & eurydice in the new york theatre workshop production of hadestown (2016.)

[primulaceas]

Mary Oliver, “Dogfish.” Dream Work

[morepeachyogurt]

a compilation of things that make me believe in the world; dedicated to my friends elle, grace, sophia, and simi <3

@honeytuesday // anne carson // jack kerouac // @morepeachyogurt // alice walker // @petalsinfall // sandra simonds // louise glück // wendy cope // mary oliver // @moonbirdy // @boysaints // john cage // ross gay // @sunbathe // lorde // jenny han // emily dickinson // source // minecraft end poem by julian gough // lorde // doris dana // coldplay; @moonlockscreensz // grace vanderwaal // mary oliver // @eisayshi // @icarusgf // @theorangepdf // arnold lobel // @peoplehood // @sequin-covered-swans // schuyler peck // alivia horsley // madisen kuhn // danusha laméris // @rednet-remade // leslie feinberg // eden robinson // lorde

[stlowens]

Mary Oliver, from “Invitation.”

[primulaceas]

Mary Oliver, “I’m Feeling Fabulous, Possibly Too Much So. But I Love It.” Blue Horses

[metamorphesque]

1. Clarice Lispector | 2. Egon Schiele | 3. Dylan Thomas | 4. Joseph Lorusso | 5. Jenny Slate | 6. Ron Hicks | 7. Mary Oliver | 8. Safet Zec | 9. Madeline Miller | 10. Antonio Piatti | 11. Ocean Vuong | 12. Peter Wever | 13. Richard Siken

[celexial]

— Mary Oliver

illustration by jordan.e.clark

[linkinmoon]

The Ponds by Mary Oliver

[girlofdogs]

mary oliver was right: i am here!!! i am alive on this fresh earth!!! i am standing in my kitchen waiting for my tea to boil and that alone is proof of my existence!!!!

[sunpdf]

post by tumblr user @diver-up​ // laura gilpin, the two-headed calf // tweet by vincent d’onofrio // post by tumblr user @iicaru​ // rainbow connection, the muppet movie (thank you @persimmongal)