Something serious and outside anyone's control has messed up everything at my work and for awhile everyone was very locked in and on it, but now it is A Job for Me when I was already doing way too much.
As a result being on site is like a neverending nightmare from which it feels like i can not leave. I have probably left on time maybe four or five times in the last five weeks. I start each day with less chill and am slowing down physically but I'm so crucial that my boss isn't even saying anything and she says whatever enters her head so this is a strange development that makes everything a little more dreamlike. Like i have gone off and now say everything that enters MY head which is very bad.
At first she definitely was slowing down big orders and stuff but now it is business as usual and it is a lot. Way too much.
Luckily we have a returning team member who i discovered did literally all the prep over the weekends when she left and suddenly i had nothing every week.
But yeah, the moral of the story is that if you place a catering order for fifteen minutes after we open it is actively destroying my wellbeing to the point of justifiable self defense as now i get to start at least an hour earlier and since the morning prep gets delayed... i get to stay thirty to ninety minutes after depending on who shows up to do their fucking job without a lame ass excuse.
