I am always afraid of loosing people I love.
But sometimes,
I ask myself.
Is there anyone afraid of loosing me too?

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@aera3014
I am always afraid of loosing people I love.
But sometimes,
I ask myself.
Is there anyone afraid of loosing me too?
15
Time is slow
15 years felt like forever
When streetlights glow
It will wash away like a fever
This winter never passed
The rain didn't disappear
What different is the masked
From the one that cowered in fear?
Every soul you tried to please
And all the happiness that is spend
The centuries to turn to 15
Shall take millennium to reach the end
Another year shall pass
Do you really wish to see the end?
Will something worthy last?
Will you smile when you rest?
-Aera
When nothing in life goes well
Why do all the flowers I work with so hard to make them bloom, always end up wilting? Am I, perhaps, incapable of taking care of this garden?
-Aera
— Charles Bukowski, Screams from the balcony
Playdate
Sometimes
I wish I could forget you
Get you out of my mind
But every once in a while
I find myself
Reliving those times
So naive I was
So young
Didn't understand what happened
Until I grew older
Even if I act
Sometimes it does hurt
Because I too
Am a human girl
-Aera
My words
My words they don't matter
They tangle into a yarn
My feelings, yes they falter
So what if I feel the hurt?
Infront of all these people
They are a pebble in the ocean
Because the world is full of lies
And I am the one to compromise
If I tell you how I feel
Things will never remain fine
Because in the end i'll see
It's your words, not mine
If I lock my feelings up
And sew my mouth shut
Maybe it won't ever hurt
Even when things are worse
My words they don't matter
Sometimes I wish they did
My feelings, yes they falter
Why can't you see that it hurt?
-Aera
Paper
Paper cut houses
It doesn't take too long
For rain to come
And sun to glow
Life long cages
With paper bars
A narrow vision
Yet hopes too afar
Paper Lily
Napalm skies
Birds that flew
And visions that died
-Aera
Ocean eyes
Ocean eyes
With deep wealth flight
Twirling feelings
And hope that shines
(Soon the day came to an end
An everlasting nighty darkness)
Ocean eyes
I saw them loose
That tiny fleeting
Broken hope
-Aera
To avoid disappointment, stop seeing the good in people and start seeing exactly what they’ve shown you.
i have never understood how the “you’re not alone” is supposed to help
#exactly #like what am I supposed to do knowing that?
With a slight touch of mine,
you'll be in the ecstasy of life,
feeling second to divine.
You'll be whirling like the Sufis.
I'm an escapade
you wish you had before.
You'll abandon your home
in the hope of seeing me more
and having me for you and you alone.
But my instinct is to stray.
No matter how far you run,
I'll always be miles away.
It's Fortunate for me
because if one day my feet stilled
and I stayed,
I'm afraid you'll discern that
I'm stitched from your heart's remains.
The ecstasy of mine will fade away.
And you'll realise
how uncannily your face resembles mine.
( written from the perspective of happiness)
The house I lived in
The house I lived in
Is not my home
With wings that trampled
On their own
Even though its where
My family lives
It lacks freedom
With tension thick
The house I lived in
Is not my home
With withered flowers
In a empty pot
Chained up in a room
For my entire life
I remember the day
That I turned nine
The house I live in
Is closer to home
Despite being a place
Away and cold
My wings grew lighter
And new flowers they bloom
I sit between nature
And listen to nature's tune
-Aera
City Life
Bustling traffic of northern cities
Dripping sound of raining daisies
Rustling of the trees gone wild
The whistling of the winds gone dry
The shallowness of an empty heartbeat
Filled with kerosene that keeps it lit
Filled with loved with a heart of despair
Gentle touches that are full of care
-Aera
“what was the most pain you have ever felt”
healing from someone, i once thought i would heal with
When you die, people don't cry because they miss you. They cry because they lost whatever you were able to give them, until they realise that someone else can give them that same exact thing.
Unknown
Stars
Have you ever looked up at the sky?
Wishing you were a star up so high
Away from all the things that hurt you
Wishing that this petty dream comes true?
Yes, I have looked up at the sky
As if I am running out of time
I stand under these stars I always view
Wishing that this petty dream comes true
-Aera
Waiting is painful
Forgetting is painful
But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering
Paulo Coelho