Aera

She/Her | 15ㅣ BTS' armyㅣPluviophileㅣCaeruleaphile | Loves books, poems and music |

[aera3014]

I am always afraid of loosing people I love.

But sometimes,

I ask myself.

Is there anyone afraid of loosing me too?

[aera3014]

15

Time is slow

15 years felt like forever

When streetlights glow

It will wash away like a fever

This winter never passed

The rain didn't disappear

What different is the masked

From the one that cowered in fear?

Every soul you tried to please

And all the happiness that is spend

The centuries to turn to 15

Shall take millennium to reach the end

Another year shall pass

Do you really wish to see the end?

Will something worthy last?

Will you smile when you rest?

-Aera

[aera3014]

When nothing in life goes well

Why do all the flowers I work with so hard to make them bloom, always end up wilting? Am I, perhaps, incapable of taking care of this garden?

-Aera

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Charles Bukowski, Screams from the balcony

[aera3014]

Playdate

Sometimes

I wish I could forget you

Get you out of my mind

But every once in a while

I find myself

Reliving those times

So naive I was

So young

Didn't understand what happened

Until I grew older

Even if I act

Sometimes it does hurt

Because I too

Am a human girl

-Aera

[aera3014]

My words

My words they don't matter

They tangle into a yarn

My feelings, yes they falter

So what if I feel the hurt?

Infront of all these people

They are a pebble in the ocean

Because the world is full of lies

And I am the one to compromise

If I tell you how I feel

Things will never remain fine

Because in the end i'll see

It's your words, not mine

If I lock my feelings up

And sew my mouth shut

Maybe it won't ever hurt

Even when things are worse

My words they don't matter

Sometimes I wish they did

My feelings, yes they falter

Why can't you see that it hurt?

-Aera

[aera3014]

Paper

Paper cut houses

It doesn't take too long

For rain to come

And sun to glow

Life long cages

With paper bars

A narrow vision

Yet hopes too afar

Paper Lily

Napalm skies

Birds that flew

And visions that died

-Aera

[aera3014]

Ocean eyes

Ocean eyes

With deep wealth flight

Twirling feelings

And hope that shines

(Soon the day came to an end

An everlasting nighty darkness)

Ocean eyes

I saw them loose

That tiny fleeting

Broken hope

-Aera

[what-iz-life]

To avoid disappointment, stop seeing the good in people and start seeing exactly what they’ve shown you.

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

i have never understood how the “you’re not alone” is supposed to help

[aera3014]

#exactly #like what am I supposed to do knowing that?

[chaotic3metanoia]

With a slight touch of mine,

you'll be in the ecstasy of life,

feeling second to divine.

You'll be whirling like the Sufis.

I'm an escapade

you wish you had before.

You'll abandon your home

in the hope of seeing me more

and having me for you and you alone.

But my instinct is to stray.

No matter how far you run,

I'll always be miles away.

It's Fortunate for me

because if one day my feet stilled

and I stayed,

I'm afraid you'll discern that

I'm stitched from your heart's remains.

The ecstasy of mine will fade away.

And you'll realise

how uncannily your face resembles mine. 

( written from the perspective of happiness)

[aera3014]

The house I lived in

The house I lived in

Is not my home

With wings that trampled

On their own

Even though its where

My family lives

It lacks freedom

With tension thick

The house I lived in

Is not my home

With withered flowers

In a empty pot

Chained up in a room

For my entire life

I remember the day

That I turned nine

The house I live in

Is closer to home

Despite being a place

Away and cold

My wings grew lighter

And new flowers they bloom

I sit between nature

And listen to nature's tune

-Aera

[aera3014]

City Life

Bustling traffic of northern cities

Dripping sound of raining daisies

Rustling of the trees gone wild

The whistling of the winds gone dry

The shallowness of an empty heartbeat

Filled with kerosene that keeps it lit

Filled with loved with a heart of despair

Gentle touches that are full of care

-Aera

[delicacysblog]

“what was the most pain you have ever felt”

healing from someone, i once thought i would heal with

[aera3014]

When you die, people don't cry because they miss you. They cry because they lost whatever you were able to give them, until they realise that someone else can give them that same exact thing.

Unknown

[aera3014]

Stars

Have you ever looked up at the sky?

Wishing you were a star up so high

Away from all the things that hurt you

Wishing that this petty dream comes true?

Yes, I have looked up at the sky

As if I am running out of time

I stand under these stars I always view

Wishing that this petty dream comes true

-Aera

[aera3014]

Waiting is painful

Forgetting is painful

But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering

Paulo Coelho