Little sounds. The elevator, smooth as it was, running, the doors opening, Gladion’s deadpan lack of conviction. Hints, secrets, small revelations. He was watching things. He’d gone to check on something. He must have gone to see for himself if anything was amiss. He’d be watching them. He’d be extra careful, and she couldn’t blame him. How good of her son not to trust her. A smart and more adjusted boy than the one who’d run away.
“I want my life back,” she said, very quietly, avoiding a break in her voice.
She was quickly calculating every move she could make. Vulnerability could appeal to him but he’d know if she faked it. Was she even faking it? The cool, measured voice she put on was more a charade than any time she spoke with passion one way or the other. She might have been deranged at times, but she spoke from her soul, whatever was left of it.
“I have no reason to lie to you,” she said. A lie. “I’m going to make things right. I’m going to come home. I won’t abandon the Foundation the way-”
She’d let her voice rise too much, she took a breath, and she sank back into a logic loop.
“You’re only borrowing my Foundation, son. There is a camera in the back left corner of the elevator. What are you so nervous about?”
Slightly taken aback by her next statement, Gladion remained silent. He held back a scoff when she mentioned having no reason to lie. Of course she wouldn’t abandon it. There was nothing new to be said, and if things were secure down here, then–
He stiffened. “I’m not borrowing anything. Do you think I wanted this position? This responsibility? I took it because it fell to me to do so. Because you weren’t fit for it in those moments.”
Taking a deep breath to try and control his rising emotions, Gladion continued, “I’m not nervous. I just don’t want any more people or Pokemon getting hurt, especially not because of your ambitions.” Delusions, he could have said, but that was probably too harsh, and that wasn’t all her fault.
He was shaking, shaking because he loathed and feared and loved her all at once, but he couldn’t let that slip. His mother was a brilliantly complex woman, he knew that. And he certainly didn’t want to give her any leverage against him. But the shuddering in his chest wasn’t going away.
“I don’t want you involved here,” he said point blank. “Not right now, and not for however long it takes for you to prove to the world and to me that you’ve reformed. That you’re–okay.”